Posted on 04/03/10  

 

 

[Lacking = does not reach the amount or standards set]

I am lacking.
I am really lacking.
So I feel wretched about myself.
As a TVXQ fan
I feel so lacking that I feel sorry to TVXQ...



The people I love are really nice people.
No, they are just perfect people.
 
What I am about to talk about is our little school in the countryside,
but I feel like I am truly lacking....

I am 16, a ninth grader, and I go to school every day.
It might be because it's in the countryside, but there's only one class per grade
and only about 20 kids per class.
And as we are teens
idol stories and rumors and whatnot go around during break time....

The people my friends like are
Beast, 2PM.......
and only I like TVXQ......

Of course it's not that no one in the entire school likes TVXQ other than me,
but they like TVXQ because of their looks,
but they don't care about disbandment as long as their favorite member survives,
but they think that all that matters is that they come on TV regularly.
And I am caught amongst those people.

"TVXQ hasn't disbanded yet?"
"What are they up to?"
"Honestly, they're not even that handsome."
"U-know Yunho's acting was crap"
"I wish they'd just disband and get it over with."
"They can't sing well, right?"
.........
Whenever I hear