Chapter 18

-expect the unexpected-

-Kyuhyun’s POV-

Being with hyuk’s family is fun.. I laugh a lot hearing what his mom telling me.. but as the darkness on the road enter in my path.. like this darkness.. my feelings slowly turn into pain.. the happiness that I forgot when I’m with hyukie is gone and memories from yesterday contain my mind..

I sigh as I walk towards our house.. as walk toward our house can be counted by hands I can see a man sitting his head on his knees.. I look at him and I walk towards him..

“excuse me.. but.. are waiting for someone?” I said to the man

He look at me and saw the man that I don’t want to see.. the man I don’t want to encounter right now.. or for the rest of my life.. my face got blank seeing him.. and my eyes filled with anger..

“kyu.. I was waiting for you” he said looking at his face he was glad to see me

“leave now.. I don’t want to see you nor talk to you” I said and walk toward our door

“but kyu.. we need to talk” he walk towards me and get my hand

“don’t you ever touch me!” I glare at him and he immediately let go of my hand

“kyu.. I know you’re mad  at me.. but give me a chance to talk to you” he said lowering his head

“you already told me everything.. now leave or you want me to call a police and let you out here” I push him resulting for him to fall on the ground

His face was hurt.. from what I did or what I said? I don’t care!! I don’t want to talk to him and that’s final!!

I open the door and look at him with piercing look and walk inside closing the door..

On the other hand..

Siwon was crying his hear out on what happen..

“I really regret what I did.. I really regret obeying our dad said” he said as he stood up and leave

I look outside as siwon hyung walk away and seeing him in a sad phase.. my heart feel pain..

“why are you sad kyu seeing him like that” I ask myself

But I got surprise when someone answer my question

“it’s because he’s precious to you kyu” I look at my back seeing ahra noona looking at me

“no he isn’t!” I said and he motion me to sit beside him

“you know kyu.. he went here.. telling everything happen to us.. and looking at you like that.. I can see that he’s still the brother you love with all your heart.. love can be concur with anger or pain.. but whether you like it or not love will be back and you won’t deny it” ahra noona said

I look at her and he smiled at me.. she stood up and walk but before she went upstairs she look at me..

“think on what I said kyu.. he wants yu back.. just you to be his younger brother” she said

I stare blankly thinking on everything.. I can see siwon hyung’s pain face.. hearing kyu and ahra noona’s opinion.. and I hold my chest part when I remember siwon hyung’s reacton when I push him.. and I feel the longing on my lost older rother.. wanting to hug him.. telling him that I miss him and hearing him calling me his younger brother..

I cried as I thought about stuff like that.. I immediately call hyuk..

“hello? Kyu?” he said

“can you call siwon hyung and go with him in the park?” I ask as I can feel the nervousness on myself

“are you sure?” he ask as I can sense him feeling worried about me

“ne” I said and I immediately run outside towards the park

“just meet me there.. see you.. thank you.. saranghae” I said and end the call

As I wait in the park I think about what should I tell siwon hyung after what I did a while ago..

“kyu” someone touch my shoulder and as I look at him I saw hyuk but I cant see siwon hyung around..

“hyuk?” I look at hyuk as I can see him crying

“what is it?” I said as he keep silent and cried

“its…. Siwon… he… he.. got into..accident” hyuk said as he cried

It’s like a volt of lighting struck me at what hyuk said.. I stare at him for so long as tears keep running on my face.. as reality and as my mind accepted the news I run far away on the park as hyuk following me..

“kyu!!” hyuk yelled as he keep on chasing me

I didn’t responded on his call.. I don’t want to stop from running.. I want to see him.. but where?? I don’t want hyuk see me at this state.. I don’t want this to happen..

I run and run until I feel my feet surrender and I sat on the ground crying my heart out..

“kyu” hyuk said as he run towards me and hug me

“he will be alright” hyuk said as he hug me

“where is he?” I got my voice to ask where is my brother

“he is in the hospital right now.. hae and the others are with him” he said as he look at him

“I want to go there” I said

“but kyu.. in that state?! You cant!!” he said

I got pissed.. I just want to see him!! I want to see him badly!!

“I SAID I WANT TO SEE HIM!! IF YOU CANT ACCOMPANY ME WHERE HE IS THEN I;M LEAING AND WENT THERE ALONE!!!” I yelled at hyuk

I got shock on what I did and so did hyuk.. I can sense hyuk is shock and his eyes are starting to swelled up again..

“hyuk.. I’m sorry.. I just don’t know what to do” I said as I hug him

“kyu.. it’s ok.. I understand.. but don’t stress yourself too much” he said

“come on.. let’s go there” he said as he stood up and lift me up..

