Chapter 17

-Rainbow after the rain-

-EUNHYUK’S POV-

After kyu said everything to me.. I feel like my heart broke into pieces hearing the one I love suffered too much and I don’t know what to do.. I promise him I will never leave him just like what his brother did to him.. I’m a bit happy since I know leeteuk hyung and the others cared so much on him.. but what now? Siwon got back and he is going to get kyu just like what he promise years ago..

“I will be on your side kyu” I said as I caressed his sleeping face

We stayed on the hotel since kyu don’t want to leave yet.. he want to forget everything and not ready to face everyone because he knew siwon will be in there house or even waiting there.. he cried a lot today which is unusual for him seeing him like that.. he cried his heart out until he fall to sleep and here we are me string on him and him sleeping soundly while hugging me..

“please… hyung… don’t..leave me” kyu said and I can see him crying

I brush my hands to his face to make the tears away.. he must be dreaming.. I hug him tight and he snuggle on me as he still cried while sleeping.. it really hurts me seeing you like this..

As he stop talking and tears completely dried up I got sleepy and slowly my eyes got heavy and as I close my eyes kyu’s face is the last thing I saw..

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

Heat of the sun landed on my face which makes me awake.. as I open my eyes I saw the first thing I want to see every morning.. eunhyuk’s face.. he was sleeping soundly and just like a baby sleeping he was like an angl.. so peaceful.. as I was about to move he move forward and hug me.. I smiled on his action and accepted not to go anywhere and stay where I’ am and wait for him to wake up..

As I was staring on his face.. flashback of yesterday event struck on my mind.. seeing siwon and telling everything to me.. telling hyukie my past.. and telling me he will never leave me.. I smile on the last thing I remember..

“he will never leave me” I said as I kiss him in forehead

As I kiss him in the forehead I fell him move and as I look at him I saw him opening his eyes and look at me

“good..morning” he said as he rub his eyes with the back of his hand which I somehow find it cute

“good morning monkey” I said as I smile and peck on his lips

As a result he blush and didn’t talk..

“hyuk.. seriously my kiss has so much impact on you” I said as I laugh

He look at me and cupped my face

“kyu? Are you ok now?” he said as I can see his worried eyes

“yes.. wae?” I said as I can see him asking because of what happen yesterday

“it’s just.. I think you’re not.. it’s ok to be sad kyu.. it’s hard to move on I know.. but you don’t need to pretend to be happy if you’re not.. you’re only hurt you’re self” he said at me and smile

I stared at him and he can see my face being sad.. he’s right.. pretending is hard.. being happy in this situation is just pretending.. I want to scream or punch siwon hyung.. I want to something which can calm me down.. which can make my burden go away..

“kyu.. do you want to attend class today?” he ask and I look at him

“no” I said as I’am not ready to face him again

“ok..i’ll just tell it sungmin hyung and he can tell it to kangin and leeteuk hyung.. after all they can understand us” he said as I saw him grabiing his phone and send message to sungmin hyung about us not attending classes

“are we staying here all day?” I ask as I look at him

“no.. we will go somewhere” he said as he stood up and prepare breakfast

I just look at him and wonder where will it be.. I stood up and followed him on the kitchen and saw him preparing food for us

“where?” I ask as I sat on the dinning chair and look at him waiting for the food to be prepared

“it’s a secret” he said and lok at me with a smile

I pouted and just wait for the food.. after all I will never win on this monkey..

He place the food on the table and we eat together.. we talk stuff but I’m sure he makes sure to avoid the topic about yesterday..

“palle kyu.. take a bath and get ready” he said as he get the plates and wash it

“ne” I said and I enter the room and take a bath as I get back I saw him preparing something

“what is that?” I ask as I approaches him

“nothing” he said and put the thing on his back and run inside the bathroom

“IM GOING IN!” he shouts inside

I wonder what was that… I prepare myself and waited for hyuk to go out.. and finally after preparing everything we got out of the hotel and ride a cab..

“seriously hyuk.. where are we going??” I ask on more time and he just smile

He will never tell it to me… as I look outside I can see the big blue ocean and I look at hyuk questioningly but again he just smile at me.. as we reach the destination.. hyuk got out of the cab and thank the driver and run to the ocean

“kyu!! Palle!!” he said and he was waving far away from me

I smile on the sight and I immediately run to him

“why are we here hyuk?” I said as I sit on the sand and look into the ocean

The ocean is so peaceful.. no waves just calmly flowing.. I can hear the sounds of the water and it really calms me down..

