Chapter 19

-everything will be alright.. do you think so?-

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up and saw the white ceiling.. the smell of the hospital and still I feel the pain in my head and the weight coming from my hand.. I move my head and saw hyuk’s head leaning on the bed and his hand holding mine.. I smile on the sight.. so the weight I feel comes from him.. I look around and saw minwook couple sleeping and kangin sitting on the floor and sleeping.. he’s face feels not comfortable but I know him from the start he will make sure everyone if feeling comfortable and let his self feel uncomfortable.. I move my hand and that make my lover wake up..

“kyu” he said as he look at me

“good morning” I said as I smile

But the thing I got shock is he hug me and cried.. at first it was a sob but as the time goes by his cry turn into a loud one that makes kangin hyung wake up..

Kangin hyung look at us and stood up..

“what happen?” he said and look at me

I look at him and show the i-don’t-know look.. he  just smile at me and rub hyuk’s back..

“he just miss you kyu.. he never leave your side ever since you came up here.. I’ll look at the other room if my angel is already awake” he said and smile

But before he left I stop him

“hyung… how was siwon hyung?” I ask as I look at him

His smile faded away and I feel that siwon hyung’s condition is not good.. I must go to him..

“leeteuk hyung will be the one telling you about siwon” he said and leave the room as I stare on the close door..

I look at hyuk who was still sobbing quietly..

“hyuk.. stop crying I’m ok..” I said as I smile at him

“are you sure?” he said as he look at me

I kiss him and claim my good morning kiss and nod.. I smile as he show me the face of shock as I planted my kiss on him.. he never change.. every time that I’m the one kissing him he got shock..

I laugh at his reaction and he just pouted..

“don’t think too much kyu ok? Leeteuk hyung said that you think too much and the result is this..” hyuk said as he look at me with his worried eyes

“ne ne” I said

“let’s sleep again.. I’m really sleepy” he said

“ok.. come here let’s share” I said as I move a little to have a space on him and he lied down and minutes after we both enter the dream land..

 

-KANGIN’S POV-

As I close the door of kyuhyun’s room.. I sigh.. I don’t expect him to ask a question about siwon.. I look at them again before proceeding to siwon’s room and saw the couple sleeping again.. I smile at it and walk..

As I enter the room everyone is still sleeping.. they really are tired.. i walk towards my angel and see his peaceful face as he sleep.. I kiss his forehead and he move but just to face the right side.. I sit on the sofa where he was sleeping.. should I wake him up?

“angel” I shook him but he just move a little

I just smile.. this is the thing I hate about him.. it’s hard for him to wake up.. and when he wake up the mood is really scary..

“angel.. please wake up” I said again and shook him harder

He open his eyes and I can’t see the angel side of him.. every morning devil teukie is the one you will encounter..

“WHAT?!” he yelled at me

Patience kangin.. you need to be calm.. it’s your angel.. he just like this when you wake him up

“it’s already morning angel” I said

He just glare at me.. and then the first thing I saw is a fist flying on my face.. and then a pain on my right cheeks.. yes he punch me!!

“don’t ever wake me up you raccoon!!” he said as he still glare at me

I stare at him and that’s it.. goodbye patience..

“YAH!!!” I yelled at him

“its hurt!! You always do that thing.. you’re the one who said we will switch 6 am in the morning and now this is all I got from following you!!” I said as I rub my face

He just stare at me and slowly he’s face calm down and I can feel that he is fully awake and my angel is back

“OMO!! Not again kangin” he said as he move closer to me trying to see my face

“yes! You punch me again! You always do that!!” I said and pout

He smile and kiss me on lips

“I’m sorry.. I just.. it’s hard on waking up early in the morning” he said and smile showing his dimples

My anger got away because of those dimples.. this angel.. I hug him and remember what kyu ask me before I go here..

“oh! Angel! Kyu woke up a little while but he sleep again with hyuk.. but he ask about siwon’s condition..” I said and I can see leeteuk’s expression change

“what did you say?” he said

“I said you will be the one to tell about siwon’s condition” I said as I look at him praying that what I said is correct

“WHAT?!” he yelled

And I can see hae waking up because of it..

“what happen?” he said while rubbing his eyes

“GO BACK TO SLEEP YOU FISH!! DON’T ITERFERE HERE!!!” leeteuk yelled

As donghae heard the yell he quickly slid his body in the bed and pretended to sleep..

“teukie.. don’t yell on the kid.. I don’t know what to say.. and it’s the first thing that come up on my mind” I said and I can see leeteuk’s face not changing his expression

“BUT!!! THE DOCTOR IS THE ONE THAT SHOULD TOLD KYU ABOUT THE NEWS!!! NOT ME!!!” he said

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” I yelled also but my expression didn’t change knowing my angel will get scared

He stop talking as I raise a voice on him.. he look at siwon and just sigh.. as we think about what leeteuk should say the door open revealing kyu and eunhyuk..

 

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up after falling asleep with hyukie.. as I open my eyes I saw hyukie smiling at me..

“hyukie” I said as I smiled at him

“your awake” he said and kiss me

I look at him and remember siwon hyung..

“hyukie.. can you accompany me to siwon hyung’s room?” I said and I can completely see his shock face

“are you sure?” he said as he was not sure about what I said

“yes.. I want to see him and talk to him”I said

He just nod and sigh.. he got up and help me to sit down and put my slippers on.. I’m totally ok.. just my body feel weak..

“let’s go” I said

We walk outside leaving the couple sleeping.. I wonder why they don’t budge up everyone is awake still they are not waking up.. I laugh at the thought..

