Chapter 37

-What should be next?-

Months after the wedding everything went well.. kyu already allowed to stay on our house but needed to go to the hospital and have a check-up.. and me? Well.. I’m having my second son.. yes! The night during the honeymoon what we did have a result and here I am 4 months pregnant with kyu’s second son.. I don’t have the name yet but I hope he will be like his brother and us.. nad I hope kyu will witness him as he grow old with hyunnie..

I smiled at the thought and look at the 2 man in my life.. hyunnie and kyu happily playing in the garden as hyunnie dribbling the ball and kyu was jokingly guarding him as of course he can’t play with hyunnie like he was playing with siwon..

“kyu.. don’t let yourself get tired” I yelled at him as he look at me and nod

As you can see kyu till has the illness and I don’t want to get him in trouble so here I am monitoring every step he make to make sure he will never feel any pain..

“ahhh..” kyu yelled as he stop to move and so did hyunnie

“mommy!!!” hyunnie yelled as he drop the ball and run towards kyu and hold him

I widen my eyes as I run towards him and hug him

I can feel his breath rising up and down in a fast motion and I can feel he was calming his self.. after a minute his breath came to normal and look at us..

“I’m ok now” he said as he smile

“are you sure? It’s the first time you get an attack again” I said as I hug him and nodded

“appa.. let’s not play anymore.. get rest” hyunnie said as he stand up and get the ball he drop a while ago

“mainhe hyunnie-ah.. appa can’t play with you anymore” kyu said as he stood up

“aniyo appa.. gwenchana” hyunnie said as he smile at kyu

“let’s get inside” I said as I hold kyu’s hand as we walk

“hyunnie.. get to bath now” I said as I look at hyunnie and help kyu to sit down

“ne umma..” he sia as he run towards the stairs and vanish in his room

“kyu.. are you sure you’re ok?” I ask as I look at him in worry

“hyukie.. I am.. don’t worry..” he said and smile but I can see in his face that the pain are still there

“don’t lie to me.. I can see it in your face” I said as I frowned and he sigh

“arasso.. arasso..” he said as he hug me

“now tell me” I demand and he sigh again

“hyukie.. I feel it again.. the pain last month I guess? But I can still control the pain.. it’s that today it really is painful that’s why I scream..” he said and I look at him intently

“why didn’t you tell me about this??” I said as I raise my voice

“I don’t want you to get worried about me” he said and lowered his head

“and leave us in surprise when you need to go back to the hospital when you feel too much pain?!” I said which is clearly can hear my voice that I’m angry

“no hyukie.. after all this time that we are happy.. I don’t want to ruin it” he said and hold my hand

“here we go again.. you and your weird thoughts.. how come you think about it?! If something happen to you and it’s too late do you thing we will be happy about it?! Don’t think non sense kyu.. I tried my best to help you and your health but here you re not telling me that you feel pain about a month or so!!” I said as I stood up glaring at him

“hyukie..” he said and I walk out of the living room proceeding to our room

I bang the door loudly and sit in the bed..

Meanwhile in the living room…

Kyu was staring on the door where I went through and he sigh..

“I want to tell you but seeing you happy makes me want to back out..” he whispered and sigh

“appa?? where is umma??” kyu got his thought as his son called him in the stairs

“in the room hyunnie” he answered as he saw hyunnie descending in the stairs and walk beside him

“did you do something appa?” hyunnie ask and kyu just nod

“what is it??” he ask

It’s like kyu was talking in his hyung.. not looking at hyunnie he believe that an old man is beside him and talking to him

“well.. hyunnie.. you know about my sickness right?” kyu said and hyunnie look at him

“ne appa.. wae? You feel it again??” hunnie said and kyu just nod

“and your umma is mad for not telling him that” kyu said and hyunnie glare

“of course he will!! Appa!! how come you try not to tell him that!! you just broke umma’s heart you know that.. even f you think it will make everything k it’s not.. since umma just want to make everything for you to be ok.. to make you feel that he’s here for you.. that he will help you appa” he said and kyu eyed him and thinking if really those words came from this kid

“appa.. don’t eyed me like that.. I’m a genius ok?” he said and stood up and pat his appa’s shoulder

“go upstairs and talk to umma.. palle!!” he said and walk inside his room

Kyu smiled at his son and nod..

Back to hyukie..

I was thinking in why did kyu didn’t told me about those stuff and sigh.. as the door open revealing him..