Hyuk look at me and smile..

“kyu.. you know when I feel sad or depress I go here in the ocean.. I shout everything here and I feel relief.. as if the ocean get everything from me and makes me happy.. like releasing the bad feeling here.. I cried a lot here.. I shout while crying.. but after all the shouting everything gonna be alright.. thinking that it might help you too..” he said and look at the ocean

I look at it and I feel like doing it too.. I stood up and walk near the water and shout..

“SIWON HYUNG!!! I HATE YOU!! I REALLY HATE YOU!! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!! EVEN  THOUGH EVERYONE IS GOOD TO ME.. EVERYONE CARED ABOUT ME BUT WHY DID YOU LEAVE!! I JUST WANT YOU WITH ME!! I WANT TO HAVE MY HYUNG BACK BUT YOU DON’T!! AND HERE YOU ARE POPPING LIKE A MUSHROOM AND TELLING ME EVERYTHING!! WHY?!! WHY DID YOU THIS TO ME!!! MOM DIED… EVEN OUR FATHER DIED!! IS IT BECAUSE YOUR ALONE NOW THAT’S WHY YOU COME TO FIND ME?! I DON’T WANT YOU ANYMORE!! I ALREADY GIVE UP WAITING FOR YOU!!I GIVE UP!!!” I shouted and I cried and sit on the sand as I can’t find myself to stand up again

Hyuk ran towards me and hug me tight..

“it’s ok now kyu..sssshhh” he just said and sooth my back

I cried and cried until I calm myself and now I feel somehow relief releasing everything what ymh eart want to release..

“hyuk gomawo” I said as I tried to smile

“you’re welcome kyu”as he said and kiss me on the forehead

As we watch the sea and the kyu above it.. we really didn’t notice the time and as time goes by we can see the sun from the sea going down and it really makes us happy seeing it.. we still sit here and wait..

“kyu.. can I ask a question?” hyuk said as I look at him and he just stare in the dark sky

“what is it?” I said

“now that siwon is here.. will you forgive him?” he ask

I got shock on what he said.. but I really don’t know the answer.. I hate him.. I waited for him for almost so many years but he only come back yesterday.. but despite the anger I feel, I can feel the feeling that I miss the older brother I once have before..

“I don’t know hyuk” I said as i draw dribbles on the sand

“kyu.. if what you’re heart says just follow it.. if you’re heart misses your brother then talk to him and tell everything to him.. makes him realize what he did and then forgive him.. start a new one kyu.. and everything will be alright” he said and look at me with a smile

I just stare blankly on the sand and process what he said to me.. should I talk to siwon hyung and clear everything out??  But what if I forgive him and we will be together will he get me and put me away to my new family?? To leeteuk hyung?? And hyukie?? I don’t want that to happen.. I don’t want to experience someone leaving..

I sigh on the thought and look at hyukie who was busy making dribbles on the sand..

“hyukie” I called him and he stop what he’s doing and look at me

“what if I forgive swion hyung and he want me to leave since the place where I really belong is far from here.. I will leave my family.. leeteuk hyung..” I pause on the thought the smile in the face of hyuk completely disappeared

“and even you.. what will you do?” I said as I can see his watery eyes

“do you want that to happen kyu?? It’s your choice if you will accept siwon’s want if ever.. after all he’s your brother.. but no matter what happen.. even if you’re far away from me.. our hearts will find a way and I will surely find you wherever you are” he said but not looking at me and doing some dribbles and I can completely droplets of water falling in the sand

“don’t worry hyuk.. no matter what happen I won’t allow siwon hyung to do it.. I love my new family.. leeteuk hyung.. my friends.. and specially you..” I said as I hug him

Darkness are taking us as we decided to go home after all we did not go home yesterday and we might get in trouble if ever we end up not going home again..

As we walk in hyukie’s house I was about to walk away when someone appear.. it’s the first time I saw him..