As we walk hyuk stop and I look at him..

“here’s the room” he said and look at room 013

I smiled at him but as I touch the doorknob I hear a yell.. and I believe it’s from kangin hyung..

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” kangin hyung said

Silence surrounded the room and that is the time I open the room revealing leeteuk and kangin hyung in the sofa and kihae couple still sleeping.. as I roam my eyes I saw siwon hyung in the bed with breathing operator and those irritating machine telling what’s my brother state was..

I stare at siwon hyung..

“kyu..” I can hear leeteuk hyung said

“siwon hyung..” I whispered

Hyuk help me to walk inside and he close the door as we enter..

“kyu.. why are you here?? It’s go if you’re in your room” leeteuk said as he glare at kangin hyung

“what’s siwon hyung’s condition?” I ask as I look at siwon hyung

“let’s wait for the doctor kyu he’s the one that will tell everything from you” leeteuk hyung

I feel tears coming up in my eyes..

“ HYUNG!!! JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO ME!!! I DON’T WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE!!” I yelled at leeteuk hyung who was taken a back from what I said

“sorry hyung” I said as I saw his face got shock and his eyes started to tearing up

“sit first kyu” he said as he nod and sit beside kangin hyung as kangin hyung comforting him

I sit beside siwon hyung’s bed and hyuk standing beside me

“as you can see kyu.. siwon’s condition is not good.. he was in coma and we didn’t know when will he wake up.. he’s still under observation due to injuries he got from the accident” leeteuk hyung said

I cried and look at hyung..

“siwon hyung.. wake up please” I said as he hold his hand and seeing him with no reaction

“hyung.. wake up.. don’t sleep! I’m here!! Your younger brother is here!!” I said and I can sense everyone crying

I cried while holding siwon hyung’s hand..  while hyukie holding my shoulder

We waited for an hour as minwook enter the room and kihae already waken up.. and we are just staring blankly on the space and silence completely eaten us up..

As we are waiting the doctor enter and I stood up so does leeteuk hyung..

“how was the results doctor?” leeteuk hyung said

I look at the doctor as he look at the papers he was holding

“he was still in coma sad to say.. but he was out of danger now.. we just hope he was willing to wake up and wait for him is a good thing.. he’s injuries will soon heal up as it takes time” the doctor said

Everyone lighten up as the news spread the room and leeteuk hyung smiled at me as I started to tear up about the good news about siwon hyung’s recovery.. but still he’s in coma

“kyu.. he’s going to wake up.. he’s ok” leeteuk hyung said

I smiled and nod..

Hearing that we just need to wait for hyung to wake up.. I had high hope that he will.. after that when he wake up.. I will tell everything and forgive him.. tell him I miss him a lot..

As days goes by.. I was allowed to stay in the hospital to accompany my brother and wait for him to wake up.. hyukie always go here after class and sometimes stay all night.. kibum also go here to deliver our everyday lectures.. kangin hyung was also visiting me as he teaches me the lectures due to leeteuk hyung’s command.. leeteuk hyung also go here to check my health which his somehow very intrigue.. but I don’t mind it..

Every day I try to talk to siwon hyung.. telling him everything happen to me after he left my from Cho family.. hoping he will hear it..

“hyung.. you know what.. I waited for you for a long time.. I even became a cold person and not so talkative.. because I think that I have the worst life ever.. and telling it to everyone is not a good thing” I said as I look at hyung

“but.. when I already saw you again.. I know I’m angry but I know deep in my heart I want to hug you.. hear you saying my name and telling me stories from the time you left me.. but pride really got me and here I’ am regretting everything..” I said as I hold his hand and cried

I cried and cried as I remember the day before the accident happen..

“excuse me.. but.. are waiting for someone?” I said to the man

He look at me and saw the man that I don’t want to see.. the man I don’t want to encounter right now.. or for the rest of my life.. my face got blank seeing him.. and my eyes filled with anger..

“kyu.. I was waiting for you” he said looking at his face he was glad to see me

“leave now.. I don’t want to see you nor talk to you” I said and walk toward our door

“but kyu.. we need to talk” he walk towards me and get my hand

“don’t you ever touch me!” I glare at him and he immediately let go of my hand

“kyu.. I know you’re mad  at me.. but give me a chance to talk to you” he said lowering his head

“you already told me everything.. now leave or you want me to call a police and let you out here” I push him resulting for him to fall on the ground

His face was hurt.. from what I did or what I said? I don’t care!! I don’t want to talk to him and that’s final!!

I open the door and look at him with piercing look and walk inside closing the door..

On the other hand..

Siwon was crying his hear out on what happen..

“I really regret what I did.. I really regret obeying our dad said” he said as he stood up and leave

I look outside as siwon hyung walk away and seeing him in a sad phase.. my heart feel pain..

“why are you sad kyu seeing him like that” I ask myself

But I got surprise when someone answer my question

“it’s because he’s precious to you kyu” I look at my back seeing ahra noona looking at me

Now I know you’re really precious to me.. I just deny the fact that you are.. I lean my head as I cried.. it has been 6 months since siwon hyung been in this state.. and here I’ am waiting for him to wake up..

“hyung” I cried as I desperately want him to wake up

I cried and cried until I feel a hand on my head

I look at the hand and saw siwon hyung looking at me and he smile.. i look at him to make sure my eyes are not fooling me that my brother is  already awake.. I cried more.. realizing that he was really awake.. as soon as the thing registered on my head I hug him tight..

