Chapter 22

-making the memory last-

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

It has been 2 days after we visited our house and it has been 2 days after I heard the news about my condition.. I pretended in front of hyukie that nothing is happening to me but at his back I was crying for the possibility that I will leave him soon.. hyukie’s smile is all I need but I know when I leave those smile will fade..

“kyu?” the owner of the smile said as I put myself to the reality and making sure that he will never know our little secret

“ne?” I said as I force a smile

“you seems different from the time we came back.. is everything alright?” he said as he look at me

“yes.. it’s nothing maybe because I’m still thinking about the memories in that house” I lied as I look at him and preventing my tears to fall as I look at this face.. the face I love

“ok” he said as he look on the books surrounding us

We are in the room.. the secret room only me and him can enter..

He look at the book and saw the board.. he went there and write something which strikes my curiosity.. I stand and look on what he is writing as I saw the words that makes my heart hurt

“Cho kyuhyun and Lee Hyukjae Forever”

I cough as I look at the back so hyukie will never see me crying.. I can’t stop my tears to fall I want to hug him but that will make him see my eyes full of tears..

I walk back at the couch as I wipe the tears away and make sure he will never think that I cried..

“will be forever kyu right?” he said as he look at me and smile

“yes forever hyuk” I said as I answer him with all my heart

Whatever happen hyuk we will be forever.. I will always love you and wherever I go I will always watch you from there and never let someone hurt you..

I look at him as he stare outside smiling..

“hyuk” I called him

“ne?” he look at me and sit beside me

“Did you know that a man is possible to bear a child in his womb?” I said as I look at him

Why did I say that? It’s because I want to experience making love to him before I die.. and if possible having a child with him..

“eh?” he said as he look at me and I guess he don’t believe me

“yes hyukie.. look at this book.. it says that 10 out of 100 men is capable of pregnancy” I said as I point out a phrase In the book we are reading at

He made an “o” face as he read the book.. then after a minute look at me and now I know he was getting what I’m thinking

“kyu.. don’t tell me you want to prove this things!!” as he move backward and I move closer to him

“why hyukie? You don’t want?” I said as I move closer to him

He didn’t answer and that’s the signal of capturing his lips

As everything went blank and heat made our way to our bodies as we share flesh to one another.. Moans and heavy breathing can be heard in the secluded room as we make love and I promise that this will be the best thing I will ever do to a person.. as we intertwine our hands together and make the last move as we heave a sigh and landed on his body as I look at his beautiful orbes..

“thank you hyukie and I love you” I said as I kiss his forehead

He smile at me and nod.. knowing what we do and what will be the consequences of this..

Days past after this activity.. hyukie been cold to me.. he talk to me when I ask something it’s like one question one answer.. he was always spacing out like thinking of something..

“hyukie” I said as I look at him and grab his hand

He just look at me waiting what I should say

“are you ok? You’re so cold to me and I don’t want it.. please talk to me tell me everything” I said as I pleaded on him and almost tear up

“nothing” he said as he look away and look at the school field

“no!! its not nothing!! You’re cold to me!! Is it because what we deed on the secret room!!!” I yelled as he startled as he didn’t expect me to yell at him

“kyu” he said as he look at me and teared up

“what’s wrong?? Tell me what’s wrong” I said as I sooth him

“I think I’m pregnant” he said as he look at me and I was shock

I dint move as I heard what he said.. he is pregnant.. he is pregnant.. out of 10 people he is one of them.. I didn’t move as I look at him..

“I know.. I shouldn’t told you that.. and now you don’t love me and leave me” he said as he cried more

“hyukie” I said but he interrupted me

“no! kyu I know.. you don’t like me at all.. I got pregnant for god sake!! I’m a man!!!” he said as he cried

“hyukie” but then again he interrupted me

“kyu.. I know!! Just let me think about it.. if you want to break up and leave it’s ok.. I will raise this kid on my own.. just don’t force yourself” as he said it

“YAH!! LEE HYUKJAE!!” I yelled to prevent him from interrupting me

He stop and look at me

“who said I don’t like this kid? I’m willing to take the responsibility.. I’m so happy.. I really want this to happen..” I said as I smile at him

“you’re not angry?” he ask as he look at me in the eyes

“no of course not!! We did it and we should take responsibility on it” I said as I move closer to him and kiss him on the lips

“but first hyukie.. let’s visit the hospital to make sure that you really are pregnant” I said as I hold his hand and look for teukie hyung

“teukie hyung??” I knock at the door and open the door revealing teukie hyung kissing kangin hyung

“HYUNG!!” I yelled and they stop as they look at me

“asih!” kangin hyung said as he galre at me

“ne kyu?” leeteuk hyung said as he approach me and leaving kangin hyung

I close the door and they look at me and hyuk with those confused eyes I look around making sure that nobody is in there..

