Where do my first love begin?

Where do my first love begin?

 

Chapter 15

-Mr. Who with secret-

It has been 4 months since me and kyu started to be together.. we really happy to be together.. and as couple always encounter we also encounter some problems but it won’t lasted a day.. it is me who cant resist it sometimes him but we make sure that the argument we have can resolve within a day..  it’s makes me happy being with him.. seeing him by my side feels like I can live entirely.. I can’t  live without my game addict boyfriend.. to be clear I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT CHO KYUHYUN..

“everyone sit down” Leeteuk hyung or also known as Professor Park said and it really got me out form my own world thinking about kyu

We sit in our respected sits as our professor said..

“today.. we have a new student joining our class.. please come in” leeteuk hyung said

And we saw a tall man came.. a bit darker than us but has a manly face and I see him as a handsome one.. he smile and we can completely see his dimples..

“he’s handsome” hae whisper at sungmin and I can see sungmin nod

“I wonder if he likes guys” hae said and I looka t him in disbelief

“hae.. I will everything to kibum” sungmin hyung said and I laugh at what he said..

We all look at the new guy as he speak..

“Hello Choi Siwon himnida.. I’am from the neighboring university of this school.. I hope you can be all my friends” he said and smile and here comes his dimples again then bow

“ok.. Siwon-ah.. uhmm.. let see please sit beside Lee Hyukjae.. Eunhyuk pleas raise you hand” Leeteuk hyung said as he look at me

I raise my hand and smile “here sir!”

As I raise my hand siwon walk towards me and sit beside me..

“Hi I’am Lee Hyukjae” I said as I smile on him

“I’m choi..” he said but I already interrupted him

“Siwon” I continue what he said

“you already said it” I smiled

He laugh on what I said and I smiled on him.. I think he really is a good guy after all..

“friends?” I ask and smile showing my gummy smile on him

“ne” he nod as he look at me then look at leeteuk hyung

“now now.. eunhyuk listen first before making friends with siwon” leeteuk hyung said and I immediately look at him and nod

I can see sungmin and hae looking at me but I ignore it since I don’t want to talk to them.. because I can sense that they are making issues again on me..

After leeteuk hyung discussion we can hear clearly the bell ring.. and that’s the time for our lunch break..

As I stood up to see kyu I walk towards the door and I can sense someone following me I look back and saw siwon..

“yes?” I said as I saw him look shock

“uhm.. anou… can I follow you? Since I don’t know anything here” he said and smile

He was like a kid lost in the whole forest… but I can’t for sure kyu will get mad seeing me with a guy he didn’t know..

“sorry siwon I can’t.. I need to see someone and its important.. uhmm.. go with hae and sungmin” I said as I point the two who are looking at us

“ne” he said as I can see the smile on him faded

“siwon-ah!!” hae called him while smiling and siwon walk towards him

As I saw siwon walks toward hae I immediately mouthed hae “thank you” and left running to see my beloved kyu.. we promise to meet each other in the rooftop so I hurriedly go there.. as I open the door panting I saw him look at the door and smile as he saw me..

“sorry.. i.. was… late” I said as I catch my breath because of running here

“it’s ok” kyu said as he approaches me and hug me

As kyu was hugging me he look at the door and saw a figure..

“whoever you are show yourself” he said and I look at where he is looking in confuse who the hell is the person behind those door

I saw a familiar person entering the rooftop door I got shock and shook my head

“siwon-ah! Why are you here?” I said as I walk towards him and kyu look at me as if asking who he is

“ahh.. it’s just that.. I don’t want to be with them… I want to be with you” he said as he show his dimples to me

Aaahh.. this sweet little guy.. I smile at him and put my hand on his shoulder

“sorry.. but I can’t tour you around or accompany you.. as you can see I have something to do here” I said

And as I said to him he look at kyu then back at me..

“it’s ok I’ll wait for you here” he said as he find seat for him

“but siwon… aish” I said as he smile at me showing that he will never leave without him

“excuse me.. but we need to talk in private” kyu said as I look at him and I promise his old kyu is back.. saying in a cold tone with those blank face

“but I want to be with hyukie.. I’m new here so I don’t know everything here” siwon answered calmly

Siwon-ah… I tell you don’t make this guy get mad.. you will regret it..

I look at kyu’s expression and I can sense he got pissed on what siwon told him.. he even call hyukie..

“I told you.. leave” he said in a cold tone

Before everything got worst I walk forward to siwon and pull him in front of kyu..