“hyukie?” he said as he walk inside and close the door

I just glared at him he sigh as he sit down beside me

“mianhe” he said as he get those hands of mine and kiss it

“hyukie.. mianhe.. I just don’t want you to feel sad.. I promise I will tell everything on you” he said and I look at him as he look at me with those pleading eyes

“really?” I ask as I look those eyes again saying that he will do everything

“ne” he answered and I smiled

“ok ok.. I forgive you just don’t do it again” I said

“ne!!”  he said as a smile plastered in his face and hug me

“hey baby.. don’t you think we should have a vacation??” he ask and look t me while hugging my waist

“why did you think about that?” I ask looking at him

“nothing.. just.. I want to have fun and have a vacation with you and hyunnie” he said and grin

“there’s something wrong with you right?” I said eyeing him

Last time was like this telling me that he wants to be with me and have fun and after that he disappeared and never seen him for almost 5 years and I have a feeling that this is the same as before..

“no..” he answered

“you’re not telling the truth again kyu..” I said as I sigh

“ok ok.. it just that I feel I need to make some memories with you and hyunnie.. I feel like my time is running out” he said and hug me tightly

“kyu.. you’re not.. look at you.. you’re strong..” I said and hug him

“I know I know.. but still I have this sickness and I don’t know when will it attack me again and worst when will it take me from you..” he said and I can feel my shoulder wet and I know he was crying

“kyu..” I said and sooth him as I draw circles on his back and calm him down

“I told you kyu.. we will fight this sickness right?? You will be ok and everything will be alright” I said and he nodded

“umma? Appa?” a voice came and we look at the door seeing hyunnie standing

“come here hyunnie” I said and motion him to come

He leap as he walk towards us and hug me

“wae umma??” he said as he grin with the same as kyu

“appa said he wants to have a vacation.. what do you think?” I ask and I can see his lips forming a wide smile

“chinja?” he said as he look at kyu and kyu nodded

“yey!!!” he yelled and we both laugh at his motion

“can I bring friends?” he as and I look at kyu and he sigh

“ok.. but don’t invite your whole class!!” kyu said and hyunnie laugh and run

“he has a friends?” I ask as I look at kyu

“of course he has!! What do you think of our kid.. anti- social kid?!” kyu said and I laugh

“just asking.. I never see his friends ever since..” I said and stood up

I gave my hand to kyu which he gladly get and we walk outside the room.. I saw hyunnie talking in the phone as I know he was calling his friends and telling about the vacation we will have.. I look at kyu who was smiling at hyunnie and he look at me

“you better contact leeteuk hyung and the others.. if you don’t want to bombarded with complaints from them” kyu said and I remembered the others

“right right” I said and get my phone as I texted everyone about the vacation

Well I guess the more the merrier right?? I laugh at my thought

After a minute I got messages from them..

From: fishy hae

Gotta be kidding me!! Ok I’ll be coming!!! Be sure it has a sea on that vacation or else aliens will get hyunnie!! They are my allies remember that monkey.. hahaha!!

I laugh at the text and show it to kyu and he laugh..

“well I guess beach is the location now.. we don’t like aliens get hyunnie right?” he said and I nodded laughing

“this fishy is weird” I said and proceed at the next message

From: angel hyung

I’m coming with you.. no one will be with you for sure.. I’ll be the one watching all of you.. of course I’m everyone umma here!! And kangin told me he will come he don’t want his angel to be alone with a bunch of kids after all.. see you!!! Angel love the 3 of you!!

I smiled.. he really takes good care of  us.. specially kyu.. an angel indeed

From: Pinkbunny Minnie

Ok.. count me in.. I will prepare the food for the vacation I don’t have the trust on your cooking and so did leeteuk hyung both of you in kitchen.. hahaha!! Anyways wookie is helping me so don’t worry about the food.. just think about the rest..

I pout as kyu look at me..

“wae?” he ask and show the text from him

“hmmm.. I’m glad he said those things” kyu said and laugh as I give him a light punch

“yah!!! That’s the reason you always told siwon to go here and  cook!!! I even tried to cook and you never eat it!!! You meannie!!” I said and pouted

“just deal with it baby.. you in the kitchen” kyu said and laugh

I glare at him but he still laugh at me.. I look at the text and i wonder why siwon didn’t texted back is he will not come with us??

As I think of it the door flew open revealing siwon looking at us..

“you’re having a vacation?” he ask as he sit down

“ne” I answered and he smiled

“since I’m living near your house I decided to come here and tell you I will come..a fter all I need to be with hyunnie.. I miss a lot” he said and we both look at him

“are you pedo?” I said and kyu laugh hard as he saw siwon expression as shock clearly shown in it

“what?!” he said as he look at me in disbelief

“what? You said you want to be with our son.. are you hitting on him??” I said and look at hyunnie then to siwon

“seriously I want to punch you hyukie” he said as kyu laugh again and siwon look at him and he shut his mouth up

“you and your mind hyukie.. I’m not hitting on your son.. you moron!! I just want to be with him and he’s too young for me!! You idiot!!” he said and bash me n the head which I pouted and kyu rub my head