As we go to the hospital I can’t say anything as my mind keep on thinking siwon hyung.. if I forgave him from the start he will be ok and nothing will happen like this.. I’m the one who must be blame from this incident… I cried as I think about it and hyukie just sooth my back and look at me in his worried eyes..

As we reach the hospital we ran inside and look for hae and the others..

We saw them sitting.. hae, kibum,leeteuk hyung with kangin hyung and sungmin with wookie.. I go to leeteuk hyung as he stand up seeing me approaching..

“hyung.. what happened?” I said as I prevent myself to cry.. I don’t want to cry anymore.. I already cried a lot..

“he got bump by a car.. he’s in the ICU right now..” leeteuk hyung said as he lowered his head as I can feel him crying

Preventing my tears away is really a hard one as I can feel my tears falling just hearing the news.. I look at leeteuk hyung..

“hyung.. its my fault.. he came into my house and ask for forgiveness but I push him away and told him I will never forgive him.. If only i accepted his forgiveness he might not here fighting for his life” I said as I lean on leeteuk hyung as slowly I can feel my knees turning into jelly..

“no kyu.. it’s not your fault.. no one’s fault ok?” leeteuk hyung said as he cried seeing me in this state

I cried and cried.. feeling myself weaker and weaker.. my heart feel hurt knowing the brother I longed and now is back is fighting for his own life.. I’m physically and mentally exhausted right now..

I lean on the wall as leeteuk hyung and the others are sitting on the chair waiting for the news of the doctor about siwon hyung.. even hyukie is with them but I can see him looking at me time to time.. I just want to be alone.. I should think my action right now.. I always to reckless things and everyone will be the one hurting..

As I think about stuff I feel my head hurt.. until I can feel like my head is breaking into two parts and it really hurt I can’t handle it..

“AAAAHHH!!!!!” I yelled as I crutched my hair to prevent my head from the pain but it was no use

“kyu!!” hyukjae ran towards me and so the others

“AHHH!!!!” I yelled as I can still feel the pain

“kyu.. what is happening?!” leeteuk said as he look at me worried

But before I answer his question everything blurred and the only thing I can see is leeteuk hyung and hyuk’s worried face and darkness claimed me..

-LEETEUK’S POV-

Kyu is far away from us as he cried in the corner of the corridor.. I look at him from time to time and I can see hyukie also doing the same thing as mine.. as we keep on waiting for the doctor to go out from the ICU room I heard a yell and we look at kyu crutching his hair and in pain..

“AHHH!!!” kyu yelled

“kyu!!” Without a second hyukie stand up and run to kyu seeing hyukie doing it and seeing kyu in the situation I run as fast as I could and I can feel everyone do the same thing..

“AAAAHHH!!!!” kyu yelled and he keep on doing like his head is in pain

“kyu.. what is happening?!” I said as I look at him with worried eyes and kangin put his hands on my shoulder to give support

Kyu was about to say something when he fall down good thing hyukie catches him and we can see kyu’s face so pale and still in pain..

“wookie.. kibum.. call the doctor.. anyone!! Please!!! Help us!!” I yelled and a minute or so.. a nurse came and a stretcher came to put kyu in the bed and a doctor came to check him up..

“the brothers are both in the hospital..” I whisper to myself as I can feel my eyes swelling up

Even though I don’t know siwon and I can only know him because of kyu’s stories I feel worried and in pain seeing him in the situation like this and now kyu is also in the condition that I still don’t know..

The doctor said that they should check kyu’s condition.. and we should just wait for the results.. I don’t have an idea what’s with kyu.. he just in pain.. as I keep on thinking about the brothers siwon’s doctor came up..

“who’s the family of Choi Siwon” he said and look at us

“I’am doctor” I said as I raised my hand and looking at the doctor

“can I talk to you for a second?” he said and nod..

I look at the others and I can see them with worried eyes..

“kangin you look for them I’ll just talk to the doctor” I said as I walk towards the path the doctor went

“so mr?” the doctor said as I enter the office

“Park Jungsu sir” I said as I look at him

“as you can see.. siwon here had lost a lot of blood.. and I’m sorry to say that he is in a coma state right nw due to the impact he got.. he injured his head and some parts of his lower body.. we are observing him right now but we already put him in an ordinary room and your friends can visit him.. we just hope that he can wake up already” the doctor said

I just stare at the doctor.. siwon is in coma.. how should I say it to kyu? He might totally blame his self on what happened..

The doctor look at me since I don’t have the answer.. I stood up and storm outside the door and walk towards the location of the others as slowly as possible.. my mind are like a typhoon full of thought but I don’t know the position of it anymore.. I feel like I’m lost and my body can’t manage it anymore nor my mind..

