Outfit for this chapter... irrelivant but it's really hot right now... (-.-")

"Unnie, can I have your autograph?" A kid asked me while tugging my sweater to cover my hospital gown underneath. I'm in the hospital's garden to catch some fresh air. I felt so confined inside my room; like I'll be literally sick if I'd stay there longer.

"W-what?" I asked, stuttering. I heard the little girl; it just took me a little while to process what she just said.
 

"Can you sign my CD?" She asked expectantly while holding out her 2NE1 CD and marker.
 

I couldn't help but smile, the little girl looked so adorable. "Sure... What's your name?" I asked as I took her CD and marker.
 

"Hana..." She answered.
 

"That's a really pretty name..." I smiled at her again. I tried my best to write legibly with my right hand -thanks to my cast- even if it hurts a little.  Surprisingly, I signed her CD like a pro, as if I’m already used to doing this. "Here you go..." I said as I handed her back her CD and marker.
 

"Thank you Lexi-unnie!" She almost squealed. "When I grow up, I want to be like the 2NE1 unnies!"
 

"Thank you Hana-ah, but you should study first, arasso?" I said.
 

"Ne, Lexi-unnie! I hope you get well soon and join the other 2NE1 noonas. And I named my baby sister after you!" She said before running back to what looks like her father.
 

That was really flattering and I just couldn't help but smile at her retreating back. I didn't know I could have that effect to kids, or maybe because I'm an idol in this dream. But since I'm here, I should give my best. I won't let my grandfather down, he told me to enjoy and that's what I'm gonna do.
 

"Lexi-ah!" My reverie was interrupted when somebody called my name. When I looked over, it was Youngbae with Daesung approaching me.
 

"Hey guys! What are you doing here?" I asked.
 

"Visiting you of course!" Dae said with his cute smile.
 

"How did you know I was here?" I asked again.
 

"Lexi, you're the only idol that's confined in this hospital, so the staff knows where you are..." Youngbae stated with a hint of sarcasm.

"Right..." I said with my eye-roll.
 

"Hey noona, I can see you're feeling a lot better now. You can roll your eyes already!" Dae said with a chuckle.
 

I too chuckled; a day with Dae wouldn't be a dull moment. "So what's up?" I asked.
 

"We brought you something to help your memory back..." Youngbae said. Then we went back to my room and they connected a laptop to the flat screen TV that was mounted on the wall. Dae then took out some chips and drinks from his back pack. While I sat in the middle of the sofa and watch them do their thing.
 

"We're having some film viewing noona!" Dae said almost excitedly while waving the bag of Lay's to me.
 

"I still can't eat junk food though..." I muttered.
 

"The chips are for us, here is yours..." Youngbae said as he handed me a plastic ware with sliced fruits in it.
 

"Thanks!" I said. "So what are we watching?"
 

"Well, the hyungs and I were in the recording studio yesterday night and Youngbae-hyung said that you needed help to get your memory back and that the doctor advised that family and friends should help. So we came up with an idea to gather video clips from your trainee days and from 2NE1 TV, up until the last episode and compile everything into a somewhat movie..." Dae explained.
 

"Wow, guys..." I was speechless and I couldn't express how touched I am for them to do this for me despite their restless schedules.
 

Like what Dae have said, the video was a collection of video clips; a slice of life, a slice of my life to be exact. In the video, I was a good trainee and was happy with I was doing. I was goofing around with the other members and got scolded for being so, which made the three of us laugh. Then there was a video of me singing and recording the song "Fire", and damn I had a good voice. This is surely a dream, because the last time I sang made Youngbae, Jiyong and Seungri laugh. I didn't know if I would laugh or cry. But my eyes started to get warm and the next thing I knew is that tears started to fall from my eyes.
 

"Noona, why are you crying?" Dae asked worriedly.
 

"Are you okay? Do you want to stop the video?" Youngbae asked, also worried and immediately paused the video.
 

"No, no, no... It's just I had a really good voice in that video..." I said as I wiped my cheeks with the back of my hands. "Don't mind me, let's continue..."
 