“hyung.. I miss you” I said as I cried hard on his shoulder as I hug him

“kyu… you’re.. still a.. crybaby” he said with those oxygen mask in his mouth

I cried and cried until I remember I was leaning on him and maybe he was in a hard position.. I move away and smile..

“it’s good that you’re back hyung!” I said as I flash my smile but can see the tears on my face

“it’s really..good..to be.. back” he said and I can see him feeling happy

“oh! I will call the doctor!!” I said as I run outside the room to look for the doctor and a minute or so the doctor is with me as he run towards the room and I called everyone up telling the news and they hurriedly came to the hospital..

“so.. Mr. Cho.. you really are amazing.. you’re body is in a good state now but we still need to check it ok?” the doctor said and siwon hyung just nod

After the doctor said everyone shout for joy as they can see siwon hyung waking up..

“yah!! Siwon!! What do you think bumping the car with your body huh?! You’re not a superman!!” kangin hyung said and gain a hit from the head coming from leeteuk hyung which everyone laugh

“kyu’s accompanying you really works ne? so kyu better attend class since you left 6 months..” leeteuk hyung said in a teacher tone

Siwon hyung look at me and I got shy because of that statement

“yah!! Hyung!!” I said and I just smile and hyuk hug me

“thank you kyu” siwon hyung said

“you’re welcome hyung.. and everyone thank you for the help!” I said as I bow at them

“nah! It’s ok..” kangin hyung said as he mess my hair and leeteuk hyung just smile and show his dimples.. I look at hyuk and he kiss me and everyone say “ooohhh”

“hey..hey.. I’m injured here.. seeing you like that makes me worst” siwon hyung joke and everyone laugh except me and hyuk which pouted on it..

“aaahhh.. the crying baby once I had really grown romantic here” siwon hyung said

“hyunggg….” I said and again gain another laugh

Really it was the most happy moment I ever had.. after the laughing time we got and the teasing coming from the kangin hyung, leteuk hyung and siwon hyung.. everyone say goodbye as time really got fast and it got dark outside..

“bye hyung.. kangin hyung.. make sure leeteuk hyung go home safely!!” I said as I look at kangin hyung and leeteuk hyung going out of the room

“yes! Yes! So protective.. I will take care of your cousin kiddo” kangin hyung said as he close the door

“we need to leave now kyu” wookie said as he hold sungmin’s waist

“ok.. take care ok?” I said as I smile

So the one left is kihae couple and hyuk..

“hyuk? Are you staying tonight?” I ask as I look at him

“no kyu.. I need to go home.. my mom want me to go home today” he said and smile at me

“ooohh..” I said as I feel sad

“it’s ok.. I will visit first thing in the morning ok?” he said and I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I need to go.. hae here is sleepy.. I will accompany also hyuk in his house” kibum said

“ok bummie.. be careful on my monkey ok?” I said as I kiss hyuk’s forehead

“be safe” I whisper as he nod and leave the room

I look at siwon who was staring the whole time at us as we bid goodbye..

“you really got a nice friends kyu” he said as he smile at me

“ne..” I said as I sit on the chair near the bed

“so.. leeteuk hyung is your cousin?” he ask

“yes.. he’s OUR cousin.. hyung you will be his cousin too..” I said

He look at me.. and he just smile at the thought

“mom and dad died.. we just the two of us kyu” he said

“no hyung.. we have them.. you can be in our family too” I said as I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I just thought.. will it work if we leave for ourselves?” he said

I look at him.. this is it.. this what hyukie said when we are in the beach

“no hyung.. I don’t like it.. I will never leave everyone..” I said as my smile faded away

“just like what I thought” he said

“will let it be..” he said and smile

“you will be in the family hyung.. ok?” I said as I look at his eyes directly

“I guess so” he said and I smile at the approval

“so.. hyukie here is..” he said as he look at me with those teasing eyes

“he’s my boyfriend.. he’s my first love..” I said and told everything to him

I told him how I met him during the first year days.. how I got his number and talk to him.. how he reject me.. our first meeting which turn to a fail one.. the first date.. everything..

“you really love him kyu..” siwon hyung said as he laugh

“ne” I said in a confidence one

“good.. as long as you love someone then it’s good.. don’t make him cry ok?” he said

“of course hyung!!” I said like telling the weirdest thing on earth

As we talk and talk about random stuff.. we got sleepy with a smile.. and contented.. having my brother in my side is the best thing in my life..

 

DIDN’T KYU KNOW THAT SOMETHING COMING IN HIS LIFE THAT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING TURN UPSIDE DOWN..Chapter 19

-everything will be alright.. do you think so?-

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up and saw the white ceiling.. the smell of the hospital and still I feel the pain in my head and the weight coming from my hand.. I move my head and saw hyuk’s head leaning on the bed and his hand holding mine.. I smile on the sight.. so the weight I feel comes from him.. I look around and saw minwook couple sleeping and kangin sitting on the floor and sleeping.. he’s face feels not comfortable but I know him from the start he will make sure everyone if feeling comfortable and let his self feel uncomfortable.. I move my hand and that make my lover wake up..

“kyu” he said as he look at me

“good morning” I said as I smile

But the thing I got shock is he hug me and cried.. at first it was a sob but as the time goes by his cry turn into a loud one that makes kangin hyung wake up..

Kangin hyung look at us and stood up..

“what happen?” he said and look at me

I look at him and show the i-don’t-know look.. he  just smile at me and rub hyuk’s back..