I saw them and walk towards them as I slipped down and cried..

“leeteuk!” kangin said as he approaches me and lift me up

“siwon..” I said as I saw everyone looking at me

“siwon is in coma and the doctor don’t know when will he wake up” I said as I cried

Kangin hug me tight as I feel the comfort he wants to give me.. kibum cried.. even though we just met siwon knowing siwon is one of the most precious person to kyu we feel sad hearing the knews..

Hyukie walk towards the chair and cried silently as the other cried on their couples arms..

“leeteuk.. comfort hyukie I think he needs someone right now” kangin said as  he look at me

I nod and kiss kangin on the lips and walk towards hyukie.. I sat beside him and I can hear him crying

“hyuk” I said as I get his head to lean on my shoulder

“hyung.. why is it happening.. kyu must not suffer to much.. he suffer long ago and right now it’s happening again” hyuk said looking at me with those eyes I can’t explain

“I don’t know hyuk.. but let’s always think that everything will be ok and we will always be in kyu’s side” I said to comfort hyuk

Hyuk didn’t answered and just cried on my shoulder.. as we cried hearing the news from siwon’s doctor the ICU’s door open revealing siwon on the worst state I could ever see.. cuts from different part of his body and oxygen mask covering his face.. we look at him and we ran towards him..

“we are locating him to the assigned room you can come with us if you want” the nurse said

“everyone please go with her.. me and kangin will wait for kyu’s doctor” I said as I look at him

“I’ll wait for him too” hyuk said but seeing on his state right now is and staying with us is not a good idea.. the doctor of kyu is taking a long time to go out so for sure something went wrong and hyuk’s hearing the news might get him into trouble..

“no hyuk.. go with them” I said with the elder tone

“but..” he said as he look at me

“just do what leeteuk said hyuk” kangin said using his scary voice

“ne” hyuk said as we can hear the sadness on it

As they leave the area.. me and kangin sat on the chair waiting for the doctor..

“kangin.. what if kyu is in trouble too?” I said as i started up crying again

“shhhh.. you know you’re cousin leeteuk.. he said he will protect you right and never make you cry.. seeing you right now he will get mad at me.. he will never do things that makes everyone cry specially you and hyukie” he said as he kiss my forehead

“I wish everything went well” I said as I cried on kangin’s chest

“it will be alright angel” he said as he pat my back

As we wait and wait.. the doctor came and look at me..

“for Mr. Cho Kyuhyun?” he said as he look at me

“yes” I said

“follow me to the office” he said

as we walk towards the office he told me everything.. which me and kangin understand a single thing..

“thank you doctor yesung” I said as I look at him and fake a smile

As we walk towards the room of siwon since kyu is staying on that room before he will move to other room..

We stayed outside the door.. hearing kyu’s condition.. I look at kangin and he smile and nod at me.. I open the door and look at everyone with those misery on their faces..

“what happen to kyu hyung?” hyuk ran towards me and hold me tight

“hyuk.. he’s ok.. he just got headached due of too much worry” I said and kangin look at me and I just nod

Hyuk look at me and to kangin..

“yes.. that’s what the doctor said” he said and I just sigh

Hyuk smile for the first time from the start he got here and I look at kangin and I mouthed “thank you” and he just smile..

Everyone was so happy hearing the news about kyu but seeing siwon in this state everyone sited and look sad again..

“everyone we will split into two.. the first group will take care of siwon and the others will be for kyu.. since he is not allowed to go out of the hospital today that’s what the doctor said” I said

Everyone look at me in confusion..

“but hyung you said he got only headache.. why is he staying here?” kibum ask

This kid really is a genius like kyu..

“he just need a rest that’s all..” I said and he look at me with disbelieving eyes then went to normal as I can see kangin scaring him

“and also we will switch time to time.. for example.. the first group will be kyuhyun in the morning and siwon in the afternoon.. after all kyuhyun will be out for two days..” I said and everyone nod..

“hyung.. can I be with kyu for the right of the time.. I promise I will never leave him” hyuk said in a low voice but I can still hear him

Seeing him like that and realizing kyu will be happy if he saw hyuk on his side the first thing he woke up will be nice I agreed..

“so kangin, wookie and sungmin will be the first group and me,hae and kibum will be the second group.. first group will be with kyuhyun tonight.. and we will be with siwon.. we will switch around 6 am in the morning” I said

Kangin walk towards me and whisper

“can you really stay here?? You can go home if you want and rest and I will be the one looking for the kids” hearing the word kids makes me smile.. it’s like we are the parents of this kids but I look at siwon realizing my 2 sons are in the hospital

“no.. I’ll stay” I said as I smile at kangin

“ok.. I know It will never change your mind.. just give me a call if everything went wrong angel” he said

“ne” I said

He grab the three younger ones outside the door towards the room of kyu and we sit on the sofa looking at siwon..

