“You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray; and I stood there loving you and wished them all away."

Love is such a big deal. Lu Han has learned it the hard way. People seem to abuse love a bit too much. Saying you love this, you love that so easily; as easy as how they forget it. Like they don’t even mean it.

“Why..?” He doesn’t get it. “I like you and I care for you. Is it not enough?”

Again, she cries. It hurts him every time she sheds her tears in front of him. He feels awful. All he could do is saying sorry, he could say it for a million times if it would help but he knows it wouldn’t. But he does it anyway. “I’m sorry.”

Deep down in his heart, he knows that that’s not thing she wants to hear. She doesn’t want to hear an apology.

He knows that his apology only hurts her more than it already is.

“What’s the point of this relationship if we don’t love each other Luhan?” She cries ever so painfully and he feels his heart breaks. Just how cruel you can be Luhan? He asks himself.

Loving someone is scary. When you give your heart, you become vulnerable, fragile. So easily broken. You shouldn’t fall for someone so easily, he wants to tell her. On second thought, maybe she just shouldn’t fall for someone like him.

Someone as wrecked as him.  

“I just thought that as long as we are together, we would be fine.” He takes a look at her as she wipes her endless flowing tears. “Maybe I was wrong.”    

He should have warned her from the beginning. Oh wait, he did warn her.

“We are together, but we are never really together. I can understand if you don’t know how to treat woman. I won’t ask you to open the door for me, I won’t ask you to