“he just miss you kyu.. he never leave your side ever since you came up here.. I’ll look at the other room if my angel is already awake” he said and smile

But before he left I stop him

“hyung… how was siwon hyung?” I ask as I look at him

His smile faded away and I feel that siwon hyung’s condition is not good.. I must go to him..

“leeteuk hyung will be the one telling you about siwon” he said and leave the room as I stare on the close door..

I look at hyuk who was still sobbing quietly..

“hyuk.. stop crying I’m ok..” I said as I smile at him

“are you sure?” he said as he look at me

I kiss him and claim my good morning kiss and nod.. I smile as he show me the face of shock as I planted my kiss on him.. he never change.. every time that I’m the one kissing him he got shock..

I laugh at his reaction and he just pouted..

“don’t think too much kyu ok? Leeteuk hyung said that you think too much and the result is this..” hyuk said as he look at me with his worried eyes

“ne ne” I said

“let’s sleep again.. I’m really sleepy” he said

“ok.. come here let’s share” I said as I move a little to have a space on him and he lied down and minutes after we both enter the dream land..

 

-KANGIN’S POV-

As I close the door of kyuhyun’s room.. I sigh.. I don’t expect him to ask a question about siwon.. I look at them again before proceeding to siwon’s room and saw the couple sleeping again.. I smile at it and walk..

As I enter the room everyone is still sleeping.. they really are tired.. i walk towards my angel and see his peaceful face as he sleep.. I kiss his forehead and he move but just to face the right side.. I sit on the sofa where he was sleeping.. should I wake him up?

“angel” I shook him but he just move a little

I just smile.. this is the thing I hate about him.. it’s hard for him to wake up.. and when he wake up the mood is really scary..

“angel.. please wake up” I said again and shook him harder

He open his eyes and I can’t see the angel side of him.. every morning devil teukie is the one you will encounter..

“WHAT?!” he yelled at me

Patience kangin.. you need to be calm.. it’s your angel.. he just like this when you wake him up

“it’s already morning angel” I said

He just glare at me.. and then the first thing I saw is a fist flying on my face.. and then a pain on my right cheeks.. yes he punch me!!

“don’t ever wake me up you raccoon!!” he said as he still glare at me

I stare at him and that’s it.. goodbye patience..

“YAH!!!” I yelled at him

“its hurt!! You always do that thing.. you’re the one who said we will switch 6 am in the morning and now this is all I got from following you!!” I said as I rub my face

He just stare at me and slowly he’s face calm down and I can feel that he is fully awake and my angel is back

“OMO!! Not again kangin” he said as he move closer to me trying to see my face

“yes! You punch me again! You always do that!!” I said and pout

He smile and kiss me on lips

“I’m sorry.. I just.. it’s hard on waking up early in the morning” he said and smile showing his dimples

My anger got away because of those dimples.. this angel.. I hug him and remember what kyu ask me before I go here..

“oh! Angel! Kyu woke up a little while but he sleep again with hyuk.. but he ask about siwon’s condition..” I said and I can see leeteuk’s expression change

“what did you say?” he said

“I said you will be the one to tell about siwon’s condition” I said as I look at him praying that what I said is correct

“WHAT?!” he yelled

And I can see hae waking up because of it..

“what happen?” he said while rubbing his eyes

“GO BACK TO SLEEP YOU FISH!! DON’T ITERFERE HERE!!!” leeteuk yelled

As donghae heard the yell he quickly slid his body in the bed and pretended to sleep..

“teukie.. don’t yell on the kid.. I don’t know what to say.. and it’s the first thing that come up on my mind” I said and I can see leeteuk’s face not changing his expression

“BUT!!! THE DOCTOR IS THE ONE THAT SHOULD TOLD KYU ABOUT THE NEWS!!! NOT ME!!!” he said

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” I yelled also but my expression didn’t change knowing my angel will get scared

He stop talking as I raise a voice on him.. he look at siwon and just sigh.. as we think about what leeteuk should say the door open revealing kyu and eunhyuk..

 

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up after falling asleep with hyukie.. as I open my eyes I saw hyukie smiling at me..

“hyukie” I said as I smiled at him

“your awake” he said and kiss me

I look at him and remember siwon hyung..

“hyukie.. can you accompany me to siwon hyung’s room?” I said and I can completely see his shock face

“are you sure?” he said as he was not sure about what I said

“yes.. I want to see him and talk to him”I said

He just nod and sigh.. he got up and help me to sit down and put my slippers on.. I’m totally ok.. just my body feel weak..

“let’s go” I said

We walk outside leaving the couple sleeping.. I wonder why they don’t budge up everyone is awake still they are not waking up.. I laugh at the thought..

As we walk hyuk stop and I look at him..

“here’s the room” he said and look at room 013

I smiled at him but as I touch the doorknob I hear a yell.. and I believe it’s from kangin hyung..

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” kangin hyung said

Silence surrounded the room and that is the time I open the room revealing leeteuk and kangin hyung in the sofa and kihae couple still sleeping.. as I roam my eyes I saw siwon hyung in the bed with breathing operator and those irritating machine telling what’s my brother state was..

I stare at siwon hyung..

“kyu..” I can hear leeteuk hyung said

“siwon hyung..” I whispered

Hyuk help me to walk inside and he close the door as we enter..

“kyu.. why are you here?? It’s go if you’re in your room” leeteuk said as he glare at kangin hyung

“what’s siwon hyung’s condition?” I ask as I look at siwon hyung

“let’s wait for the doctor kyu he’s the one that will tell everything from you” leeteuk hyung

I feel tears coming up in my eyes..

