Letter #45 - Will We Ever be Happy again?

The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 24/12/09  

 

 



Will we ever be able to return to those times when we were happy..

I find myself thinking about that a lot lately,,,,



Are you reading this?
If you are,
can you.... give me a sign that you are?

I'm so tired,

I'm so worried,

You always shined so bright,
Why have you gotten so thin,
Why, do you keep hurting,,,,



The reason I liked you even though I had never seen your faces in real life before,
was not because of some stupid pride,

The reason I bought your CDs and voted for you,
was not because I had the money to do so,



It was,,,,, All for you,,,,,



But why do you hang your heads down low,
Why are you crying,,,,,





Please, don't cry,,,,,
Every time, when I said I liked TVXQ,
When I made even the smallest inclination that I liked TVXQ in front of my family,

I'd hear the words,

'TVXQ doesn't know you'

I'd hear the words,

'When they thank you after receiving an award,
they're really thanking you for buying their CDs'

I'd hear the words,

'You're crazy'



What do you think is the reason I love you

so much that I'd even fight those closest to me.



Because you are my biggest imagination and reality.


So please, please let's get through t
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meemow123 #1
Chapter 8: OK it's midnight and I'm crying my eyes out in bedz no surprise
How is it possible for me to miss them this much when I wasn't even there during the Ot5 years?? I only came into them in 2016, (or actually when I was ten), and I don't know everything about them, I don't know all their songs, and I feel like I can't call myself a Cassie, it just never feels right because I wasn't there, but I still get shivers every time I see the pearl red ocean, I still cry every time I see them, I still hurt with the memories, and every time I see a red balloon ... Thank you for posting this ...
yunjae2024
#2
Chapter 154: When I fort found this I was a baby, now I'm already legal. So many years have past!!!!!! I still love TVXQ, and this story because of the feels that this gives me.
Loveyoulikealovesong
#3
Chapter 151: Supporting my Idols is one of the few things that keeps me upright somtimes *-*
Their words their smiles I want them to be happy and for that we must be happy
so I hope all of you try your hardest to lead a happy life :3
~Always keep the faith and hope until the end~
XOXO
DivinaKim #4
Chapter 13: Hi, I'm reading chapter 13 and you put wrong person as yoochun photo... Thanks for all these trans. It made me cry.
yunjae2024
#5
Chapter 126: I hope she's still a fan to this day. K just realize that my three year anniversary is coming up. And this year will my fourth year of knowing KPOp, even though I'm not a fan anymore, I can never leave TVXQ-especially the love of my life, Kim Jaejoong.
yunjae2024
#6
Chapter 13: Umm...the picture for Yoochun is not of...Yoochun. Hahaha, it caught m of guard and now I can't help but find it funny.
yunjae2024
#7
Chapter 148: I'm rendered to tears every tie I read a chapter here.


Would it be possible to share this story on Cassie^^World, please. G check it out and see if you might want it shared there.
SalehahSally #8
Chapter 13: Dear author, the picture that you've uploaded for Yoochun in letter #13 is not him. Can you change it?
hananii19 #9
Chapter 139: Because Tvxq is Tvxq.
dbsk_cassie
#10
Chapter 139: Those answers are completely true, we like them because they're them.