Posted on 26/12/09  

 

 

Six amazing years
Six amazing letters

Letter #47 Part 3 TVXQ, 6 Years of Pain, Joy, Tears, and Scars



It has been six years

since we began to be blessed,
to receive love, and to be thankful

That's how long we've been walking and running and never stopping to get here


Laughing and talking as if nothing was wrong,
Not being able to say anything
even in sadness and in pain,
Letting go of feelings of deep hurt
and standing before fans and being filmed on camera

It has already been


Six years.


It was hard at first to hide such emotions.
Having to laugh 365 days a year.
Laughing and joking around
even when we were so tired.
But we thought it would get easier eventually.
Laughing when you didn't feel like laughing.
We thought it was a simple thing
that would get easier with time,
So we pretended that we weren't sick
when we really were.


But my heart aches so much.
I'm tired and I'm sick of this.
I want to break free.
I want to break the chains
that are covered with layers of dust from time
and escape.

I am a guy but,

I want to cry
I want to get upset
I want to be angry


What do I want to do?

Express my emotions truthfully.

That's all.



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