Chapter 13

--REVELATIONS AND STUFF-

As we all know me and kyuhyun are now officially together.. but something started to bug my mind.. why is that we never date? Well the thing in the rooftop is not considered as a date since it’s a part f his courting which failed.. the hotel thing is also not considered since we go there due to kyu’s condition.. couple should date right? But this game addict never ask me about that thing..

As I think about that thing I started to pout and sulk on my seat.. not remembering the presence of my friends and their respective boyfriends and also my BOYFRIEND!

“why are you pouting hyukie?” sungmin said and everyone are looking at me

I startled and look at them then I blink several times as I process on what sungmin said

“eh? Oh! No.. nothing” I said as I look at them then kyu

I saw kyu looking at me with questioning eyes abut then his attention is back to his game console.. as I look at him I pout again.. didn’t I know sungmin saw my action

“now I know why hyukie is pouting” he said and stood up e walk towards kyu and out of nowhere he get kyu’s game console

“what the..” he said and look at sungmin

“look at hyukie.. are you dense?” sungmin said in a slight serious tone while pointing me

“hyukie?” kyu look at me and saw me pouting

“why hyukie?” he said while he put his hands on my shoulder

“uh.. no..nothing” I said while looking at me

“hyukie!!” sungmin said

“as you can see kyu, hyukie here is pouting and sulking because your attention is on your beloved game console and seeing us like this with our boyfriends feel like he don’t have one.. right hyukie?” hae said then smile

This fishy!! I don’t want to tell kyu about that because he might think I only want all his attention.. aaah!! But hae is right, I’m sulking here while pouting because he’s attention is only in his games while this couples infront of me was doing stuff like hugging and laughing with one another.. is this what kyu looks like when he was on a relationship? Before he was so persistent and always doing the first move to get my attention but it change a lot when I accepted him as my boyfriend.

I look at kyu and I saw him looking at me with those black impression.. I don’t want him looking at me like that so I stood up and immediately leave and run.. I don’t know where to go but I ended up in the comfort room I make sure no one’s there.. I look at my reflection and I saw that I ‘am already crying..

As I continue to cry that I really don’t know why since I’m not that person who cries easily because of a not so big reason like that.. but why am I crying??

“yah lee hyukjae stop crying ok?” I said as I look at myself and tried to smile but it not work

Didn’t I notice that someone was watching me in the door of the comfort room..

“hyukie?” the person said

I saw kyu looking at me and I immediately rub my face avoiding him seeing my crying face.. I immediately avoided his look but I feel him walking toward me and he cup my face and that help him to see my face clearly..

“hyukie?”he called me again

“n.. ne?” I said while controlling myself not to cry

“why are you crying?” he ask

“n..no im not!” I said not looking in his eyes

This situation is killing me.. I really don’t know why im crying maybe because the thought I think a while ago or maybe because the situation from before but I really don’t know right now..

“you are crying.. it’s pretty obvious hyukie.. you don’t have to hide it..” he said to me while caressing my face

“I’m not really crying” I said but I can feel my eyes sting

“hyukie why? Tell me what’s wrong.. I’m your boyfriend here” he said

That’s it!! He’s my boyfriend but why I didn’t feel it?! It’s really like we are a stranger when we are together.. like the moment a while ago him playing and on his own world while me watching those couples!! We are always like that!! Him playing and being occupied by his own world!!

“you are?” I said in a sarcastic way

“huh?”kyu raise his eyebrow while looking at me like he hear a lame joke or something

“are you really my boyfriend? Because I don’t feel like I don’t have one” I said

“you’re making it hard for the both of us hyuk” he said

“NO IM NOT!!!it’s what I really feel its like I don’t have a boyfriend at all!!” I yell at him and that moment my tears completely fell

“IT LIKE YOUR ALWAYS OCCUPIED IN YOUR OWN WORLD!!! PLAYING ALL THE TIME LIKE IT’S THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IN WHOLE LIFE!!! YOU HAVE A BOYFREIND HERE KYU!!! YOU HAVE!! TRY TO MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE YOU’RE HERE FOR HIM!!! YOU DIDN’T DO SOME EFFORTS WELL YOU DO ACTUALLY DURING THE COURTING TIMES AND EVEN THE GETTING CLOSER TO ME TIMES BUT RIGHT NOW?? NO!! YOU DON’T HAVE EFFORTS AT ALL!! DO I HAVE THE RIGHT DECISION KYU?? DID I DO THE RIGHT ONE?? BECAUSE RIGHT KNOW I DON’T  KNOW IF I DID!! YES YO TALK TO ME BUT IT WAS YOUR GAMES, ABOUT YOU GAMES!!! I DON’T UNDERSTAND EVERY LITTLE BIT OF THAT THING KYU!! YOU DIDN’T DARE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT OUR OWN RELATIONSHIP AT ALL!! I REALLY HATE THIS SITUATIONS OF OURS!!! WE DIDN’T HAVE EVEN DATED AT ALL WHICH COUPLES USUALLY DO!!! I really hate it.. I really do” I totally burst out everything as I was crying in front of me and as I finish what I need to say I saw him in a shock expression and I already lose my balance and ended up sitting o the floor and cry