“yah! Kyuhyun you act suspiciously” leeteuk hyung said as he sit on his chair and sip on his coffee

“hyung.. I got hyukie pregnant” as I told leeteuk hyung and here I was soak with coffee on my face

“BWAHAHAHHAA!!!” kangin hyung laugh as he look at me

I get a tissue and make sure that my face is dried up

“you’re kidding me kyu” he said as he stand up

“no hyung I think I was” hyukie said as he sit on the chair in kangin hyung’s table

“how did you know that you are pregnant?” kangin hyung said as he look at hyukie

“well.. this guy told me that out of 100 population of men around the world there is 10 of them that can be pregnant.. and we do it..days after that I can feel something is wrong with me.. vomiting every morning feeling sick and mood swing” hyukie said as he gesture like thinking hard

“did you visit the doctor kyu?” leeteuk said as he look at me

“not yet hyung” kyu said

“really kyu.. right now I want to punch you” leeteuk hyung said as he glare at me

“me too kyu” kangin hyung said as his fist clench into balls

“can I join too?” hyukie said as he smile

I look at hyukie and sigh

“I know it’s my fault but I will not abandon my wife and my child” I said as I heave a sigh

“yah!!! Who is your wife huh?!” hyukie said as he hit me on my head

“ouch!! You of course!!” I said as I look at him

“I’m not your wife!!!” he said as he glare at me

“you are.. you’re the preggy here” I said as I point to his tummy

At that moment hyukie stop and cried

“eh?!” I said as I look at hyukie

“aish!! You really are a babo” leeteuk hyung said as he comfort hyukie and put him away at me

“you know what kyu.. preggy person is so sensitive” kangin hyung said as he pat my shoulder

I looka t hyukie who is crying in leeteuk’s arms and sigh.. I move towards them and smile at hyukie who was looking at me

“mianhe” I said as I smile at him but he just look at me

“hyukie.. sorry” I said again but he never answer me back

“kyu.. it’s not that you need to say sorry” leeteuk hyung whisper

“eh?” I said as I was confused on what he is saying

“tell him he is not the wife” he said

“hyukie.. you’re not the wife ok? We are both husband” I said and he smile after that

Preggy person is a weird one.. I said to myself as I look at hyukie who is removing is body to leeteukh yung which leeteuk hyung gladly move

“we should go to the hospital” leeteuk hyung said as he look at me and I nod

“I’ll accompany you all” kangin hyung said as he raise his keys

We all smile and he gain a kiss from leeteukh yung which he gain a glare at me

As we go to the hospital.. we don’t know how to tell it in the receptionist as a man being pregnant was a rare one and I’m shy to tell it to others..

“uhm.. can we talk to dr. Shin?” leeteuk hyung said as he talk to the receptionist which we all know is not listening to leeteuk hyung but mesmerize to his looks

“uhmm.. hello?” leeteuk hyung said as he call the girl who is not attentively listening to him

“ahh.. ne?” the receptionist came back to reality as leeteuk hyung raise his hands on his face

“can we talk to dr.shin” leeteuk hyung said again

“do you have an appointment sir?” the receptionist said

“no I’m sorry” leeteuk hyung said as he bow

“oh.. I’m sorry only people who have an appointment to dr.shin is allowed to see him” the receptionist said as he look at teukie hyung and us

“oh.. I’m sad about it but thank you” teukie hyung said and look at us as he approach us he stop in the middle of his way and smile then approach the receptionist again

“ne.. but.. our friend really need him.. and I believe you can help us.. please?” he said as he say it in an attractive y voice which gain a glare from kangin hyung

“but.. he might get angry with me” the receptionist said

“believe me he will not.. trust me.. an angel like can be trusted” he said and hold the girl’s hand and smile showing his dimples

And that rate kangin hyung which is beside me is cursing his heart out on what he is seeing.. and now I think leeteukh yung there is in trouble later

“you’re dead jungsoo” kangin hyung whispered as he watch what leeteuk hyung doing

“ok.. ok.. I’ll put you in the list now” the receptionist said as he smile at leeteuk hyung and teukie hyung smile too

Teukie hyung move closer to the girl’s face and whisper something in her ears

“thank you” leeteuk hyung said

As he achieve what he wanted he go to our place and smile and give us an thumbs up

“woah!! Hyung you really can seduce someone” I said as I look at him and hyukie beside me was nodding like he was agreeing on what I’m saying

“thank you very much” leeteuk hyung said as he laugh on in high pitch one

“really?” kangin hyung said as he tell it in sarcastic way

We all look at him and we can see the black aura surrounding him

“I’m in trouble” leeteuk hyung said to himself as he was looking at kangin hyung which gaining a glare from him

“angel oppa” as we all look at the oe who called teukie hyung that

We saw the receptionist smile t teukie hyung as she was ignoring all of us

“I think kangin hyung is really pissed now” hyukie said as he was pointing to kangin hyung and I look at him

I saw him glaring like he want to kill that girl leeteuk hyung was talking to.. and a minute after he stood up and walk towards him and before I can stop him he already kissing leeteuk hyung.. leeteuk hyung with his eyes gone big and the receptionist got shock on what she was seeing right now.. hyukie and me smile on what kangin hyung did

