Chapter 41

-Breathless-

AFTER 2 YEARS

“ummmaaaa~~~ paaaallleee!!!” hyunnie keep on yelling at me

“wae?!” I said as I go out to my room and look at hyunnie

I was sleeping on my room when this kid.. oh! I forget he’s not a kid anymore.. when this little guy keep on yelling..

“uncle leeteuk is here!!” he yelled and I look at the person in the door who wave at me

I smiled at him and go down to meet them

“hyung!!” I said and hug him

“hyukie.. how are you??” he said as he hug back

“better.. why are you here??” I ask thinking if there’s something right now for the reason for them to be here

“nothing.. we just want to visit you” he answered and that time kangin hyung came and so did the others

“annyeong!!” I said and wave at them and they all wave back

“umma!!” hyunnie called me and look at him

“uncle siwon is here!!!” he said and I look at everyone and look at the person who enter

“siwon..” I whispered and he smiled at me

Ever since the day kyu ask me to leave I never saw him and siwon.. I never got news on them and don’t get a chance to see kyu.. 2 years have passed.. having a little hope that kyu is still alive but I know that the chance of it is so little.. those years I put myself up and put in my mind that he is gone.. that he leaves me.. but still my heart told me that he’s here.. he’s alive.. but the proof?? None.. then I heard to leeteuk hyung that siwon went to China to leave and stay there.. I never have a contact about him and don’t have the chance to ask about my lover, kyu.. about what happen after I left.. after they ask me to leave..

I walk towards siwon and hug him..

“siwon-ah.. welcome back” I said and he msiled

“it’s good to be bak after all.. hyung.. how are you?” he ask and look at me

I know he is worried but I guess I already move on so I smiled at him

“better” I said and walk towards where is the others and so did siwon

“so.. this is what we have here.. siwon’s comeback??” I ask everyone and everyone laugh

“hyung!!” hyunnie called siwon and everyone look at him as hyunnie walk towards him

“where’s appa?” he said and everyone’s laughter faded and I look at hyunnie and siwon

Looking at siwon he was taken a back on what hyunnie ask him but still he smiled

“hyunnie..” I said and he look at me

“wae?” he said as he look at everyone

“appa.. appa is gone hyunnie.. he will never come back” I said as I lower my head as I remember everything after those 2 years

“eh?? Umma.. appa is here!! I saw him few weeks ago” he said as he smile

“what? Hyunnie I know you miss your appa but he’s dead” I said as I get pissed on my son telling those stuff

“aish!! Whatever umma.. but I know he was here right hyung?” he said as he look at siwon and siwon look at me

“hyunnie…” siwon said as he look at hyunnie and he patted his shoulder

“come with me” he said as he get hyunnie and proceed to the garden

“this kid.. he never open that topic when I’m with him and now he was like that” I said as I sit down with those pissed expression I have

“hyukkie.. it’s alright” leetuek hyung said as he smiled at me

“but hyung.. what happen to kyu??” I as as I looka t everyone and they got all silent

“I know everyone know about what happen to him.. I have the right to know hyung..” I said as I look at the ceiling..

“hyukkie.. we are not the one who will told you everything ok?? We don’t have the rights to tell everything” leeteukh yng told me and I just gave them a weak smile

“arasso.. I know I know” I answered

“I wonder when is that time I will know everything and accept it” I said and sigh

I look at the 2 person approaching us. Siwon and hyunnie, hyunnie walk towards me and hug me

“umma.. mianhe” he said as he hug me

“what for??” I ask eyeing siwon

“for asking hyung about appa.. and telling everything to you” he said and hug me more

“its ok.. done worry baby” isaid and kiss his forehead

“yahh!! Umma!! Don’t call me baby!!” he said as he pushed me back and look at me

“but you are my baby!!” I said and laugh so did the others

“no!! im not!!” he said as he pouted

Looking at him like that feels like kyu is with me..

“arasso.. arasso..” I said but still laugh and gaining pout from hyunnie

“excuse me.. I have a call” siwon said and everyone look at him

“busy person I see..” I said and smile at everyone looking at siwon

“by the way how’s life?” I ask and everyone look at me

“hyukie.. we just saw each other yesterday..hahaha!” leeteuk hyung said and I just laugh

“weird question” hae said as he look at me

But before everyone can answer me siwon came and said..

“guys.. a relative of mine form China will be here in a minute is it ok??” he told us as he was looking at his phone and put it in his pocket

“sure sure no problem” leetuek hyung said as he smile at him

“yah! It’s my house!!” I said as I laugh and siwon look at me

“just kidding.. sure.. let us see him” I said and showing him a gummy smile

“I miss those smile” he said as he smile at me

We chat along and share everything about us after those 2 years since some of us are far from us like the kihae couple living in mokpo.. and stuff like that..

Until siwon stand up and smile at us

“he’s here!!” he said as he walk towards the door and soon the bell rang

“come in” he said and we all look at the man entered

Shock came in our faces specially me as I saw him.. the person that I love.. the person that I cherish for the rest of my life.. Cho Kyuhyun.. he was that person..

I look at him with my eyes tearing up and leeteuk hyung just sit beside me and squeeze my hands

“guys this is my cousin Kui xian” siwon introduce him to us and look at me with those eyes

“annyeong.. Kui xian imnida” he said as he bow and look at us

“so we need to introduce ourselves are we??” leeteuk hyung stand up

Kyuhyun.. oh I mean kui xian smiled and nodded

“im park jungsu but you can call me leeteuk hyung or teukie hyung..” leeteuk hyung said as he bow and shake hands with kui xian

“I’m park youngwoon or kangin.. he’s lover” kangin hyung said as he point to leeteuk hyung and kui xian look at them

“lover? But you are both guys” he said as he look at the two

“why?? We love each other” kangin hyung said and smiled

“oohhh.. ok.. it’s cool” he said and laugh

“eh?! Yah!! Kui xian.. you don’t told me you like guys also??” siwon said as he look at him

“me?? I don’t know.. never been in love before so I don’t know” he said as he laugh

I look at him thinking if he was really kyuhyun but siwon said he is form China.. maybe since they are cousin kyu and him are look alikes..