“kyu…. It’s just I want to feel youre there.. that you’re my boyfriend” I said totally in a whisper

He sit infront of me and smile at me.. why is he smiling.. I’m crying here!!

“I don’t know why but I feel happy hearing that from you.. sorry for that.. I admit I became occupied to my games since I told you I’m a game addict and I also thought its ok with you that’s why I continue doing it.. but since you already said the truth to me.. let me do my thing.. let me do what a boyfriend do.. sorry for making you feel I’m not there for you but I really do.. hyuk I really love you.. I really do.. so forgive me ok?” he said while he was caressing my hands

Those words somehow makes my anger go away like everything is ok now.. that it’s the only thing I want to hear from him.. and seeing him like that it’s feel like forgiving him is the right thing..

“ne” I said

“stop crying because its killing me” he said and brush away the tears on my face

While brushing my tears away I can see his face moving towards me and suddenly he kiss me full in lips.. it’s the first he actually kiss me.. Because as you can see I was the one who always kiss him.. I do that for him to agree or ease the sadness in him.. but right now he was kissing me.. it was like it was the first time we kiss.. like the kiss telling me that how much this person love me and that the person will never leave by my side.. after a long breathless kiss.. he move away and kiss me in the forhead..

“I really love you hyukie” he said and on that gesture I completely blush in full red

“me too” I said

Sometimes I don’t have the courage to response on his I love you.. well I can say “me too” and stuff but the word “I LOVE YOU” I really don’t have the courage to say it specially in this kind of situation

He help me to stand up and after that we make sure that our appearance is good but I cant hide the puffiness of my eyes due to the crying session a while ago

“so hyuk” kyu said while looking at me

“ne?” I said then I look at him and smile

“as your boyfriend let’s go on a date!! Uhmm.. lotte world is a nice place let’s go there tomorrow!!” he said in a excited tone

“tomorrow? But we have classes right?” I said looking at him in confuse

“ne.. skipping class is not an a big thing after all” he said then look at me

This is the first invitation of kyu as my boyfriend and I really wan tt have a time with him which is wasted on the past few days.. I should accept it!!

“ok.. ill come with you!” I said then smile

“yees!! Ok so let’s meet here in the school then we will go there ok no need to bring any money I handle the expenses.. but before that ill accompany you to your room since its already time” he said then grab my hand

“n.. ne” I said and I can see kyu in a smile.. a nice smile which I want to see everyday

As we enter the class which is thanks God the professor is still not here.. I bid him goodbye and he walks away going to his respective room.. as I enter the room I saw hae and sungmin looking at me in a what-happen-after-you-run look..

I sit on my chair and on the time I sit on my chair the two immediately move beside me and ask several questions..

“what happen? Is kyu and you already ok? Why are your eyes so puffy?? Did you cry?? Did kyu makes sometimes that makes you cry?! Tell me!!” sungmin said

But before I can answer sungmin’s question here comes hae’s question

“so what did happen exactly in full details?? Did everything went well?? Did he ask you out?? Did you clear everything to him??” hae ask

“one at a time please!!! First what happen?? As hae said I got jealous on that game console since he always have time on that more than me.. im ok now.. I cried a lot that’s why I have this puffy eyes but don’t worry it will ease soon.. I already clear everything out and so did he.. he apologize and he ask me to go out tomorrow.. we are going to lotte world tomorrow”I said ad I can see sungmin in shock and hae in a smile

“tomorrow?! But we still have class!!” sungmin said well as the oldest on the three of us he always like our mother here in school he don’t like us skipping and stuff

“we will not attend the class hyung” I said and I can see that death glare from sungmin

“LEE HYUKJAE!! How many excuses and absences do you have because of you going with kyu seriously?! Its becoming your habit already when kyu said to go out from the class you go out.. its not like you’re a babo hyuk but its having a hard time for you when it comes to the lessons”sungmin said

But before I said hae interrupted

“sungmin hyung let hyuk be.. look at him he;s happy and as if we can’t help him in his lessons.. let him come tomorrow.. its his first date with kyu.. you want our little hyukie look happy right? Then don’t lecture him like you’re his mom and let him be if ever kyu did something its not only you who will kill him I’m also here to do it” hae said and look at me

And I can feel that I want hae to hug him on what he said.. sometimes hae can talk some sense when needed.. he can make someone agree on what he said.. well maybe that’s what hae’s power afterall..