“hyung” kibum said as he whisper it to me

“ne?” I look at him looking at me then looking at hae who is busy looking for some place to sleep

“something’s wrong to kyu right?” he said at me without those famous smile

“he’s alright” I said as I look at hae avoiding kibum’s stare

“hyung I know you for so long.. and you at lying ” he said and I look at him

“I said he’s alright!” I raise my voice making hae jump on the place I guess he want to sleep

“ok ok hyung.. whatever you say” kibum surrender

Hae look at us in a worried eyes.. kibum walk towards him and sit beside him..

“hae.. sleep now” kibum said as he pat hae’s face

Seeing them like that makes me smile.. after a while the couple is sound asleep and the only thing that can be heard is the beeping sound of the machine coming from siwon.. I look at him and feel my eyes getting heavy and fell asleep..

-KANGIN’S POV-

As we walk towards kyu’s room I see hyuk in the state that was worst than my angel.. I feel sad on him so I hold his shoulder and smiel..

“smile ok? Kyu don’t want you to see in this state” I said and show his sad smile

As we enter the room we saw kyuhyun on the bed and sleeping.. hyuk ran on the side of the bed and we just walk towards the sofa as we look at hyuk holding kyu’s hand..

“hyung he’s alright right?” sungmin said as he look at the two

“ne” I answered then remembering what dr. yesung said

“hyuk will be sad when something wrong happen to kyu.. kyu is his first love after all” sungmin said

I look at the two and I smile on the fact that I can see me and leeteuk on those two.. I look at the other couple as I can see wookie yawning.. I stand up and look at them..

“it’s already late go to sleep now..” I said as they position their selves in the sofa and sleep..

I walk towards hyuk and smile at him..

“hyuk.. sleep now.. you don’t want kyu see you in the worst state right?” I said as I look at him and he look at me

“how about you hyung?” he ask me

“don’t worry about me.. I cans suit myself here.. now sleep..” I said and he nod

Without leaving the bed he put he’s head on the bed and he closed his eyes and fell asleep

I go out of the room to find a nurse..

“excuse me.. uhmm.. can I have 5  blankets?” I said as I smile on the nurse

The nurse blush and nod

“wow.. that girl really blush on me” I laugh on myself and enter the room  again

A minutes after the nurse from before enter with blankets.. I helped here and smile after he gave me the blankets..

“thank you..” I said and smile again the nurse blush and leave I just smile on the action and look at the others

I went to the wookmin couple and put blankets on them as they cuddle each other..

“this two really looks alike” I said as I look at them..

I went to hyuk and put a blanket on his shoulder then look at kyu who si sleeping right now..

Before I go outside and proceed to the other room I look at the others and smile..

As I went to the room I saw my brother with hae sllepin on the ground and leeteuk on the sofa..

I went towards the couple and saw how hae cuddle my brother which somehow pissed me off.. I carefully pull hae away and put a pillow between them and but a blanket on both of them.. I kissed kibum’s forehead and whisper “you really got a nice lover my little one” and stood up looking at leeteuk who was curling up because of the cold.. I walk towards him and put the blanket on him which he gladly get it.. I sit on the space of the sofa and look at leeteuk’s face and I can see the traces of tears coming from his eyes.. I brush it away which cause leeteuk to wake up..

He move and open his eyes half way..

“kangin..” he said as he look at me

“sleep now angel.. I just deliver the blankets and make sure everything is ok here” I said as I kiss his forehead

He smiled and said “you really act like a father kangin”

I laugh on what he said and I caressed his face “you act like a mother too angel”

He close his eyes but a moment after he open it and look at me..

“why?” I ask as he just look at me

“kangin.. you won’t leave me right?” he ask

I look at him and smile..

“of course.. since we are young I always chase you and make sure you will fall inlove with me.. now that I got you I won’t let you go” I said as I caressed his face

“thank you my husband” he said and kiss me

I enjoyed the kiss but I remember I should let this angel sleep since he’s suffering for the two news he heard today.. I pulled him apart and kissed him one more time..

“you should sleep angel” I said as I put him to bed again

“ne” he said and close his eyes I waited to make sure he already fast asleep and got out of the room and go back to the room where the others is sleeping..

As I enter the room I look at kyu and I can feel sorry for the coming days.. until everything went blank and sleepiness enter my body..

NEXT CHAPTER- CHAPTER 19

WHAT IS THE CONDITION OF KYU? WILL SIWON WOKE UP AGAIN?? HOW WILL AFFECT EACH OTHERS RELATIONSHIP..

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