Letter #89 - TVXQ's Jung Yunho's Birthday, To The Man I Love
The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 06/02/10
If I could share
how much I knew about you,
all the things I knew about you,
all the living things in the world
would fall in love with you.
You believe in God
I do not
There is no God for me
But I tried to believe in a God that I could not see, touch or think about
and I looked so pitiful trying to force a connection to be made
but you make even that pitifulness look beautiful
You were a god to me.
It feels like it's been a while
Now that I sit down like this and think about it
Our leader,
Our Jung Yunho,
Our....
Our
Jung Yunho, a person we have locked into a tight group called 'Our'.
Although you seemed so far away, you were also like a brother to me
That's what being a fan is
Whenever our eyes meet through an artificial good
I feel a selfishness that you are looking at only me, that you are feeling my presence
The illusions created by that selfishness kept us happy.
I feel as though that illusion could break any minute
I fear the feeling that closes in on me every minute of every day
I try to hold on to you in any way possible
Jung Yunho
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