“kyu this is our new student Choi siwon.. and siwon-ah this is from the other class Cho kyuhyun” I said and siwon gave his hand

“nice meeting you” siwon said and smiled

“nice meeting you too.. I’m his boyfriend” he said and look at me with those cold stare

Oh god! I forgot to tell siwon that he’s my boyfriend.. I’m in trouble.. >.<

“siwon-ah.. please go out first we need to talk in private.. if you really want to stay just go outside first” I said and I saw siwon nod and walk outside the door as I walk following him and lock the door so that siwon won’t look at us time to time

“kyu” I smiled but he just stare me coldly

“is there something wrong?” I ask as I look at him.. of course there’s something wrong I did not introducing him as my boyfriend..

“nothing hyukie” he said and smile

Eh? He’s not angry or anything?? Sometimes he always get angry for not introducing him as my boyfriend.. but why now? Maybe he is in the mood..

“good to hear that.. so what are we going to do now?” I ask as I look at kyu

“just treasure the moment” he said and laugh

Well we really did do that.. but we also talk and make conversation and not just stare blankly in the sky or stare at one another.. we always do this seeing each other and just treasure the moment.. since we know each other enough that we can’t keep secrets anymore..

As we look in the sky we heard a loud ring of the bell that signifies that it is already time to go back to our respective rooms..

 “kyu!! It’s already time.. let’s go” I said as I stood up and look at kyu who is standing up just like me

As we go out the rooftop we look at siwon and he stood up looking at me

“he really did wait for me” I said to myself as I look at kyu who is looking at kyu with those killing look

I drag kyu down as siwon followed us.. as we walk I can feel siwonn looking at me from the back and I can feel kyu’s fist clenched like a ball..

I hold kyu’s hand and carress it gaining look from kyu and I smiled..

I can sense that kyu is jelous with what siwon doing.. but being the famous Cho Kyuhyun he will never tell that he is jelous and he will say that he is ok even it is painted on his face that it is not..

As we reach the door of our classroom I look at him and smile..

“go to your room now kyu.. I’ll just meet you in the school ground after class” I said and smile at him

“ok just text me” he said and about to kiss me on the forehead

But as he was about to landed his lips on my forehead siwon walk beside me and said..

“hyukie let’s go inside Professor Park is already inside” he said and grab my arms as he pull me inside

I just look at kyu and muttered the word “I love you” and completely disappeared

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

What was that?! That guy!!! I’m about to kiss my monkey and he just pull him inside!! That guy!!! Why is he even here?! I don’t want everyone to know my connection on him!!! Ok.. I admit he is important to me.. but that was on my past and he is the one why I don’t want to remember those past.. I don’t want to see him.. I really don’t..

As I walk towards my classroom.. I can sense that my tears will fall so I stop to control myself from crying..

I saw kibum going out to our room and saw me on the wall leaning..

“kyu? Are you ok?” he said as he approach me

“yes” I said as I fake a smile

“sorry my dear kyu that won’t work on me..tell me what happen?” he said as he look at me worried

“kibum-ah.. he is here” I said as I know any minute my tears will fall completely

“who?” he said

“Choi Siwon” I said and tears completely fall

I can see that kibum really  shock on what I said and he just look at me asking how..

“I don’t kow.. but don’t want him to be part of my life anymore kibum-ah.. but he was getting on his way by being hyuk’s friend” I said and I don’t really know what to do anymore

I sat on the ground and cried hard thinking what will happen if hyuk know about my past.. if he will accept me or just leave me.. I don’t know and I don’t want that to happen..

After I guess 10 minutes or so I calm myself with kibum on my side and we walk in the class seeing kangin hyung ang I guess he already know what is going on since leeteuk hyung is the adviser of hyuk’s class where siwon belongs to and he I guess he already told it to kangin hyung..

As I look at him he just nod and I just sit on my chair thinking about the stuff I don’t want to remember but keep on entering my mind.. and time pass and I don’t have any idea on what kanign hyung discusses and even don’t mind knowing it..

As I heard the bell I stood up and grab my bag without looking at kibum and wookie I left the room..

I walk to the ground since I just want to be alone and think.. as I was thinking someone approaches me..

“kyuhyun” I look at the person and saw siwon

“what?” I ask in a cold tone

The person that I don’t want to see is in front of me.. seriously is he stalking me???

