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At Seunghyun’s house

“ D-light ah, what are you doing ?? I’m hungryyyy !!!” Seunghyun whines, Daesung has lived with him for over two weeks, and it feels….so good ! Really !

When Daesung came to live with him, he thought it would be so trouble, he doesn’t feel comfortable when he has to live with other person, he used to live alone so long, people pass his life likes leafs in the fall, he doesn’t attach to anyone , come and go, it doesn’t matter to him. He accepted it because Seungri told him this, he still wants to know, what Seungri is to him… 

But, Daesung is really a sun that warms every one’s heart. Especially his smile… Daesung often smiles, once he told Seunghyun, he smiles because he want s to make other persons happy with his smile, and smile so that nobody can see his cry… And it’s impressed Seunghyun so much. This boy…And now, whenever or wherever Seunghyun feels down, he suddenly remembers Daesung’s smile and it calms him down. Don’t know why, just when he comes home, has a person stands at the door, smiles brightly to him, says gently : “ Seunghyun ah, welcome home !”, and every dinner, not a party at the luxury bar or a treat at expensive restaurant, after that, finding himself wakes up in the bed with strange man or woman, an usual life of him.

Instead, it’s a warm dinner, that Daseung cooks, with the accompany of him, it’s kinda happy, yes, happy… A hole inside Seunghyun’s heart, is filled. What’s that ? Seungri’s still in his heart, don’t think wrong, he doesn’t take Daesung for Seungri’s replacement. He still wants Seungri, Seungri…is the one he doesn’t meet in this life, makes him feels something’s new, something he has never known. But Daesung is…if he can describes, it will be like oxygen, the thing that he needs… it’s so natural when he’s beside Daesung…maybe..maybe he wants Daesung become his brother ??? But…with Ji Yong and Young bae, doesn’t feel like that, so complicated. And more and more, he doesn’t want to mention Seungri with Daesung… he feels like something is wrong..very wrong..but he doesn’t know what is it…. What’s he doing ?

“ Seunghyun, I’m cooking food for Seungri, after that, can you drive me to Ji Yong’s house ? I will give it to Seungri. And…can you get off my back, it’s so heavy like that !! Why do you always cling to my back like this ?? You’re not a child anymore!!”

Daesung feels like this is really is a  sweet nightmare. Living with Seunghyun, who he loves, is a sweet dream, they has lived like a family, every day pass by, full of happiness. But it’s also a nightmare, because Daesung knows, Seunghyun will never love him back, in Seunghyun’s heart, it has some one else, and be more drama, that’s Daesung’s beloved brother, Seungri… To rival with Seungri ?? No way, Daesung loves Seungri more than everything, maybe more than Seunghyun, because of Seungri’s happiness, he will do anything, include giving up his love... Yes, he can, so just let him look at Seunghyun from far away..it’s enough for him. Daesung will always be one step behind Seunghyun, watch him, and when Seunghyun feels tired or hurt, he just looks back, and there is Daesung…always there with his smile..to make Seunghyun happy… Loving a person, doesn’t mean we must have that person, just see their happiness, although your heart will break apart..so stupid, but, right, love is a stupid thing that people just has to experience…

“ because I just love your back, it’s so comfortable for me !!! So, bear with it, D-light ah !! You will give it to Seungri ? Why so suddenly that you make dinner for him ?”

“ I don’t know, I have a uneasy feeling about Seungri… So I want to go to meet him.”

“ You’re seriously have brother-complex, D-light ! Uhmm, I want to ask you something… Seungri… I feel like he has some problem about..about..”

“ About love, right ???.... That child… he doesn’t have a normal childhood, Seunghyun ah, so please be gentle with him, takes it slowly, because if you come near him too fast, he will hide somewhere you can’t find him…He will choose the way to rum away from the person loves him… I can’t tell you more about him, I promise Seungri I won’t mention about the past again, so you have to find it on your own. Try harder, Seunghyun!”

“…. D-light, why do you look like you want to cry ? Something is wrong ?”

“ Nothing ! I’m done, let’s go, Seunghyun !!”

Mean while, at Ji Yong’s house

Ji Yong angrily kicks the door of Seungri’s house to open, he can’t believe the thing he found. What are Seungri thinking ? Let’s talk straight away to him, Ji Yong can’t stand anymore !!

“ Hey, are you crazy, bastard ? This room is my private place, I told you ! Do that again and I will kick your for sure !”

“ Stops saying nonsense thing, Seungri! Tell me what it is, tell me what the are you doing ?? Tell me !!!”