“Lee donghae imnida!! Fishy at your service” hae said as he bow just like serving him

“Kim Kibum here.. he’s lover” kibum said while sitting and just raise his hand

“nice meeting you” xian said as he smiled at them

“I’m lee Sungmin and this is my lover Kim Ryeowook” sungmin said as he smiled and wave

“soo.. everyone is a couple here” xian said as everyone nodded and laugh

They were talking and asking couple of things when Xian look at me

“hey!” he said as everyone look at us and my heartbeat gone wild

“ne?” I said as I look at him

“what’s your name?” he said as he approaches me

“ahh.. I’m… Lee Hyukjae.. but you can call me eunhyuk” I said as he still approaches me

“eunhyuk..” he said

“nice meeting you then..” he said and hug me everyone was looking at me and smiled

“Xian..” I murmured and he let go of me

“mianhe.. I find you cute so I hug you” he said and sit down on my side and the others sit on their sits

“soo.. everyone here is siwon gege’s friends” he said

“yes..” leeteuk hyung answered

“it’s good to hear.. since siwon hyung is an only child I guess he is lonely so hearing he has a lot of friends like you makes me happy” Xian said and we all look at siwon because of what he said

Siwon?? Only child?? Cho Kyuhyun is his brother how come he became only child?? We look at siwon and he was looking at us with those eyes telling “I will tell you later” look

“so hyukkie..” Xian said as he look at me

“hyukkie?” I said as I look at him

“wae? It sound’s cute right.. I will call you that” he said and smile

“aaahh.. ok” I answered feeling awkward on him

He smiled at me and I look at the other side not looking at him

“Xian how long will you be here?” leeteuk hyung said as everyone diverted their attention to him

Aaah.. leeteuk hyung.. you really know what to do..

“I don’t know.. I feel like wanting to live here” he answered and laugh

“good to hear that.. haha! By the way welcome to our group of friends” leetuek hyung said and laugh

“umma!” hyunnie said and we all look at him

He notice Xian and he stop and look at him

“appa?” he said as he run and hug him

“appa!!” he said

“eh?” Xian said as he look at us and so did we

“appa.. where have you been?? Umma is very sad when you leave us!” hyunnie said as he look at him and Xian just look at him

“baby.. come to umma” I said as hyunnie look at me and hug me too

“baby this is Xian hyung.. he is a cousin of your appa..” I said and Xian look at me

“hyunnie.. umma and the others need to talk ok?? Come with sungmin hyung ok?” sungmin said as he walk towards hyunnie and hyunnie look at me as I mouthed the word “go”

“why is he calling me appa?” Xian said as he look at me

“you look like his father” I answered back not wanting to prolong the conversation

“oww.. where is he?” he ask again

“he leave us.. he was sick and ask us to leave him.. I don’t know what happen to him after that” I said as I lower my head preventing me to cry

“I’m sorry for asking you about it..” he said as he approach me and hug me

That startled me as I look at him.. he look likes kyu..

“sorry” he said as he release me

“it’s ok” I said as I stand up and proceed to sungmin and hyunnie

Kui Xian’s POV

I look at hyukie’s figure as he walk towards the room sungmin and the kid entered

I look at everyone who was eying us.. I don’t know.. I feel something on hyukie the first thing I saw him.. I feel like I know him for a long time.. and I feel something in my heart that I don’t know how to describe.. and when the child called me appa I feel happy.. I don’t know what’s wrong with me..

“Xian?” kangin called me

“are you ok?” hae ask and I nodded

“can I ask something?” I said as I look at them and they look at me like they agreed on it

“what happen to hyukie and the kid’s appa?” I ask and everyone sigh

“he’s name is kyu..” siwon said

“he’s my brother..” he continued and i look at him like he was so shocked about it

“you have one? But you told me you’re only child” I said

“now.. he died years ago..hyukie is his first love and they love each other for so long..” siwon said as he look a Xian

“hyunnie is their son.. real son.. kyu got sick and leave hyukie telling me to take care of hyukie and so I did but soon hyukie found out and also found out about my brother’s sickness and never leave on his side..” he said as I listened

Something in my head was bothering me.. I don’t know pictures are flashing back and my head is spinning..

“until one day kyu ask me to tell hyukie to leave his side since he don’t want to see hyukie get sad and cry and hyukie accepted it as kyu pleaded on it and that is the reason he don’t have any idea what happen after that to kyu..” siwon continued

My headache as pictured of people.. blurry people coming on my mind.. as I can hear their voices.. recognizing it.. yelling the name of “KYU” crying and whimpering..

I don’t want this thing on my mind as It continue to hurt..

“aaahhh” I yelled as I put my hand on my head as I crumpled on the floor doing everything to prevent the pain

“XIAN!!!!” siwon said as he stop to tell everything as he run towards me and hug me

“gege.. my head.. it hurts” I said as I cried

“ssshhh.. ssshhh” he said as he try to calm me

“hyung!!! Help!!!” siwon yelled as he lift me and lie me on the sofa as leeteuk hyung and the others are running

Consciousness taken me.. pain subsided but my eyes continue to close on its own.. as the last word continue screaming on my head

“KYU!”