Posted on 24/01/10  

 

 

My lovely stars.... My eternal... eternal... bright stars....



I believe in the five of you, but the world doesn't seem to want to do the same.
You believe in the 800,000,
but we 800,000 don't seem to believe that you are one.

It hurts to see us divide into all fans and individual fans.

I pity the individual fans who live with a mindset of 'I like the five, but ㅇㅇㅇ is all I need'...
I pity the all fans who criticize and degrade such individual fans...

I feel so bitter these days.
So sad.
Setting aside the bickering of all fans and individual fans,
setting that aside, we are Cassiopeia.

Whether we are all fans or individual fans of Jung Yunho, Kim Jaejoong, Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, or Shim Changmin.
We are Cassiopeia.

If we bicker about this and that.
We will break down.

A break down between fans is......
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Something that will lead to something else I wish not to talk about......
So it makes me scared.

And I cannot hide my feelings of disappointment.

My lovely stars.
Although I am worried and scared.
The reason I tell myself
'Don't be scared'
is because I look at a picture of the five of you every day.
The picture you smiling... as you hopefully will once more soon...

I hope this pain becomes a memo