Seunghyun’s POV

I have seen him, the man made my heart felt weird. Why in the world can I see him there? In hospital, out of nowhere, it has to be hospital. Is he ill? I need to know, I need to see him, so I run after him. But I lost the sight of him , I don’t know where to go anymore. Damn it, he’s closed enough. Day by day, my mind is filled by his images, I want to know what it is, so I have to meet him again. I won’t give up until I know. Suddenly I heard a sob in a room, mabe it’s him… I bet on my luck and go to that room. And I can see…

I can see a man who is sitting in the bed. His eyes…has no soul. It’s so empty, there’s nothing in this, not pain, not sorrow, not happy… people’s emotions don’t stay in him. He just looks like an robot, an robot with waters in his eyes, it’s flooding like it’s programed to flood, nothing’s less, nothing’s more…. But, it’s just none of my business. If he’s not the man I need to find, I won’t care for strange people. When I’m about exiting the room, he suddenly faint away. Oh my, what the hell am I being involved in? I’m a cold man, but I won’t let people die before my eyes. So, I run to his side, check if his heart’s still beating. Yes, he’s still alive. Now, I need to call a doctor, and leave here, done!!! I just can’t stand problem, it’s so annoying. But, it seems like God’s playing with me, he suddenly grabs my hand and says “ Don’t call doctor, I won’t let my brother’s more sad about me!!! I beg you, don’t call!!” In his eyes, when he says the word “ brother”, it has so much sadness and hurt in it, it’s too much that I really can’t look into his eyes anymore. “ I know, I know, you calm down, you just faint not long ago, so just rest, don’t be roused like that!!” I really can’t do anything. In my life, this is the first time I have to calm a person, instead make them want to die. New thing to me. But I don’t feel so fun, this man hold on my hand too tight, I begin feeling hurt… But, strangely, I don’t push him away… maybe because he’s trembling so hard, very hard…. I’m just standing there, waiting for this man become normal again, oh my, why did I meet strange people? that Panda, and now this…. How can I call him, oh well, this bunny… yeah, really look like a bunny, who always be scared…Hehehe… As I lost in my mind, I didn’t realize he had let go off my hand and now he’s staring me like I’m the variant??? What’s the hell??? Is it because of my smile?? My smile’s the most beautiful thing, why do people always call it creepy? I don’t understand…. Now, time to take back my imagine of a cool man, Choi Seunghyun, you’re a cool, very cool man… yes, like this…

“ Are you okay now? If you are, I will leave here so you can rest” I really need to leave here, I have to find my Panda, I lost him, I don’t know where and when I can find him again, this is very very important problem. He’s still looking at me, and suddenly he asks me “ Are you an angel??? You come here to take me to heaven, don’t you??” I know I’m a beauty, I know it very well, but… an angel, it’s the first time a person call me like that, am I look like an angel? Tell me that does an angel have mint hair like me? According to my knowledge, no, an angel doesn’t look like a playboy at all. Why did he ask me like that? Why did he want to die?? Go to heaven..means you want to die, right?

“ I’m not an angel, I just happen passed here. Why do you want to meet an angel?” I could see the disappointment in his face . He loweree his head, and I heard his whisper : “ Why is he not an angel? Why does God not let me die? If I die, my lovely brother don’t feel sad about me anymore, he can’t be bothered by me anymore, he can have his own life, he can live happily, why, why, why don’t let me die, I want to die, I want to die…” In a moment, I can understand what he said. Because between me, Ji Yong and Young bae, we always have the best brotherhood. I used