Letter #113 - "Do I look okay?"
The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 02/03/10
When I close my eyes, I wish that it is you who I think of.
When I close my eyes, I wish for you to appear in front of me.
When I am tired and worn out, I wish that it is you who cheers me on.
I wish that the only person who can do something for me is you.
There are so many things I expect from you,
but I am not able to do anything for you.
I can't even comfort you and tell you not to cry when you cry,
I can't nag and tell you not to drink when you are drinking alcohol,
I can't tell you that your body is ours when we fear you might drive your body too hard.
There is really nothing I can do for you.
What you look like right now,
What you are thinking right now,
What expressions you show right now...
I can't even see those with TV and Radio around
If even that disappears, what am I supposed to see and think?
You have never asked me to love you.
All you did was debut to sing, and work hard to achieve your dreams.
I was the one who fell for you who worked so hard,
and I was the one who chose you.
But I detest you right now.
I hate this detest for making me so tired.
I hate this detest for making me hurt so much.
Who are you to make me hurt so much,
Who are you to make me cry,
Who are you to mak
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