“can we talk?” he said as hoping I can agree on it

“sorry but I can’t” I said and saw hyukie approaching

 

-EUNHYUK’S POV-

As I leave the bell I check for siwon and he was gone.. maybe he already left.. I smile at hae and sungmin and wave as I walk towards the field..

As I walk near the entrance door I saw kyu and siwon talking..

“why are they talking?? Isn’t that they don’t know each other that much??” I ask myself and I can see that kyu is in his cold person mode again

As I walk near I can hear them talk

“can we talk?” siwon ask and I look at siwon at he looks like he want to talk to kyu really bad

“sorry but I can’t” kyu answered and look on his side as he saw me walking towards them

“kyu… siwon…” I said as I look the two of them ad smile

“let’s go hyuk” kyu said and grab my hands and was about to walk when siwon started to talk

“we really need to talk” he said as he grab my other hand preventing me to walk

“I SAID I DON’T WANT!” kyu yelled and it’s the first time I saw him like that

But before siwn can say something someone talk and we look at that person seeing leeteuk hyung walking towards us with kangin hyung beside him and the other 2 couples (wookmin, kihae)

“let’s talk kyu” leeteuk hyung said in a tone that you can’t resist

“hyung” said looking at leeteuk

“please kyu” leeteuk hyung said and started to walk inside the school

As we look at leeteuk hyung he was followed by kangin hyung, then the 2 couples after they look at us..

“kyu its better if we do what leeteuk hyung said” I look at him and pull him to follow leeteuk hyung

Good thing he allow me to pull him inside but he still glaring to siwon as if he want to kill him.. as we started walking siwon follow us on the back with a calm look

As we enter the room, our room I may say I saw that everyone were already on their sit..

So we go to our sits and so does siwon..

“so siwon.. start the conversation” leeteuk hyung said

And siwon nod..

“everyone.. I’m Cho Siwon.. a new student here..” he said then look at everyone

But before siwon can continue his words kyuhyun already interrupt him

“why are you here??” he said in a cold voice and look at him like he want to kill him

“because of you kyu” siwon said..

Wait! For kyu?! Do siwon like my boyfriend?? Do they have past?? Is he kyu’s ex boyfriend and now he want to get kyu away from me??

I look at kyu and he look at me then to siwon..

“I don’t want you here.. and don’t you ever tell me you where here because of me!!” kyu said and was about to attack siwon good thing kangin hyung was fast enough to block kyu

“AFTER LEAVING ME!!! LEAVING ME THEN GOING BACK ON ME!!! ARE YOU NUTS!!! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE!! I ALREADY FORGET ABOUT YOU!! AND I ALREADY ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE!!!” kyu said and we can see him crying like what siwon said was a crime to him

Wha twas happening.. leave him?? So they really have a connection before.. I look at kyu and I feel sad knowing him and siwon has a past.. but as I was about to feel sad I can feel a hand on my shoulder and saw kibum look at me and smile while shaking his head like saying no..

“sorry kyu.. I really am.. I know what I did was wrong,.. but I don’t have a choice.. I need to do it” siwon said as he look on the ground but I was sure he was preventing his eyes to cry

“SORRY?! AFTER ALL THIS TIME HYUNG!! YOU LEFT YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER IN A HAND OF A STRANGE PERSON HYUNG!!! YOU KNOW WHAT WAS THAT TO ME!!! LIKE LEAVING AN ANIMAL ON SOMEONE ELSE HYUNG!!! I WAIT FOR YOU BROTHER BUT YOU NEVER CAME I WAIT AND WAIT HOPING YOU WILL CME BUT YOU DIDN’T!! BUT THANK GOD CHO FAMILY IS GOOD THEY LOVE ME AND I DON’T NEED SOMEONE LIKE YOU!!” kyuhyun yell at siwon and it is painted on siwon’s face the pain he feel on kyu’s word

Wait! Brother?! Younger brother?! I look at kibum and he nodded.. siwon and kyuhyun is brothers?! But how?? And why kyu didn’t tell me about that?? Is it because he’s afraid on telling me?? I feel sad on kyu’s situation but also hurt since I felt like he didn’t trust me on things like this..

As I look at kyu and siwon crying both.. leetuek hyung walk towards me and smile..

“this is the reason why I told you he is fragile” he said and smile

“hyung” I said and look at kyu who is in his worst state right now

I walk towards him looking at kangin hyung that he can sit now..

“kyu” I said as I look at him and he look at me with those cold eyes

He’s back on his old self again..