“hyung.. no bashing of head!!” he said and I stick out my tongue

“sorry kyu.. this lover of yours serve it” he said and laugh and go to hyunnie

“I wonder if he is really a pedo..” I said and laugh

“if he hears you baby he will paunch you..” kyu said as he look at hyunnie and siwon

“oh!!! Siwon-ah!!” hyunnie said as he saw siwon

“its siwon hyung for you young man” siwon said and sit beside him and look at us and smile

“look at that kyu!!! He was planning something!!” I said and kyu look at me like I said something weird

“what?!” I said and look at him

“you and your brain monkey” he said and stood up

“stop thinking something on my brother monkey it will never happen” he said and laugh and I pouted

The night came and still siwon was still here.. I wonder if he feels something on my son.. look!!! He was way older than my son.. it feels weird!! He was even older than kyu!!

My thoughts stop when the door bell ring and I stood up revealing leeteuk hyung and the others

“hyung!” I said and siwon and kyu look at the door revealing everyone as they enter our house

“what are you doing here??” kyu ask standing up and walking towards me

“ouch kyu!! Ouch!! Wae?! Do we need something just to go here?? We just want to visit you!!” leeteuk yung said faking a soft sobs which kangin hyung gradually walk towards him to calm him

“it’t not like that hyung.. it’s just weird” kyu said as he pat leeteuk hyung’s shoulder

“what weird in visiting?!” sungmin said as he sat down on the sofa and look at us

“let me think.. uhmmm.. visiting in the middle of night with all of you with those bags?!” I said pointing on the luggage in the door steps and everyone laugh

“well as you can see my dear hyukie.. since tomorrow is the vacation we decided to stay here for the night and we can go there together!!” hae said excitedly as he explain everything

“may I know who’s idea is this??” kyu said looking pissed

Everyone saw that face of kyu and everyone gulped and pointed leeteuk hyung who just smile

“me.. well as you can see we want to have this vacation very fun and we want to start it early.. so as soon as hyukie texted us we decided to go here.. and well It was fun right?” leeteuk hyung said as he smile

“aish..” kyu sigh and I look at all of them glaring

“what?! Don’t you like my idea?!” leeteuk hyung said and I look at him

“well.. we don’t.. it was so sudden hyung.. well tomorrow is the vacation not now.. we haven’t decided everything else.. we haven’t even pack our clothes and everything” I said and sit down looking at everyone

“well.. we can help you..” wookie said and smiled

“yes!! We already bought food ingredients for tomorrow.. so teukie hyung and hyukie stay away from the kitchen..” sungmin said and everyone laugh also kyu

“what!? I was a good cook!!” leeteuk hyung said and pout

“when was that honey?! The last time you cook for us I got my stomach ache and confined in the hospital” kangin hyung said and a roar laughter again followed

“don’t come near me you big bear!!!” leeteuk hyung said and walk out

“woah!! Nice one hyung” kyu said and laugh

Kangin hyung excuse himself and run to where teukie hyung went

“well.. as I’ am saying we will cook the food for tomorrow’s agenda” sungmin continued as we nod

“where are we going then?” hae said and look at me

“well.. we decided to go t the beach since someone texted me that aliens will abducted our son if he will not see any sight of the ocean” I said and everyone laugh

“well.. I suppose it was my hae” kibum said and hae just grin

“I just want to visit my family in the ocean” he reason out which gain another laugh

“so the place is set.. the food is it.. anything else?” kyu ask and we think really hard

“I don’t think there’s anything else” I said and everyone nodded

“well.. let’s sleep now then.. it’s getting late” kyu said as we look at the time and it was indeed getting late right now

I stood up and so did the others and bid goodbye as we enter our respective rooms

“kyu.. I will check hannie first” I said as I look at him sitting on the bed

“I’ll go with you” he said and stood up and I smile

We went to hannie’s room and open the door revealing hannie sleeping with siwon on the side which I gave a frown

“monkey.. I know what you’re thinking.. it’s not” kyu said and hold both my shoulder and I sigh

“I know I know” I said and close the door and proceed to the room

After a time and so we are on the bed and trying to sleep.. as I sigh and look at kyu’s side and he turn around seeing him not sleeping yet

“not sleepy?” I ask and he nod

“wae?” I ask and he just smile

“well.. I don’t know.. I feel excited I guess?” he said and laugh

“I’ am too.. let’s sleep before the morning came and we will look panda and tease by them” I said as I hold his face and he hold my hand and feel it in his face and close his eyes

“ne.. just don’t move and let’s be in this position” he said

“hmmm..” I said as I close my eyes and feel his presence

“I love you” I murmured

“I love you too” he answered and I can feel his pace slow down and I smiled as I close my eyes again and sleep

Tomorrow will be the best day for us.. not only for my family and also for the gang..