Lexi's outfit for this chappy :)

Today is my last day of filming for Jay's music video. The set is on a carnival that was specially closed for us. This scene will just probably take a few seconds of the music video. Tsk, what a waste, the carnival was rented and closed to public for an entire evening but we can't enjoy the rides.
 

Dara-unnie will be visiting me today to film the behind the scenes of this music video for YGTV. Good thing they didn't get to film the scenes yesterday or else it would've been embarrassing for my part.
 

"Lexi-ah say something to the camera..." Dara said while doing the job as a VJ and holding the camera to film me.
 

"Something..." I said with a grin and trying to play with Dara-unnie.

 

"Aiooo... What are you doing right now Lexi-bongie?" She said and held the camera arms length to film herself too.

 

"I'm filming a music video for Jay Park's comeback. It's day three and we're filming in a carnival!" I said rather cheerfully while gesturing my hands to my background.

 

"You looked so excited to be in a carnival Lexi-ah..." Dara-unnie said.

 

"I am excited! It's been a while since I've been in a carnival..." I answered excitedly.
 

"Ay kyopta! We should go to a carnival on our free time..." Dara-unnie said.
 

"Deal!" I said with thumbs up. Just then, Jay passed by to greet Dara-unnie. The real camera man then took over to film us.

 

"Jaebeom-shi!" Dara-unnie called out.

 

"Oh! Dara-noona! Annyeonghaseo!" Jay greeted with a slight bow.

 

"We're filming behind the scenes of your music video for YG TV tonight, our main focus today is about Lexi-shi. What can you say about working with her?" Dara-unnie asked.

 

"Ah, first I want to greet all YG fans, especially the Blackjacks, annyeonghaseo!" Jay greeted with a smile and waved for the camera. "Working with Lexi has always been fun and easy going because she's such a professional. We've also been good friends since way back when so we're all good and comfortable." Jay said.
 

"Yah, don't sugar coat everything..." I muttered which made Jay laugh.
 

"It's true though..." Jay said.
 

"What's the title of the song for this music video again?" Dara-unnie asked.

 

"It's entitled Girlfriend. I hope everyone would support this, Blackjacks please support my new song with my video collab with your 2ne1's Kang Lexi..." Jay said.

 

"Ne!" I said with a fist pump.

 

"Last question, your ideal girl would be...?" Dara-unnie asked.

 

"That would be my leading lady for this music video..." Jay said with a smile.

 

I was so surprised when he answered Dara without even blinking. My eyes widen at Dara-unnie with that question. Dammit! What if Yougbae watched this episode... Aish...

 

True enough, when the episode aired, Youngbae watched it. And it had to be aired at the same day of Jay's celebration party for his new album and the music video release at some mile-high club in Apgujong. Of course I was invited! Good thing CL, Jiyong and Top were also invited.

 

I am now getting ready for the party at the YGE and the coordi-unnie is making her make-up magic on me. Youngbae then came in to the make-up room with a Red Bull in hand.

 

"You'll probably be needing this..." Bae said as he placed the can of Red Bull on the desk in front of me. I know he is hesitant of allowing me to come to the party especially after watching that dreaded episode.

 

"Thanks...Come with me?" I said with pleading eyes. Bae gave me a little smile.

 

"Nah, I don't want to look like a nosy boyfriend..." He said with a little laugh. "Besides, I still have to work with Teddy-hyung later tonight..."
 

"Don't worry Bae, her nosy 'oppa' will be watching her..." A deep sultry voice butted in. Top is wearing an all black dress suit with a studded Christian Louboutin shoes, really gorgeous on his dressed to kill outfit.

 

"You're not my oppa, you're my dongsaeng..." I said with an eye roll.

 

"You're height doesn't say otherwise..." He rebutted.

 

"Whatever..." I muttered. Youngbae genuinely laughed at me and Top.

 

"Don't worry Bae, I'll take care of this little brat..." Top said as he pinched my cheeks, making me swat his hand off of my face.
 

"Yah!" I scolded. The truth is, as much as how Tabi annoys me right now, I am more than thankful that he's here to accompany me.
 