“ HYUNG!!! JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO ME!!! I DON’T WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE!!” I yelled at leeteuk hyung who was taken a back from what I said

“sorry hyung” I said as I saw his face got shock and his eyes started to tearing up

“sit first kyu” he said as he nod and sit beside kangin hyung as kangin hyung comforting him

I sit beside siwon hyung’s bed and hyuk standing beside me

“as you can see kyu.. siwon’s condition is not good.. he was in coma and we didn’t know when will he wake up.. he’s still under observation due to injuries he got from the accident” leeteuk hyung said

I cried and look at hyung..

“siwon hyung.. wake up please” I said as he hold his hand and seeing him with no reaction

“hyung.. wake up.. don’t sleep! I’m here!! Your younger brother is here!!” I said and I can sense everyone crying

I cried while holding siwon hyung’s hand..  while hyukie holding my shoulder

We waited for an hour as minwook enter the room and kihae already waken up.. and we are just staring blankly on the space and silence completely eaten us up..

As we are waiting the doctor enter and I stood up so does leeteuk hyung..

“how was the results doctor?” leeteuk hyung said

I look at the doctor as he look at the papers he was holding

“he was still in coma sad to say.. but he was out of danger now.. we just hope he was willing to wake up and wait for him is a good thing.. he’s injuries will soon heal up as it takes time” the doctor said

Everyone lighten up as the news spread the room and leeteuk hyung smiled at me as I started to tear up about the good news about siwon hyung’s recovery.. but still he’s in coma

“kyu.. he’s going to wake up.. he’s ok” leeteuk hyung said

I smiled and nod..

Hearing that we just need to wait for hyung to wake up.. I had high hope that he will.. after that when he wake up.. I will tell everything and forgive him.. tell him I miss him a lot..

As days goes by.. I was allowed to stay in the hospital to accompany my brother and wait for him to wake up.. hyukie always go here after class and sometimes stay all night.. kibum also go here to deliver our everyday lectures.. kangin hyung was also visiting me as he teaches me the lectures due to leeteuk hyung’s command.. leeteuk hyung also go here to check my health which his somehow very intrigue.. but I don’t mind it..

Every day I try to talk to siwon hyung.. telling him everything happen to me after he left my from Cho family.. hoping he will hear it..

“hyung.. you know what.. I waited for you for a long time.. I even became a cold person and not so talkative.. because I think that I have the worst life ever.. and telling it to everyone is not a good thing” I said as I look at hyung

“but.. when I already saw you again.. I know I’m angry but I know deep in my heart I want to hug you.. hear you saying my name and telling me stories from the time you left me.. but pride really got me and here I’ am regretting everything..” I said as I hold his hand and cried

I cried and cried as I remember the day before the accident happen..

“excuse me.. but.. are waiting for someone?” I said to the man

He look at me and saw the man that I don’t want to see.. the man I don’t want to encounter right now.. or for the rest of my life.. my face got blank seeing him.. and my eyes filled with anger..

“kyu.. I was waiting for you” he said looking at his face he was glad to see me

“leave now.. I don’t want to see you nor talk to you” I said and walk toward our door

“but kyu.. we need to talk” he walk towards me and get my hand

“don’t you ever touch me!” I glare at him and he immediately let go of my hand

“kyu.. I know you’re mad  at me.. but give me a chance to talk to you” he said lowering his head

“you already told me everything.. now leave or you want me to call a police and let you out here” I push him resulting for him to fall on the ground

His face was hurt.. from what I did or what I said? I don’t care!! I don’t want to talk to him and that’s final!!

I open the door and look at him with piercing look and walk inside closing the door..

On the other hand..

Siwon was crying his hear out on what happen..

“I really regret what I did.. I really regret obeying our dad said” he said as he stood up and leave

I look outside as siwon hyung walk away and seeing him in a sad phase.. my heart feel pain..

“why are you sad kyu seeing him like that” I ask myself

But I got surprise when someone answer my question

“it’s because he’s precious to you kyu” I look at my back seeing ahra noona looking at me

Now I know you’re really precious to me.. I just deny the fact that you are.. I lean my head as I cried.. it has been 6 months since siwon hyung been in this state.. and here I’ am waiting for him to wake up..

“hyung” I cried as I desperately want him to wake up

I cried and cried until I feel a hand on my head

I look at the hand and saw siwon hyung looking at me and he smile.. i look at him to make sure my eyes are not fooling me that my brother is  already awake.. I cried more.. realizing that he was really awake.. as soon as the thing registered on my head I hug him tight..

“hyung.. I miss you” I said as I cried hard on his shoulder as I hug him

“kyu… you’re.. still a.. crybaby” he said with those oxygen mask in his mouth

I cried and cried until I remember I was leaning on him and maybe he was in a hard position.. I move away and smile..

“it’s good that you’re back hyung!” I said as I flash my smile but can see the tears on my face

“it’s really..good..to be.. back” he said and I can see him feeling happy

“oh! I will call the doctor!!” I said as I run outside the room to look for the doctor and a minute or so the doctor is with me as he run towards the room and I called everyone up telling the news and they hurriedly came to the hospital..

“so.. Mr. Cho.. you really are amazing.. you’re body is in a good state now but we still need to check it ok?” the doctor said and siwon hyung just nod

After the doctor said everyone shout for joy as they can see siwon hyung waking up..

