Letter #147 - A Fool Who Waits For Angels

The Melodies of My Soul - Letters To TVXQ
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Posted on 19/04/10

I am a fool
A fool who sees only one person

Even though that person doesn't know me
I, the fool, wait nonetheless



I am a fool
A fool who waits for angels

Even though the angels' presences are so far away
I, the fool, wait nonetheless

 



Five angels who have healed
my wounded and scarred heart
with a medicine called music


I, the fool, wait and wait


When will they come?

I keep checking the clock



Why won't they come?

I keep waiting, circling our spot
As always, I sit and wait



I keep holding that medicine tightly with both hands
Because of the fear that these angels, who I cannot see, could be hurt

I am a fool, who looks around hoping that they are just hiding somewhere



I thought that the angels who moved my heart
only knew how to laugh and only knew how to be happy

But

The faces of the angels I see before me now
All look so tired and worn out


But why?


They shouldn't have to cry
I've always learned that angels are supposed to be happy



Do not cry, my angels
I will cry for you instead
I will be sad for you instead

You taught me how to love

Do not be sad, my angels
I will tell you that I love you
I will tell you that I will wait


So do not cry


My angels
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meemow123 #1
Chapter 8: OK it's midnight and I'm crying my eyes out in bedz no surprise
How is it possible for me to miss them this much when I wasn't even there during the Ot5 years?? I only came into them in 2016, (or actually when I was ten), and I don't know everything about them, I don't know all their songs, and I feel like I can't call myself a Cassie, it just never feels right because I wasn't there, but I still get shivers every time I see the pearl red ocean, I still cry every time I see them, I still hurt with the memories, and every time I see a red balloon ... Thank you for posting this ...
yunjae2024
#2
Chapter 154: When I fort found this I was a baby, now I'm already legal. So many years have past!!!!!! I still love TVXQ, and this story because of the feels that this gives me.
Loveyoulikealovesong
#3
Chapter 151: Supporting my Idols is one of the few things that keeps me upright somtimes *-*
Their words their smiles I want them to be happy and for that we must be happy
so I hope all of you try your hardest to lead a happy life :3
~Always keep the faith and hope until the end~
XOXO
DivinaKim #4
Chapter 13: Hi, I'm reading chapter 13 and you put wrong person as yoochun photo... Thanks for all these trans. It made me cry.
yunjae2024
#5
Chapter 126: I hope she's still a fan to this day. K just realize that my three year anniversary is coming up. And this year will my fourth year of knowing KPOp, even though I'm not a fan anymore, I can never leave TVXQ-especially the love of my life, Kim Jaejoong.
yunjae2024
#6
Chapter 13: Umm...the picture for Yoochun is not of...Yoochun. Hahaha, it caught m of guard and now I can't help but find it funny.
yunjae2024
#7
Chapter 148: I'm rendered to tears every tie I read a chapter here.


Would it be possible to share this story on Cassie^^World, please. G check it out and see if you might want it shared there.
SalehahSally #8
Chapter 13: Dear author, the picture that you've uploaded for Yoochun in letter #13 is not him. Can you change it?
hananii19 #9
Chapter 139: Because Tvxq is Tvxq.
dbsk_cassie
#10
Chapter 139: Those answers are completely true, we like them because they're them.