CL, Top and I were taken there by a semi-stretch limousine, while The G-Dragon was in his really classy Bentley. The party was held in a penthouse of a really tall skyscraper. The first floor is where everything is happening, while on the upper loft is for the VIPs wherein the VIPs could watch what's going on the dance floor. There’s also a veranda or patio for some quiet space. There were other artists invited and some of the hoobaes greeted us. We were welcomed by some reporters by the loft's entrance for some photo-op. I can also hear the blasting music from inside. This is one huge party, and for some reason, my stomach started to flip out. Just then, Top held my right hand and clutched it on his left arm. I gave him a gratifying smile for his gentlemanly gesture. Then we were ushered to the main loft that was covered with glass window panels. From there, you can see the Seoul skyline with the glistening waters of the Han River. At the main loft, was a make-shift stage or a ledge with a huge LED screen, flashing on it was the teaser for the music video and Jay's album cover. Beneath the ledge is where the crowd is dancing. Jay emerged from the dancing crowd as we walked through to the VIP loft.

 

"Right on time guys! Glad you made it! We were just about to reveal the MV in a few..." Jay greeted us.

 

"Great party Jay!" GD almost shouted. I was actually surprised to see Ji now holding a glass of drink, I mean, where did that come from? Jay then gave a handshake to GD and Top without releasing my hand that was clutched to his arm.
 

"Congrats Jay-oppa! Thanks for having us here!" CL shouted and gave each other a one arm hug.

 

"Congrats Jay! Nice party!" I did too almost shouted. I think he noticed my hand on Top's arm but ignored it by giving me peck on my cheek. I guess the bravado from his move was contributed by the tinge smell of alcohol coming from him. Of course this is his party and he would be drinking.

 

"Thanks..." He said. "You guys enjoy the party, alright?!" He almost shouted. He was about to leave when Jay grabbed my hand. "Oh Lexi, come with me on stage..." Jay said and took me with him.

 

I was actually forced to take my hand off from Top's arm. Top's brow arched when I looked back, and Ji's mouth hung slightly open. I could only give them a sorry nod.

 

The loud party music stopped as the DJ announced his countdown of the music video release, while Jay took me to the side of the ledge. To my surprise, one of our managers was there. He told me that I would be making an appearance of some sort as Jay gives his short speech after the video release.

 

I had mixed emotions, I am excited to see me act in a music video, embarrassed to see me too -plus the fact that there's a kiss scene. But all my worries were gone the moment I watched the full MV. Well I got a little shy and blushed a little at the kiss scene part. But hey, the MV was good! And I love the song.

 

Jay then started to give his thanks to the people who helped him make his album. "...Also I would like to thank my gorgeous leading lady. Ms. Kang Lexi, ladies and gentlemen!" Jay yelled and went to the side of the ledge and offered his hand for me. I took his hand of help as I went on the ledge. I smiled and waved a little to the cheering crowd. I looked up to the VIP section and saw Tabi raising his glass for me, GD hooting and CL clapping while screaming my name. I smiled at them and waved at them. I bowed at the cheering crowd and took a step backward ready to exit. Just then, the crowd started to yell "KISS!" My eyes grew wide and gave a nervous grin. I saw Jay laughed and waved his hand to a 'no'. But the crowd 'booed' which made Jay look at me and scratch his none itchy nape.
 

"Fine! But only on the cheek..." I said almost yelling pretty close to Jay's ear so he could hear me over the screaming crowd.
 

"Okay..." Jay nodded and pointed his finger on his cheek so I could kiss him there. I gave out a frustrated sigh and leaned closer to him. He too leaned closer and leaned down to my height.

 

Dammit, I hated to do this but I should say that Jay smells so good! Snap out of it Lexi and get this done and over with!

 

Closer and closer I puckered my lips to kiss Jay's cheek. Just when I was an inch away, he swiftly faced me! Making my lips land on his lips! The crowd made a deafening roar of cheer. I hit Jay on his arm which made him laugh and covered my mouth in the process.

 

"Thanks guys! Enjoy the rest of the night!" Jay yelled and more cheering and hooting went on. Jay then escorted me back down the ledge with his hand at the small of my back. As we went down, people started to greet and congratulate him. Good thing I found my manager and escorted me to the VIP area where Tabi, GD and CL are staying.

 

I sat quietly in our small space in between Tabi and CL who was talking to GD. They were talking about solo stage performances for our coming fan meeting.

 

"I think you need this..." Top said and handed me a glass of white liquor on ice with a lime peel garnish and straw. "That's just gin tonic..." Top winked.

 

"Thanks..." I said and gave him a sorry smile. I really needed a drink to wash out the earlier scene out of my head. The liquor was so tempting that I ignored the straw and drank it like it was water. I felt Tabi's sudden shift to me and was surprised to see me down the drink he just gave me.

