Posted on 03/01/10  

 

 

Japanese Media States, "TVXQ will disband this summer"


TVXQ, who makes me hurt, tired, sad, cry, and crumble.

and

TVXQ, who makes me laugh, happy, joyous, live, and strong.


Regret:Adjective:Realize one's past faults and wishing they had not happened.

Do you think that I regret being a Cassiopeia? Not at all. For six years, I have looked at only one group, waited for only one group and given my all to only one group. If I say that I give up now, those six years will seem like such a waste. When I look back, I'm scared I'll say, "Oh, TVXQ? I used to like them but I gave up after a while. It was nothing." That's why I can't give up.
I wonder if the reporters thought about how many people will be shaken up and hurt by these kinds of baseless articles. I think they take us 800,000 Cassies too lightly. We can wait. Until everything is over. Until this storm passes.
I should have never loved them. TVXQ. I fell in love them without knowing a thing about them, then I fell in love with them again because they never lost their focus and humility, then I fell in love with them again for their musicality, then I fell in love with them again for the people that the members of TVXQ were.And now for the fifth time I fall in love with them.
Tell me what that fifth reason is. So that I can fall in love with you once more. I can't write out your names anymore without shaking. How tired you must be... You're tired, right? Yes, that's right. Let's all be strong. Honestly, all I want to do is cry. No, already. I'm crying. Tears fill my eyes. I want to spit out all the thoughts that are filling my head, making it impossible to sort them out. I clench my teeth, drum the keyboard with my hands and I see them shake. This situation makes me hurt, tired, sad. I've loved them so much because they were always together. If only...




Where did it start to go wrong. Where?
What should we do when we find out exactly were it all started to go wrong?
We've come so far that we can't reverse any of it, so what should we do if we finally realize what the problem was?
So. We must get stronger. Just a little bit more.
I'm saying sharply that if you can't believe in them till the end, then it's better if you leave now.
I'm sighing and saying that if you can't believe in the five of them, then let go of them.
I don't know how much harder it's going to get from here,
and we might end up facing the worst case scenario.
No one knows what the future holds, so I'm warning you now.
So I'm saying