Posted on 31/01/10  

 

 

Love is never gone



Compared to other Cassiopeia,
the time that I have known these amazing people is not long.



I cannot open my eyes.
Because I do not have the courage to let you go...


I don't know when it began exactly, but from some moment, TVXQ became a large part of my life.
When I turned the computer on, the first thing I would do is search 'TVXQ' on portal sites,
discover music by them that I had never heard before, and marvel...

How did we become like this.. haha..



I won't be able to see you again
If I send you like this.. If that door opens..



People who make me feel so safe..
Who know how to be by our side forever, who will protect us..



But because I was happy,
Because my overwhelming life invited you in for even a slight moment



I laugh whenever I see you laugh
I smile like a mother when I see you joke around like children
I worry constantly when you don't seem to look well
I end up crying when you cry.



I will allow it
Even if time leaves me here and takes you away from me...



Now I feel as though I cannot live without you.
Although I have known you only for a short time, I've given you too much affection...
Now, if I don't have you, I feel like I would be empty, anxious and restless
I feel like it's going to be like that... It will be like that...



Words I couldn't make myself say
'Even if it hurts this much, just stay by my side.'



So, as I have always done till now, until I die
I hope that the five of you overcome whatever difficulty that comes your way and stay together.


But,,
Nowadays,
Why do I feel as though those words, that faith
is actually hindering more than helping you in this situation....?



I wi