 

"Whoa...that's not soju missy..." He said like a nagging older brother, but he gestured the waiter to give me another one.

 

"That's okay, I'm parched and that's just my first drink anyways..." I shrugged.

 

"How about you unnie, what are you going to perform?" CL suddenly turned to me.

 

"I don't know... I'll collab a dance with Ri, maybe?" I said.

 

"Yeah, a surprise for the fans would be nice..." Ji said with encouragement.

 

I finished my second glass and I could feel my cheeks getting warm. I wanted to stay sober so I went to the little ladies room to flush out some fluids. After which, I found a veranda, a quiet place to chill; there, some people are smoking, there are also couples I saw making out which I would rather not name.

 

I leaned on the cold steel railing and took my phone from my purse. There's a message from Youngbae and it read:
 

Enjoy the night babe. I love you.
 

I couldn't help but smile. Damn, I miss him! He should know that I'd rather spend time with him than to be in this party. As much as I wanted to open my twitter account to see how the fans reacted on the music video that was just released, I'd rather not. I'm sure my account would also be flooded with pictures of me and Jay kissing earlier and I'm pretty sure it must've already reached Youngbae. I quickly typed in and replied 'I love you Bae' before returning to our section and tell them that I'm gonna get home with or without them. But just when I turned to head to our lounge, I saw Jay talking to someone and saw me. I pressed my lips to a hard line; I've been quite avoiding him since he kissed me earlier. Jay then excused himself and approached me.

 

"Lexi, I'm really really sorry for what I did earlier. I know I was out of the line. I thought I was putting up a good show and I'm kinda drunk...all I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry. I hope you could forgive me." Jay said sincerely without even breathing in between. Damn, he's really a good rapper! And now I couldn't help but chuckle, which made Jay confused.
 

"I'm sorry for laughing, but with everything you said really fast, all I can remember is that ‘you're sorry’..." I said with a hint of a chuckle.

 

"Well, that's better, I guess..." Jay chuckled too.

 

"Let's just forget about it..." I smiled and patted his arm.

 

"Thanks Lexi... I believe we still have to talk...well about the 'thing' I told you during the filming..." Jay said, almost stuttering.

 

"Yeah..." I said and bit my lip when I felt my tummy flip. I thought he already forgot about it but he chose to talk about it now. "Jay oppa, I also have something to tell you..."

 

"I think I know what you're trying to tell me... You're already seeing someone?" Jay asked almost hesitantly. I could only give him a small nod in response. "Is that TOP?"
 

And then my jaw dropped. "No, i-it's..."

 

"Youngbae?" Jay finished for me.

 

"Y-yes, it's Youngbae..." I said. "I'm sorry if I lead you on or something. I really wanted to tell you but I just don't know how and I don't want to leak anything and cause a problem with my group and company..."

 

"I understand... You should know my lips are sealed too." Jay gave a sorry smile. "...and be rest assured that I my lips won't get near you again... Well unless..." He said suggestively and smiled cheekily.

 

"Shut up..." I chuckled while playfully hitting his arm. "So friends?" I asked expectantly.

 

"Of course!" Jay smiled and opened his arms for a friendly hug. I then returned his hug. When we released each other, I saw Top watching us with an arched eyebrow. Jay sensed that someone is watching us and when he looked out he saw Top with the same expression.

 

"Ready to go Lexi?" Top asked, breaking the silence.

 

"Loosen your Seunghyun, I just told Jay I'm dating Bae..." I said as-a-matter-of-factly. Top looked at Jay inquisitively, still with an arched eyebrow which made Jay nod in agreement with me.

 

I sighed. "Well thanks a lot for having us Jay and I wish you well with your album..." I said.

 

"No worries and thank you! It's been a pleasure..." Jay said genuinely.

 

And my night ended that way. Top accompanied me to go home, while CL and GD stayed. We rode the car in silence; I’ve been staring out the window blankly but looking at my phone from time to time. I checked my phone for the nth time but there's no message from Youngbae.

 

"He might be busy..." Top said, breaking the silence.

 

"Do you think he's still working with Teddy oppa?" I asked. "Can I just go there instead? I really want to see him right now..." I told Top without waiting for an answer from him.

 

Top chuckled and ruffled my hair and turned to the driver. "Excuse me sir, can we go to YG building before heading home?"

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And I'm back! Another troublesome chapter, ne?

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