Posted on 09/01/10

 

TVXQ.
A small letter for you.

I love you..
I've wanted to say this to you for so long, I love you.

If I look back at the six years we've spent together..
You know,
we were so happy.
When you were sick, when you were tired, when we all were tired,
those were times when we were sad and worn out
but because it was you who we were with
I was happy.
I was always
happy.
It was tiring but I was happy
It was heart wrenching but I was happy.
Even now, I am happy.
 

To tell you the truth.
It's hard to say this but
I'm so worn out these days, but not just because of TVXQ
I myself don't even know why I'm so worn out.
But all that pain, hurt, and sadness
is cured because of you..

Do you know how reassuring that is to me?
There are times when people are faced with moments where they feel it is the end..
You could say that, that moment is when 'the person has lost hope'
You are my hope..
I can give up everything for you.
All I have is you,



I possess nothing.
I have nothing to offer.
So God gave me, who has nothing,
such an amazing gift that I do not deserve.

He gave me you, TVXQ.
Time that used to flow meaninglessly
started to change when I met you.
Every second and minute that I see you brings me happiness that I don't deserve.

The childlike days when I ignorantly liked you are now gone.
Although I can no longer see just the bright side of things
I was able to learn the meaning of 'sad' from you
and I want to be able to share that emotion with only you.

When I was younger, you were my laughter.
But I don't miss those days.
Because I can finally understand your pain and sadness.
I am happier and more thankful than I used to be.

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