Letter #29 - Prayer For God

The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 08/12/09  

 



Six years ago, five stars, fragile yet so full of hope, got on stage.
Hope beat in their hearts and - they filled the world with a beautiful melody.
They did not ask for much or want much.
They slept in the subway stations, sold gum on the streets, came from a strange country all alone,
Each went through so many hardships to come together for one reason.


Music.


For that one word, they came together.


Was it such a big crime to hold hope to fill the world with music?
Was it such a big crime for us to love those five people?


We..

We Cassiopeia..


Cannot hide anything or do anything in front of these five.

We want to fret, we want to act naive
and we sometimes just quietly want to be by their side

We become children who know only a pure and honest love


So we, who only know of that simple love,
We,
laugh when they laugh
and cry when they cry


These days, I would like to laugh...
Will you please, let them be happy so I can laugh with them?


I won't grumble about kiss scenes with actresses anymore.
I won't get annoyed about them not being around much in Korea anymore.
I will learn to love everything about them, their passions and their faults.
I will learn of the bittersweet taste of 'waiting' with them.


So just for a little while. Will be enough.


No matter how it happens
To us
All that matters is that all five of them be happy.


If by chance all of this doesn't work out
If the five of them are not able to sing in Korea any longer
If they are only able to spread their harmony in Japan

Please, help them be happy


So that we will be able to feel their five lights from all the way over here
Please, let them smile


They were born under God's protection to sing

They learned of what music was
and gave us joy for six years with that sweet harmony
Now it's our turn to make them happy -


We know that they frequently shed tears for us because they are sorry.

That makes us sad

And then they say
We're sorry. We love you.
They can only say those things.

And will be at peace only when we tell them we are happy.
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meemow123 #1
Chapter 8: OK it's midnight and I'm crying my eyes out in bedz no surprise
How is it possible for me to miss them this much when I wasn't even there during the Ot5 years?? I only came into them in 2016, (or actually when I was ten), and I don't know everything about them, I don't know all their songs, and I feel like I can't call myself a Cassie, it just never feels right because I wasn't there, but I still get shivers every time I see the pearl red ocean, I still cry every time I see them, I still hurt with the memories, and every time I see a red balloon ... Thank you for posting this ...
yunjae2024
#2
Chapter 154: When I fort found this I was a baby, now I'm already legal. So many years have past!!!!!! I still love TVXQ, and this story because of the feels that this gives me.
Loveyoulikealovesong
#3
Chapter 151: Supporting my Idols is one of the few things that keeps me upright somtimes *-*
Their words their smiles I want them to be happy and for that we must be happy
so I hope all of you try your hardest to lead a happy life :3
~Always keep the faith and hope until the end~
XOXO
DivinaKim #4
Chapter 13: Hi, I'm reading chapter 13 and you put wrong person as yoochun photo... Thanks for all these trans. It made me cry.
yunjae2024
#5
Chapter 126: I hope she's still a fan to this day. K just realize that my three year anniversary is coming up. And this year will my fourth year of knowing KPOp, even though I'm not a fan anymore, I can never leave TVXQ-especially the love of my life, Kim Jaejoong.
yunjae2024
#6
Chapter 13: Umm...the picture for Yoochun is not of...Yoochun. Hahaha, it caught m of guard and now I can't help but find it funny.
yunjae2024
#7
Chapter 148: I'm rendered to tears every tie I read a chapter here.


Would it be possible to share this story on Cassie^^World, please. G check it out and see if you might want it shared there.
SalehahSally #8
Chapter 13: Dear author, the picture that you've uploaded for Yoochun in letter #13 is not him. Can you change it?
hananii19 #9
Chapter 139: Because Tvxq is Tvxq.
dbsk_cassie
#10
Chapter 139: Those answers are completely true, we like them because they're them.