“he already exploded” hyukie said as I nod

As kangin hyung release leeteuk hyung he smile and look at the girl

“can we see dr. shin now?” kangin hyung said and the girl just nod walk as he follow her and we stood up and walk towards where the receptionist go patting leeteuk hyung who is still in shock on what happen

As we all walk towards where the receptionist go we saw them standing in a door and looking at us

“palle!” kangin hyung said as he was waving his hand

We run towards him as I grab hyukie’s hand and he smile at me

“this is dr.shin’s office you can enter now” the receptionist said and leave as she passes by leeteukh yung who was still in shock walking towards us

“never make me jealous angel” kangin hyung said as he smile and look at teukie hyng then knock on the door

“come in” the person inside said

Kangin hyung open the door and reveal a fat man with a cookie on his hand and looking at us

“are you dr. shin?” I ask as I was looking at me

“ne.. what can I do for you?” he ask as he was looking at us and gesture us to sit down

We all sit on the sofa facing the table and he smile at us

“can I ask what do you want from me?” he said as he stand up and smile

“uhmm.. is it possible that a man get pregnant?” hyukie said as he was looking at him

I grab his hand and smile

“eh? Hmmm.. yes it is.. I have few patients that go here because he is pregnant..” dr. shin said as he smile

“then I’m pregnant?!” hyukie said as he stand up

“I don’t know mr?” dr. shin said as he was looking at hyukie

“Lee hyukjae” hyukie said

“Mr. Lee as long as we go under an observation or check if you really was” he said as he dialed something in his telephone

“I called them to ready the machine so do you want to have an check up?” he said as he smile

Hyukie nod and dr. shin look at us

“please stay here and wait us” he said as he lead hyukie outside the room and silent capture us

“yah! Talk to each other!!!” I said as I look the kangteuk couple who was looking at the other side making sure that they’re eyes won’t meet

 “don’t want” leeteuk hyung said as he pouted

“he’s the one started it.. flirting with someone in front of me” kangin hyung said as he sigh

“I’m not!! I need to do it!! Look at us now we are here!!” leeteuk hyung answered

I just watching them bickering at one another

“you don’t know how it hurts me so much” kangin hyung said as we can hear a sniff

I want to laugh but laughing right now might end my life too soon.. as leeteuk hyung hear kangin hyung’s sniff he look at him with worried eyes

Here it is.. I know him too well with a soft heart of his hearing kangin hyung crying will melt it..

“kangin” leetuek hyung said as he approach it

“mainhe.. I don’t like her ok? Trust me” he said as he smile and show his dimples

Kanginh yung look at him and smile then nod.. only today that I saw kangin hyung acting this way.. he is not that strong at all.. I smile as I saw them with those smile and stares..

“but..” leeteuk hyung said as we two look at him

“you don’t need to kiss me in front of everyone!!” leeteuk hyung said as he jokily punch kangin hyung and laugh

“it’s just you keep ignoring me with that girl” kangin hyung pouted and leeteuk hyung laugh

I smile as I look at the two.. hyukie can we reach the time that we will be like them?? That I will get jealous to things that I don’t like and you will sooth me when I cry.. where we live in the same house and woke up seeing your beautiful face.. cooking me in the morning as we go to work and seeing each other after going to work.. going to the park with our child.. and living for a long time by your side..

As I keep on thinking I didn’t notice the tears in my eyes and the two looking at me..
“kyu? Are you ok?” leeteuk hyung said as he look at me worriedly

“ne hyung.. I just happy seeing you two ok now..” I said as I smile

“you seems that you’re not” kangin hyung said and leeteuk hyung glare at me

“no hyung I’am really happy” I said as I smile again

They nod as they still look at em as my tears can’t stop falling

“hyung? Can I still live until I see my child grow up?” I ask leeteuk hyung as I know he got off guard on my question

“eh?? Of course!! You will live until your child grow up. Be a man and have his/her own child too.. and he will call you as ajusshi!!” leeteuk said and smile

“can I stop the time and get this illness away?” I ask again

And at that time leeteuk hyung cried

“kyu.. everything will be alright.. don’t worry.. you will be cured and it seems like nothing happened” he said as he hug me

“I don’t want to leave him hyung” I said as I hug him and cried

“you won’t.. I already said you won’t right? I’m an angel remember?” he said as he look at me and smile

“an angel won’t lie to you.. specially this angel” kangin hyung said as he look at me and smile

I nod and sit on the sofa and just lower my head.. as we wait on the time dr. shin and hyukie arrive I think on the pros and cons of my illness.. how can I survive and how can I overcome it.. how hyukie will do if I leave.. how can he live without me.. how our child grow up without knowing his father.. I sigh on the negative thoughts I make and look at the two whom smiling to me.. KYUHYUN!! Look!! They are thinking the positive way and then you’re not!!

I smile and nod.. I will make sure that I will never lose on this illness.. I will overcome this!!

As I think about it.. the door open and dr.shin walk inside followed by hyukie who was walking with his head lowered and look at us..

“HE IS PREGNANT” said dr.shin