I can see sungmin having a hard time thinking but afterwards..

“ok.. but don’t let him do that lot of times since you also need to learn here and you need to attend the classses” sungmin said then smile

I really love this two..they are the only family I have in this school.. well you can include wookie,kium and also kyu but this two is the main family I have.. without them im a loner here!!

Classes seems came like it the other classes before.. professors lecturing and telling some stuff which students don’t have interest at all or students which minds are in a far far away place or dong stuff not related to the lecture.. and some students like us who are just listening but not entirely interested on the topic and wishing that class will end soon..

Not so long after that the bell ring and the much awaited moment students want the class ended..

“bye sir!” we bid goodbye to professor Park

And he only smile at us and wave this professor can snatch students with those smile.. he really is an angelic type of man but before we can completely left the room we saw Professor Kim,our professor in physical fitness. Well he was so physically fit but I tell you he was not a fan of patience..

We look at him as he enter our room and walk directly to our professor and we can see Professor Park change his expression as he saw Professor Kim..

“yah!! Jungsu!!! why didn’t you go to my apartment yesterday?!” Professor Kim yell and students who are left in class hear it well it was just the three of me so I guess its ok?

“youngwoon not here”Professor Park said calmly

“No!! I want here so you better answer my question jungsu” he said and she look at Professor Park sternly

“ok.. so we wont leave here if I don’t answer your question right?” Professor Park said in a serious tone

After that line the three came to our room and I saw kyu looking at me then looking at the two professor..

“what’s going on here?” kyu ask

“I don’t know” I answered and eyeing the two professor

Then Professor Kim yell once again which caught our attention

“yes!! And I need an acceptable excuse!!” he yell at Professor Park

Is there something going on with this two?? I wonder wy they act like this..

Kyu on the other side immediately walk away from me and I look at him seeing him closing the door and the the windows.. I look at him in confusion but he continue doing that as he finish it he look at me then look at the two professors..

“yah!!” kyu yell and the two professor look at him

What is he doing? Is he insane? The two is talking and Professor kim is angry he better leave the situation and let them fix it on their own.. because im sure Professor km will use physical contact on someone who interfere on their discussion

Kyu walks beside Professor Park’s side and I can see kyu’s face change like he was angry or what..

What is really happening here?! I really don’t get it.. I look at wookie and kibum but it looks like they saw a usual happening.. like it always happen all the time.. when kyu started talking..

“don’t you dare talk to my cousin like that still he was older than you hyung!!” he said

The three of us me,sungmin and hae was looking at kyu like what we heard is just a joke.. like wht the hell was that?? Kyuhyun is cousin of one of our professor?? How did that happen??

“kyu.. its ok I can handle it” Professor Park said then smile ut his smile is not the usual smile he give on us

“no hyung!! This boyfriend of yours is really irritating me!! He was like manipulating you!! Yah!! Kangin hyung!! The reason why leeteuk hyung didn’t able to go to your apartment yesterday because he was sick!! And cant get up!! You didn’t know that right? Since this stupid cousin of mine didn’t want to make worry!! But here you are yelling at him.. didn’t you know that he’s still sick?” kyu said while glaring at Professor Kim

Professor kim was shock on what kyu said and as soon as he already adjusted on what kyu said he look at Professor Park asking if kyu was right..

“I got sick yesterday.. well it was already four days but my body already give up yesterday so I didn’t have time to go to your place but I’m ok now my fever went low already” Professor Park said as he was looking at the floor

“angel.. I’m sorry I thought you are cheating me because I saw you and Heechul together the other day and he was so caring on ym eyes I got pissed.. I didn’t know you are sick.. angel tell me everything even if your sick or what.. I don’t care I became your boyfriend to do stuff like that taking care of you”Professor Kim said and hug Professor Park

“ne”Prfessor Park said and hug Professor Kim

As they continue hugging I saw kyu give a thumbs up to the two friends he have.. but to the three of us we are still clueless on what we are seeing right now.. then as  just as I thought kyu saw the expression we are wearing he started to talk and that stop the couple from hugging and they look at kyu

“hyung.. mind telling this three what was happening?”kyu said while laughing

“oh” Professor Park look at us and smile the usual smile he wear

“all of you sit” Professor Kim said as if he was still on class and that tone didn’t escape on Professor Park so he hit Professor on the head which gain a pout on the Professor