“yah!! Siwon!! What do you think bumping the car with your body huh?! You’re not a superman!!” kangin hyung said and gain a hit from the head coming from leeteuk hyung which everyone laugh

“kyu’s accompanying you really works ne? so kyu better attend class since you left 6 months..” leeteuk hyung said in a teacher tone

Siwon hyung look at me and I got shy because of that statement

“yah!! Hyung!!” I said and I just smile and hyuk hug me

“thank you kyu” siwon hyung said

“you’re welcome hyung.. and everyone thank you for the help!” I said as I bow at them

“nah! It’s ok..” kangin hyung said as he mess my hair and leeteuk hyung just smile and show his dimples.. I look at hyuk and he kiss me and everyone say “ooohhh”

“hey..hey.. I’m injured here.. seeing you like that makes me worst” siwon hyung joke and everyone laugh except me and hyuk which pouted on it..

“aaahhh.. the crying baby once I had really grown romantic here” siwon hyung said

“hyunggg….” I said and again gain another laugh

Really it was the most happy moment I ever had.. after the laughing time we got and the teasing coming from the kangin hyung, leteuk hyung and siwon hyung.. everyone say goodbye as time really got fast and it got dark outside..

“bye hyung.. kangin hyung.. make sure leeteuk hyung go home safely!!” I said as I look at kangin hyung and leeteuk hyung going out of the room

“yes! Yes! So protective.. I will take care of your cousin kiddo” kangin hyung said as he close the door

“we need to leave now kyu” wookie said as he hold sungmin’s waist

“ok.. take care ok?” I said as I smile

So the one left is kihae couple and hyuk..

“hyuk? Are you staying tonight?” I ask as I look at him

“no kyu.. I need to go home.. my mom want me to go home today” he said and smile at me

“ooohh..” I said as I feel sad

“it’s ok.. I will visit first thing in the morning ok?” he said and I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I need to go.. hae here is sleepy.. I will accompany also hyuk in his house” kibum said

“ok bummie.. be careful on my monkey ok?” I said as I kiss hyuk’s forehead

“be safe” I whisper as he nod and leave the room

I look at siwon who was staring the whole time at us as we bid goodbye..

“you really got a nice friends kyu” he said as he smile at me

“ne..” I said as I sit on the chair near the bed

“so.. leeteuk hyung is your cousin?” he ask

“yes.. he’s OUR cousin.. hyung you will be his cousin too..” I said

He look at me.. and he just smile at the thought

“mom and dad died.. we just the two of us kyu” he said

“no hyung.. we have them.. you can be in our family too” I said as I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I just thought.. will it work if we leave for ourselves?” he said

I look at him.. this is it.. this what hyukie said when we are in the beach

“no hyung.. I don’t like it.. I will never leave everyone..” I said as my smile faded away

“just like what I thought” he said

“will let it be..” he said and smile

“you will be in the family hyung.. ok?” I said as I look at his eyes directly

“I guess so” he said and I smile at the approval

“so.. hyukie here is..” he said as he look at me with those teasing eyes

“he’s my boyfriend.. he’s my first love..” I said and told everything to him

I told him how I met him during the first year days.. how I got his number and talk to him.. how he reject me.. our first meeting which turn to a fail one.. the first date.. everything..

“you really love him kyu..” siwon hyung said as he laugh

“ne” I said in a confidence one

“good.. as long as you love someone then it’s good.. don’t make him cry ok?” he said

“of course hyung!!” I said like telling the weirdest thing on earth

As we talk and talk about random stuff.. we got sleepy with a smile.. and contented.. having my brother in my side is the best thing in my life..

 

DIDN’T KYU KNOW THAT SOMETHING COMING IN HIS LIFE THAT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING TURN UPSIDE DOWN..Chapter 19

-everything will be alright.. do you think so?-

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up and saw the white ceiling.. the smell of the hospital and still I feel the pain in my head and the weight coming from my hand.. I move my head and saw hyuk’s head leaning on the bed and his hand holding mine.. I smile on the sight.. so the weight I feel comes from him.. I look around and saw minwook couple sleeping and kangin sitting on the floor and sleeping.. he’s face feels not comfortable but I know him from the start he will make sure everyone if feeling comfortable and let his self feel uncomfortable.. I move my hand and that make my lover wake up..

“kyu” he said as he look at me

“good morning” I said as I smile

But the thing I got shock is he hug me and cried.. at first it was a sob but as the time goes by his cry turn into a loud one that makes kangin hyung wake up..

Kangin hyung look at us and stood up..

“what happen?” he said and look at me

I look at him and show the i-don’t-know look.. he  just smile at me and rub hyuk’s back..

“he just miss you kyu.. he never leave your side ever since you came up here.. I’ll look at the other room if my angel is already awake” he said and smile

But before he left I stop him

“hyung… how was siwon hyung?” I ask as I look at him

His smile faded away and I feel that siwon hyung’s condition is not good.. I must go to him..

“leeteuk hyung will be the one telling you about siwon” he said and leave the room as I stare on the close door..

I look at hyuk who was still sobbing quietly..

“hyuk.. stop crying I’m ok..” I said as I smile at him

“are you sure?” he said as he look at me

I kiss him and claim my good morning kiss and nod.. I smile as he show me the face of shock as I planted my kiss on him.. he never change.. every time that I’m the one kissing him he got shock..

I laugh at his reaction and he just pouted..

“don’t think too much kyu ok? Leeteuk hyung said that you think too much and the result is this..” hyuk said as he look at me with his worried eyes

“ne ne” I said

“let’s sleep again.. I’m really sleepy” he said

“ok.. come here let’s share” I said as I move a little to have a space on him and he lied down and minutes after we both enter the dream land..

