Taeyeon was pacing back and forth with his shaky hands clasp against his chest. He can think straight anymore, maybe the other 7 people waiting outside the operating room same the exact same feeling as they silently wait for the door to open.   “Tae please sit down” A familiar voice said as a pair of hands pull him down the seat.   Even Hyoyeon has the same feeling of fear as she roams her eyes around her. It seems so long ago when all of them gather in silence like this. Everybody was just too distraught even to speak. An hour ago they were dancing the living daylights as they celebrate Sooyoung and Sunny’s wedding, but the joy filled atmosphere was just completely wiped out, even her tipsiness wash away like  a cold bucket of water.   3 out of 5 women were crying softly. Sunny was shedding tears in Sooyoung’s arms. Seohyun was with Yoong.  As for Tiffany, she was sobbing uncontrollably beside the maknae.   But more than the crying ladies, what bothers her is the soundless one.  Jessica was sitting in the farthest seat motionlessly, tear stains was the first thing that you can notice in her tired face.   She never talked to anyone and refused all the kind of physical contact that they offer, even Heechul can’t do anything but to sit beside her silently.   The operation room swung open to reveal a doctor on a blue mock gown.  “Who are the family of the Kwon Yuri?”   “We are his friends doc, how is he?” Taeyeon asked as he rushed to the doctor.   “He broke his humerus, but we already aligned it back and repaired it. He got lucky that he didn’t damage his spinal column or harm other organ during the fall, but the main concern for the patient is the contusion that was found in his head. We evacuate the bleeding but we still need to be sure.   I already request for him to have a 2nd  ct. scan .We need to place him under observation  for 24 hours.”   “Is he still on danger?” Taeyeon asked hoarsely.   “Right now he is in state of coma. The next 24 hours is critical. If he doesn’t wake up within this period his neurological function will be compromised. I will have him transferred in a private ICU for the moment.”    The doctor may not speak as loud but eight pair of ears got everything he said.  Loud and clear.   The doctor excuse himself after.   Jessica closed her eyes tiredly, as she lean her head against the wall.. What happened will forever stay with her, Yuri is the only one in her thought and she feels like she is losing her mind again and again..       FLASHBACK     Jessica heard the loud thunder sound and she immediately wiped her tears and readies herself to return. ‘Even nature turns against me. What a joke’ she mocked herself, she was still in her silver gown that sunny provided her, now the hem is all dirty. She slowly walks back when she heard another sound this time a girl shrieking. Jessica felt her heart raced when she heard it.   Unconsciously she runs towards where the voice came from, she knows its Tiffany... ‘What’s happening to them?’   Jessica’s mind was blown away as she saw Tiffany kneeling at the edge of the cliff looking down. “Oh my...Where’s Yuri?’ She looked around and realizes that no one is there besides Tiffany. She walked towards the girl to tell her that it’s dangerous, when…   “Yuri!” Tiffany called as she cried Jessica hold her breath when she heard what tiffany said she quickly run to Tiffany’s side and look down. Her heart almost stops when she saw Yuri hanging by the hand.   “YURI!” Jessica screamed as she tries to reach him down. The man didn’t even respond to her call.   “YURI!!!”  She yelled louder, as she tried to reach down further. ‘Oh God.’ Jessica silently screamed inside her head.  She manages to grab the man’s wrist. What now… Jessica think’ she scolds herself in panic. She looks around to check if there is something that can help them but there’s nothing but grass and pale Tiffany who is just looking at them with her tear filled eyes.  Jessica gritted her teeth.    “TIFFANY! DON’T JUST SIT THERE AND GET SOME HELP!!”  She screamed at the girl who was still dazed.   “J-Jessica” Yuri called with his eyes wide open.   “Yuri… please hold on we will get help” Jessica said as she looks down. “TIFFANY GET TAEYEON  OR  SOOYOUNG OR ANYONE!! MOVE! NOW!”  She yelled again when she notices that the girl didn’t move a bit.   Tiffany snapped but still confusedly looking at Jessica.. “I-I…”   “CALL FOR HELP, DAMN IT!” she yelled on top of her lungs, if her hands were free she probably slaps some sense to the girls.   Tiffany nodded in fear and hesitation, as she run away with her weak knees.   Jessica focused her attention to Yuri. “Is there something that you can step on?”     Yuri shook his head without leaving his gaze to Jessica.     Jessica’s tears welled from her tired eyes as she looks down to him, if only she is strong enough to pull him up. “Just don’t let go... Help will be here soon” she tried to assured him as her mind went wild thinking   Yuri manage to smile sadly, as he looks at Jessica’s hands on his right wrist, he looks at her crying face again and he felt a squeeze in his chest. “I’m making you cry again”   Jessica shook her head as she helplessly looks at him.   “Jessica… M-Mianhe” His eyes went all blurry with the moisture forming in it.   Jessica tried to so hard to hold back but she just ends up crying in hysterical way. “I will get you out of there!”   Yuri smiled as his tears falls to his cheeks to the girl he loves the most, He doesn’t want her to witness his death, that would be too much for Jessica… He can feel blood flowing from his hands and he is beginning to feel numb.   “I love you, always remember that” Yuri whispered.   The rain starts to fall, Jessica starts to panic again, and she is literally lying