“kyu let’s sit” I said and pull him up but he still sit on the ground and glare at siwon

“don’t do anything that you soon will regret kyu” I told him and didn’t respond on what I said

He really is in his worst state..

He walk towards his sit and keep quite..

“kyu..i leave you because I need you.. I know you are still young and I know you need me.. but remember mom?? She died.. we told you it’s an accident right? But it’s not.. it was on purpose.. we want you to keep safe that’s why I look for a family that is good for you good thing we found the Cho family and we give you to them.. I just want you to be safe.. right now father is also gone.. they told me it was an accident but I know it’s not.. it was father’s enemy .. soon it will be us.. that’s why I ook for you and make sure you are safe.. but of course they will look for me as they only know that I’m the only son in the Choi family.. so your safe kyu” siwon said as he cry and look at kyu

“sooo.. dad is dead?” kyu said looking at siwon blankly

“ne” siwon sadi and cried hard

I look at kyu and I saw his tears flowing non-stop on his face and after that he stood up

“I’m leaving” he said and walk out of the room..

I look at everyone and stood up and bow

“I need to follow him” I said and walk out of the room leaving the 7 of them inside

As I go out I saw kyu’s back far away walking like he was lost.. I run on him and back hug him

“kyu.. it’s ok.. I’m here.. you can cry on me.. you can tell me everything.. I’m here to listen.. please kyu just don’t be like that” I said as I hug him

I can feel his tears dropping on my hands and he just stand there without saying anything..

I walk in front of him and saw him crying and seems lost..

“kyu” I said as I cup his face with my hand

“shhh.. it’s ok” I said brushing his tears away

“please kyu.. please.. get me away from here..” he said as he cried hard

“ok” I said and lead him outside and we check-in an inn..

As I sit kyu in the bed he still looks lost and didn’t talk for a long time

“kyu.. I’m here.. I won’t leave you..” I said and smile

He just look at me blankly like he is interested on what I’m saying

“kyu please.. talk to me.. please” I said as I started to cry

“hyuk” as he look at me

I brush my tears away as I nod when he called me

“everything you saw and heard is right.. siwon is my brother and I’m not a cho..” he said

“it’s ok.. I understand” I said

“sorry for not telling everything.. I just want to remember it.. it’s my bad past and it’s really hurting my remembering it” he said as he look on my eyes

“it’s ok.. I know that your hurt” I said as I smile on him

“do you want to hear a story?” kyu ask e and I look at him

“what story?” I ask

“the story of my past” kyu said

 

 

 

NEX T CHAPTER—CHAPTER 16

WHAT WAS KYU’S PAST? DID HYUK CAN ACCEPT IT? AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO KYU AND SIWON’S RELATIONSHIP??

 

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NaruRin #1
Chapter 19: What will happen actually ...ahhh I can't wait to know..they are happy now, kyu and hyuk
NaruRin #2
Chapter 14: I'm curious...I'm excited..this is exciting
emma13 #3
Chapter 43: I just found this and read them all. And I'm crying hard..why you don't finish writing it? Why?
HyukAwesome
#4
Chapter 43: finally! truth has been revealed. I hope kyu can be with hyuk because hyuk had been suffered much. ah~ hyunnie will get his appa soon :)
hippocat #5
Chapter 43: aigoooo...why u hv to run away kyu...just be with hyuki n creates a new memories....don't let hyuki suffer again n again n again...it's been a years already..both of u deserves an happy life though..
kyuwifey
#6
Chapter 43: oho kyu kyu kyu knows the truth now..he will remember right??thank kyuuu for the update..update soon ^^
de_m00n
#7
Chapter 42: so.. Xian is really Kyu and he is jealous toward Siwon... finally Kyu back!!!
EunHaeShipper #8
Chapter 42: ahhh.. so it's like that!
well, i hope that Kyu or Kui Xian will soon remember who he really is. but even if he didn't remember, hope Hyuk and Kyu/Kui Xian will make new beautiful memories together ^^
hippocat #9
Chapter 42: ehmmm...idk why...but i pity siwon..after a few years went by, he still don't hv a patner....plezz author-nim make 1 4 him...he will never hv chances 2 b with hyuki anyway....
4 kyuhyuk...they belong 2 each other..
kyuwifey
#10
Chapter 42: yaaay yayayayyyy u updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......little by little kyu remembers everything eh...his jealousy towards siwon and his feeling over hyunnie..thank kyuuuu for the update..update soon neeeeee