 

-KANGIN’S POV-

As I close the door of kyuhyun’s room.. I sigh.. I don’t expect him to ask a question about siwon.. I look at them again before proceeding to siwon’s room and saw the couple sleeping again.. I smile at it and walk..

As I enter the room everyone is still sleeping.. they really are tired.. i walk towards my angel and see his peaceful face as he sleep.. I kiss his forehead and he move but just to face the right side.. I sit on the sofa where he was sleeping.. should I wake him up?

“angel” I shook him but he just move a little

I just smile.. this is the thing I hate about him.. it’s hard for him to wake up.. and when he wake up the mood is really scary..

“angel.. please wake up” I said again and shook him harder

He open his eyes and I can’t see the angel side of him.. every morning devil teukie is the one you will encounter..

“WHAT?!” he yelled at me

Patience kangin.. you need to be calm.. it’s your angel.. he just like this when you wake him up

“it’s already morning angel” I said

He just glare at me.. and then the first thing I saw is a fist flying on my face.. and then a pain on my right cheeks.. yes he punch me!!

“don’t ever wake me up you raccoon!!” he said as he still glare at me

I stare at him and that’s it.. goodbye patience..

“YAH!!!” I yelled at him

“its hurt!! You always do that thing.. you’re the one who said we will switch 6 am in the morning and now this is all I got from following you!!” I said as I rub my face

He just stare at me and slowly he’s face calm down and I can feel that he is fully awake and my angel is back

“OMO!! Not again kangin” he said as he move closer to me trying to see my face

“yes! You punch me again! You always do that!!” I said and pout

He smile and kiss me on lips

“I’m sorry.. I just.. it’s hard on waking up early in the morning” he said and smile showing his dimples

My anger got away because of those dimples.. this angel.. I hug him and remember what kyu ask me before I go here..

“oh! Angel! Kyu woke up a little while but he sleep again with hyuk.. but he ask about siwon’s condition..” I said and I can see leeteuk’s expression change

“what did you say?” he said

“I said you will be the one to tell about siwon’s condition” I said as I look at him praying that what I said is correct

“WHAT?!” he yelled

And I can see hae waking up because of it..

“what happen?” he said while rubbing his eyes

“GO BACK TO SLEEP YOU FISH!! DON’T ITERFERE HERE!!!” leeteuk yelled

As donghae heard the yell he quickly slid his body in the bed and pretended to sleep..

“teukie.. don’t yell on the kid.. I don’t know what to say.. and it’s the first thing that come up on my mind” I said and I can see leeteuk’s face not changing his expression

“BUT!!! THE DOCTOR IS THE ONE THAT SHOULD TOLD KYU ABOUT THE NEWS!!! NOT ME!!!” he said

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” I yelled also but my expression didn’t change knowing my angel will get scared

He stop talking as I raise a voice on him.. he look at siwon and just sigh.. as we think about what leeteuk should say the door open revealing kyu and eunhyuk..

 

 

-KYUHYUN’S POV-

I woke up after falling asleep with hyukie.. as I open my eyes I saw hyukie smiling at me..

“hyukie” I said as I smiled at him

“your awake” he said and kiss me

I look at him and remember siwon hyung..

“hyukie.. can you accompany me to siwon hyung’s room?” I said and I can completely see his shock face

“are you sure?” he said as he was not sure about what I said

“yes.. I want to see him and talk to him”I said

He just nod and sigh.. he got up and help me to sit down and put my slippers on.. I’m totally ok.. just my body feel weak..

“let’s go” I said

We walk outside leaving the couple sleeping.. I wonder why they don’t budge up everyone is awake still they are not waking up.. I laugh at the thought..

As we walk hyuk stop and I look at him..

“here’s the room” he said and look at room 013

I smiled at him but as I touch the doorknob I hear a yell.. and I believe it’s from kangin hyung..

“THAT’S WHY I SAID IT’S THE FIRST THING THAT COME UP ON MY MIND JUNGSU!!!” kangin hyung said

Silence surrounded the room and that is the time I open the room revealing leeteuk and kangin hyung in the sofa and kihae couple still sleeping.. as I roam my eyes I saw siwon hyung in the bed with breathing operator and those irritating machine telling what’s my brother state was..

I stare at siwon hyung..

“kyu..” I can hear leeteuk hyung said

“siwon hyung..” I whispered

Hyuk help me to walk inside and he close the door as we enter..

“kyu.. why are you here?? It’s go if you’re in your room” leeteuk said as he glare at kangin hyung

“what’s siwon hyung’s condition?” I ask as I look at siwon hyung

“let’s wait for the doctor kyu he’s the one that will tell everything from you” leeteuk hyung

I feel tears coming up in my eyes..

“ HYUNG!!! JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO ME!!! I DON’T WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE!!” I yelled at leeteuk hyung who was taken a back from what I said

“sorry hyung” I said as I saw his face got shock and his eyes started to tearing up

“sit first kyu” he said as he nod and sit beside kangin hyung as kangin hyung comforting him

I sit beside siwon hyung’s bed and hyuk standing beside me

“as you can see kyu.. siwon’s condition is not good.. he was in coma and we didn’t know when will he wake up.. he’s still under observation due to injuries he got from the accident” leeteuk hyung said

I cried and look at hyung..

“siwon hyung.. wake up please” I said as he hold his hand and seeing him with no reaction

“hyung.. wake up.. don’t sleep! I’m here!! Your younger brother is here!!” I said and I can sense everyone crying

I cried while holding siwon hyung’s hand..  while hyukie holding my shoulder

We waited for an hour as minwook enter the room and kihae already waken up.. and we are just staring blankly on the space and silence completely eaten us up..

