Posted on 24/02/10  

 

 

A pearl red sea... Our bright and beautiful moments...




It makes me sad to think that they have become a past memory.

It's not over yet, but my heart constricts in panic every day.

Some days, I feel so much hatred and disappointment towards you that I want to give up...

But you are so deeply embedded in my life that I can't get rid of the traces you leave behind.



Even when I grumble and whine as I look at picture of you, I find myself smiling...

Even when I sigh as I listen to your songs, I find myself singing along...

I find myself remembering your achievements... no, our hard earned memories
and promising myself that I'll become stronger for you...



'If you come back... I will never let you go again'



Until the day you return, I cannot promise that I will never feel disappointed or disheartened at you during that time...

Until the day you return, I can promise that my love for you will never change.



My heart. The reason for my existence. Even when I grow up and get married... That person will always be second in my heart...



My precious people who will be my last... Will we... ever feel the happiness of an autumn day in 2010... like we did in 2008...?





I will wait. For eternity

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