As we continued to watch this video, I started to wonder what happened to my dream of being a stylist. Did I throw it away because some middle aged man convinced me to be an idol? The video seemed so true despite the fact that I know that I haven't woke up yet to my real life. But as I watched myself sing and dance, there was this part of me that goes along with every beat of the music; like I've already done this before.
 

"Wow, thank you guys, really..." I said as I gave Dae a friendly hug and Youngbae next.
 

"Anytime..." Youngbae said after releasing me from his hug.
 

"Noona, I want to sign your cast!" Dae said excitedly.
 

"Yeah, and let's take a picture of it and post it on twitter..." Youngbae suggested.
 

"Me, in my hospital gown?" I asked with a raised eye brow.
 

Youngbae chuckled. "Typical Lexi, always concerned with how she looks..."
 

I rolled my eyes off him. "Okay, take a picture of Dae signing my cast. Just my cast alright?" I said and gave him my phone. Youngbae then did what he was told and also took the same picture using his phone.
 

He did too sign my cast and took a picture of it and posted both pictures on Twitter with a message:

"Lexi-noona is getting her strength back. Daesung and I signed her cast today :)".
 

"What should I post?" I stared blankly on my phone after realizing that this would be my first twit after waking up from this still dream and as an idol to be exact.

 

"Say something to your fans..." Youngbae said encouragingly.
 

I stared at him as I find words to twit to the world. I sighed and then started typing on my phone.

"I saw the sun shine today. Thank you for the prayers. Wait for me, ne? :)"

I then posted it together with a twit pic of my cast with Youngbae and Daesung's authographs. It didn't take a while when numbers of replies, retweets and favorites increased from my previous post. There were well-wishers and questions from the fans. It was really overwhelming and touching.
 

A little later, the door opened and Reca-unnie entered the room.
 

"Lexi, you have another visitor..." She said and opened the door wider so that the said visitor could enter.
 

"Hi Lexi!" It was Jay, with basket of fruits and flowers on both hands.
 

"Hi Jay..." I greeted back. I felt Youngbae's shoulder slumped a little who was beside me.
 

"Hi hyung!" Daesung stood up and greeted him. Youngbae then got up from his feet and greeted Jay as well and gave each other a handshake.
 

"I brought you fruits and these are for you..." Jay said as he placed the fruit basket on a table then handed the flowers to me.
 

"Thanks Jay, you shouldn't have..." I gave him a friendly smile.
 

"That's nothing... So how are you?" Is it true you still can't remember things?" Jay asked me casually but his facial expression was of concern.
 

"Yeah, but Dae and Bae are here to help me. They just brought me a video to refresh things for me..." I said.
 

"Well, I hope you could get back on track faster. You still owe me a music video collab..." Jay said hopefully.
 

"Oh..." Was all I can say. I honestly don't know what to say about that.
 

"Don't worry hyung, the doctor said she's recovering fast. She'll be back soon..." Youngbae said with a smile.
 

"Of course... And your fans are waiting for you..." Jay assured me.
 

"Uhm Dae, are we done with the recording for the new remix of Tonight?" Youngbae said; I think that's their cue for leaving.
 

"Huh? Haven't we finished that yesterday?" Daesung asked, a bit puzzled.
 

"Wait, are you guys leaving?" I asked with my pleading eyes for them not to leave.

 

"Yes, unfortunately, I still have to assist Dae..." Youngbae said with a sorry face.

 

"B-but hyung..." Dae was about to say something but stopped. "...alright." Dae pouted in defeat. "See you next time noona, get well soon arraso?" Dae said and opened his arms for a hug.

 

"I will, thanks for the visit..." I said as I returned his hug, then I turned to Youngbae. "Bae, please take care of yourself too, you also just got in an accident..." I said as I opened my arms for a hug.

 

"I'm a strong guy noona, don't worry." Youngbae smiled as he returned my hug. "You should rest..." He said as he released me from his hug. Both Daesung and Youngbae then turned to Jay to bid their goodbyes. I suddenly felt lonely when they left despite of Jay's presence. It's not that he's a bore of a company, it's just when Bae's around I feel secured and I'm sure that I'll be okay. If only I could beg them not to leave, I would, but that would be weird.

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