“well.. let me start.. as you can see I’m Professor Park.. Park Jungsu but since you kyu’s friends you can call me Leeteuk hyung outside the class.. kyu here is my cousin our mother are sisters.. so that’s the reason we are cousins..  and this guy here is Professor Kim but you can call him kangin hyung is my boyfriend.. I’m older than him but we started dating eversinc ehe started teaching here..” Leeteuk hyung said while smiling then look at kaning hyung as if passing the mic to start introducing

“you know me already.. I’m Professor Kim.. Kim youngwoon but call me Kangin hyung as leeteuk here told you.. as you can see he’s older than me but we still in relationship.. age doesn’t matter right? Hahaha!! I’m not really a strict one alike I show in class but I don’t really have a long patience.. the boy there? Kibum he’s my younger brother.. we don’t look alike right? But we are really brothers..” he said and stop already

“nice meeting you hyungs” we said as we stand and bow

“nice meeting you too” leeteuk hyung said while kangin hyung just nod

“so.. you also introduce yourself since we only know you three as our students” leeteuk said while smiling

After leeteuk said it sungmin started talking about his self

“annyeong.. I’m Lee Sungmin son of Lee Soo Man.. but I really don’t like if people telling me how rich y family is.. since I don’t really earned it.. it’s my father’s wealth not mine.. ryeowook here is my boyfriend” he said then bow

“wow.. your father is really rich having one of the biggest company in korea” kangin hyung said which gain a nod to sungmin

“I’m Lee Donghae since sungmin here don’t tell our secrets I’m one of the son of Lee Soo Man too.. but he’s the real one.. haha!! We dot mind it at all look we are bestfriends after all.. and Kibum here is my boyfriend” hae said pointing to kibum

“sungmin why did you tell us about hae as your half brother?” leeteuk look at sungmin

“it just I feel like I’m not the one who should tell it to you”he said and look on the floor

“its ok sungmin” leeteuk said and smile

Its my turn now.. aaah!! Nervousness!!

“Hi I’m Lee hyukjae but please call me eunhyuk.. since I’m used to it.. I don’t have anything to say buy Cho kyuhyun is my boyfriend” I said as I look at kyu and kyu msile at me when I said he was my boyfriend

Leeteuk look at kyu as if he was the most hateful person in the world..

“yah!! Cho kyuhyun why is it I don’t know this stuff??” leeteuk said while glaring at kyu

“hyung.. its because I just accepted him not that long and we don’t want to know everyone abut it.. only the 6 of us know it” I answered it for kyu

But no answer from leeteuk hyung but it shock me when he hug me and whispered

“please take care of him.. he might look strong but I tell you he’s not.. he easily tore into pieces” he said then release me into his hug and I can see him smile

All I can say is “n..ne”

And everyone look at us since they didn’t know what leeteuk hyung said to me..

As we continue to talk we now know everything from one another.. form the crazy laugh of leeteuk hyung to hobby and stuff everyone want..

As we continue to talk leeteuk hyung said to us..

“kids.. its already late you should go home now we still have classes tomorrow.. but now I know this two here will not attend the class since they already told the reason I will let it pass but don’t make it a habit.. we will also go now..”leeteuk hyung said and stood up

“see you tomorrow hyungs bye” we said and walk in the school ground

Aaahh.. my mind can’t function well to the revelations I found out today.. from the hyungs relation to the truth that kangin hyung is the older brother of kbum and leeteuk hyung is the cousing of kyu.. since I already know the lee brothers secret im not really shock about it..

As we walk home kyu hold my hand and smile.. we are like that until we reach our house.. we just hold our hands and silence take us.. maybe because we talk to much from before but this moment… I really want it.. I can hear my heartbeat mixing on his heart beat.. we can treasure every seconds the clock tic toc..

As I was about to enter the room.. he stop me and said..

“what did leeteuk hyung told you it really bothers me” he said

“well its really nothing just asking me to take care of you” I said.. I only said those thing not the exact words leeteuk hyung since I really don’t figure out why he said it… kyu being a fragile person.. even though you can see him as a strong man..

Kyu maybe is like a tiger man.. a strong appearance and a strong person but as you take off the mask he’s wearing he was actually a fragile and a person whom needed some care.. maybe a tiger man indeed

He just msile n my answer and kiss me on the forehead..

“I really love you.. whatever happen always remember that I love you arasso?” he said as he cup my face

“ne” I said and smile

After my answer he kiss me and walk away as I saw him walking away I remember the tiger man and smile then walk inside our house.. remembering everything that happen today.. because of that I was excited on the upcoming days since everyday a new experience happens..

“I will make sure that you will not break into pieces tiger man”