Letter #110 - I'm Scared We Might Disappear

The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 27/02/10  

 

 



I'm scared we might get weak


The road in front of us, and them
is so bleak and uncertain


Half a year has passed like this
And just saying we believe in them
is like running blindly into the unknown


We can't just sit like this
But I don't even know what I should be doing
I've seen too many fans
bickering amongst each other
I've seen too many fans
hurting because of rumors
It's weakening me too




They went through so much stuff
to get to the top
But what if that all disappears


Their music
Their voices
Their stages
Their beautiful memories
that we love
and cherish

or...
Them, themselves


What if they disappear
As if they hadn't been there in the first place
As if they had never existed
...




Will we ever be able to
see these smiles again
in this picture




Will we ever be able to
hear these voices again
when we hear their songs



It's like something is blocking my heart
but it's also like my heart's been freed of something

I don't know how to describe this feeling I have


No matter how fun everyday life is
When I think of them
My heart aches
I don't know why it happens so often




Will we be able to protec
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meemow123 #1
Chapter 8: OK it's midnight and I'm crying my eyes out in bedz no surprise
How is it possible for me to miss them this much when I wasn't even there during the Ot5 years?? I only came into them in 2016, (or actually when I was ten), and I don't know everything about them, I don't know all their songs, and I feel like I can't call myself a Cassie, it just never feels right because I wasn't there, but I still get shivers every time I see the pearl red ocean, I still cry every time I see them, I still hurt with the memories, and every time I see a red balloon ... Thank you for posting this ...
yunjae2024
#2
Chapter 154: When I fort found this I was a baby, now I'm already legal. So many years have past!!!!!! I still love TVXQ, and this story because of the feels that this gives me.
Loveyoulikealovesong
#3
Chapter 151: Supporting my Idols is one of the few things that keeps me upright somtimes *-*
Their words their smiles I want them to be happy and for that we must be happy
so I hope all of you try your hardest to lead a happy life :3
~Always keep the faith and hope until the end~
XOXO
DivinaKim #4
Chapter 13: Hi, I'm reading chapter 13 and you put wrong person as yoochun photo... Thanks for all these trans. It made me cry.
yunjae2024
#5
Chapter 126: I hope she's still a fan to this day. K just realize that my three year anniversary is coming up. And this year will my fourth year of knowing KPOp, even though I'm not a fan anymore, I can never leave TVXQ-especially the love of my life, Kim Jaejoong.
yunjae2024
#6
Chapter 13: Umm...the picture for Yoochun is not of...Yoochun. Hahaha, it caught m of guard and now I can't help but find it funny.
yunjae2024
#7
Chapter 148: I'm rendered to tears every tie I read a chapter here.


Would it be possible to share this story on Cassie^^World, please. G check it out and see if you might want it shared there.
SalehahSally #8
Chapter 13: Dear author, the picture that you've uploaded for Yoochun in letter #13 is not him. Can you change it?
hananii19 #9
Chapter 139: Because Tvxq is Tvxq.
dbsk_cassie
#10
Chapter 139: Those answers are completely true, we like them because they're them.