“excuse me.. but who are you?” the man said to me and from the way he talk and the age I can see he’s hyukie’s father

“ummm.. sir.. I’m cho kyuhyun.. I’m with the same school with hyukie.. oh.. hyukjae rather” I said as I can see hyukie’s father frown

“go inside young man we need to talk” he said to me and that tone saying that I’m in trouble if I wont do what he want

I go inside the house seeing a young lady and the lady as same as age as his father, maybe that’s his mother.. his father sit between his mother and the young lady while hyukie stands beside me.. I can see he’s nervous..

“now lee hyukjae.. mind  to tell us what’s happening?? You always not going home and yo always go home so late” he’s father said

“uhmmm.. appa.. its..” hyukie said but I interrupted him

“sir.. I’m really sorry.. it’s all because of me.. the first time hyuk didn’t go home I got sick and he accompanied me and take care of him.. the second time which is yesterday something happen and we ended up having an overnight.. I’m really sorry for that sir” I said as I bow my head asking for forgiveness

I can feel hyukie looking at me and as I was stand up from bowing I can see clearly hyukie’s face looking at me with i-should-be-the-one-talking look

“I see.. so getting late everyday is because of you too mr. Cho Kyuhyun?” he said while looking at me

“yes sir.. and again I’m sorry for that” I said

The two ladies are quite as the interrogation was going on.. but I can the amusement on the eyes of the young lady..

“so can you tell me hyukjae what is the relationship of mr.Cho Kyuhyun to you?” he’s father said and look at hyukie

I was about to talk but hyuk hold my hand and look at me he’s the one that should answer the question.. I sigh and look at his father

“he’s my boyfriend appa” he said looking at his father

“omo!” his mother said and it’s the first time she reacted on everything

“why didn’t you tell us that thing hyukjae?” he’s mother said and stand up forwarding toward us

“its.. its.. because..you might get angry?” I said not looking with my mom but when I look at her I saw him holding kyu and shaking

“this guy… hyukie dear!! You really is lucky” he said then stop and move closer to kyu I can see him looking uncomfortable on what my mom was looking him

“mom!!” I said as I move closer to kyu

“aahh.. look honey our baby got a handsome boyfriend.. he’s so handsome!!” my mom squal and I look at my father as he move closer to kyu like what my mom do and nod

“yah!!! You’re angry right?!” I yell as I see my parents getting weirder

“no.. son we are just acting so we can know if what’s the relationship between the two of you” my father said

I stare at them as if what I heard is not right.. but reality struck me when my mom started to talk

“so kyubear dear.. where did you gone so far from hyukie baby?” she said looking at kyu with anticipating eyes

“mom!!!” I yelled at her

What the hell does my mom telling at kyu!! She might scared him!!

“oh dad.. our hyukie baby is yelling at me..” my mom fake a sob as if I did the worst thing ever

“mom.. its just that you’re scaring my boyfriend” I said and as I said that I can hear kyu laughing

“yah! Why are you laughing?!” I glared at him

“it’s just.. you’re family is funny” he whispered

I look at him as he laugh.. I smile because now he can smile whole heartedly after all what happen.. I thought I can’t see him laugh again but here he is laughing loudly and forgetting everything happen before..

“so kyubear.. in what base?” my mom said

“only in first base ms.lee.. just a kiss” kyu said and I look at him and glare at him

“ms.lee?? oh no!! call me mom and him as your dad..” my mom smiled at him

“ne mom” kyu said and smile

Kyu stayed with us for a while and my mom let him go after all the interrogation and stuff.. I lead him  to the gate and he look at me and smile..

“hyukie.. gomawo.. thank you very much for making me happy” he said and hug me

“only for you kyu” I said and hug him tightly

“hyukie.. promise me you’ll never leave me.. even if I told you to leave don’t.. even if I hurt you don’t..” he said

I got curious on what he said but I nod

“yes kyu.. I wont” I said

He look at me and kiss me on the lips.. until a flash got us and we saw my mom holding a camera and smiling

“for my collection” my mom said and run

“moooommmm!!!” I yelled and kyu just laugh on that

I look at kyu and smile..

“go home now kyu.. it’s been tiring for you.. just give me a call if you want..” I said

He walk away and wave until darkness can only be seen..

I wonder why he said that I romise I will never leave him no matter what he do.. I just look at the road then enter running to get the camera from my mom..

NEXT CHAPTER-- CHAPTER 18

WILL KYU FORGAVE SIWON?? WHAT IS BEHIND KYU'S WORDS FOR HYUK..

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