As we are waiting the doctor enter and I stood up so does leeteuk hyung..

“how was the results doctor?” leeteuk hyung said

I look at the doctor as he look at the papers he was holding

“he was still in coma sad to say.. but he was out of danger now.. we just hope he was willing to wake up and wait for him is a good thing.. he’s injuries will soon heal up as it takes time” the doctor said

Everyone lighten up as the news spread the room and leeteuk hyung smiled at me as I started to tear up about the good news about siwon hyung’s recovery.. but still he’s in coma

“kyu.. he’s going to wake up.. he’s ok” leeteuk hyung said

I smiled and nod..

Hearing that we just need to wait for hyung to wake up.. I had high hope that he will.. after that when he wake up.. I will tell everything and forgive him.. tell him I miss him a lot..

As days goes by.. I was allowed to stay in the hospital to accompany my brother and wait for him to wake up.. hyukie always go here after class and sometimes stay all night.. kibum also go here to deliver our everyday lectures.. kangin hyung was also visiting me as he teaches me the lectures due to leeteuk hyung’s command.. leeteuk hyung also go here to check my health which his somehow very intrigue.. but I don’t mind it..

Every day I try to talk to siwon hyung.. telling him everything happen to me after he left my from Cho family.. hoping he will hear it..

“hyung.. you know what.. I waited for you for a long time.. I even became a cold person and not so talkative.. because I think that I have the worst life ever.. and telling it to everyone is not a good thing” I said as I look at hyung

“but.. when I already saw you again.. I know I’m angry but I know deep in my heart I want to hug you.. hear you saying my name and telling me stories from the time you left me.. but pride really got me and here I’ am regretting everything..” I said as I hold his hand and cried

I cried and cried as I remember the day before the accident happen..

“excuse me.. but.. are waiting for someone?” I said to the man

He look at me and saw the man that I don’t want to see.. the man I don’t want to encounter right now.. or for the rest of my life.. my face got blank seeing him.. and my eyes filled with anger..

“kyu.. I was waiting for you” he said looking at his face he was glad to see me

“leave now.. I don’t want to see you nor talk to you” I said and walk toward our door

“but kyu.. we need to talk” he walk towards me and get my hand

“don’t you ever touch me!” I glare at him and he immediately let go of my hand

“kyu.. I know you’re mad  at me.. but give me a chance to talk to you” he said lowering his head

“you already told me everything.. now leave or you want me to call a police and let you out here” I push him resulting for him to fall on the ground

His face was hurt.. from what I did or what I said? I don’t care!! I don’t want to talk to him and that’s final!!

I open the door and look at him with piercing look and walk inside closing the door..

On the other hand..

Siwon was crying his hear out on what happen..

“I really regret what I did.. I really regret obeying our dad said” he said as he stood up and leave

I look outside as siwon hyung walk away and seeing him in a sad phase.. my heart feel pain..

“why are you sad kyu seeing him like that” I ask myself

But I got surprise when someone answer my question

“it’s because he’s precious to you kyu” I look at my back seeing ahra noona looking at me

Now I know you’re really precious to me.. I just deny the fact that you are.. I lean my head as I cried.. it has been 6 months since siwon hyung been in this state.. and here I’ am waiting for him to wake up..

“hyung” I cried as I desperately want him to wake up

I cried and cried until I feel a hand on my head

I look at the hand and saw siwon hyung looking at me and he smile.. i look at him to make sure my eyes are not fooling me that my brother is  already awake.. I cried more.. realizing that he was really awake.. as soon as the thing registered on my head I hug him tight..

“hyung.. I miss you” I said as I cried hard on his shoulder as I hug him

“kyu… you’re.. still a.. crybaby” he said with those oxygen mask in his mouth

I cried and cried until I remember I was leaning on him and maybe he was in a hard position.. I move away and smile..

“it’s good that you’re back hyung!” I said as I flash my smile but can see the tears on my face

“it’s really..good..to be.. back” he said and I can see him feeling happy

“oh! I will call the doctor!!” I said as I run outside the room to look for the doctor and a minute or so the doctor is with me as he run towards the room and I called everyone up telling the news and they hurriedly came to the hospital..

“so.. Mr. Cho.. you really are amazing.. you’re body is in a good state now but we still need to check it ok?” the doctor said and siwon hyung just nod

After the doctor said everyone shout for joy as they can see siwon hyung waking up..

“yah!! Siwon!! What do you think bumping the car with your body huh?! You’re not a superman!!” kangin hyung said and gain a hit from the head coming from leeteuk hyung which everyone laugh

“kyu’s accompanying you really works ne? so kyu better attend class since you left 6 months..” leeteuk hyung said in a teacher tone

Siwon hyung look at me and I got shy because of that statement

“yah!! Hyung!!” I said and I just smile and hyuk hug me

“thank you kyu” siwon hyung said

“you’re welcome hyung.. and everyone thank you for the help!” I said as I bow at them

“nah! It’s ok..” kangin hyung said as he mess my hair and leeteuk hyung just smile and show his dimples.. I look at hyuk and he kiss me and everyone say “ooohhh”

“hey..hey.. I’m injured here.. seeing you like that makes me worst” siwon hyung joke and everyone laugh except me and hyuk which pouted on it..

“aaahhh.. the crying baby once I had really grown romantic here” siwon hyung said

“hyunggg….” I said and again gain another laugh

Really it was the most happy moment I ever had.. after the laughing time we got and the teasing coming from the kangin hyung, leteuk hyung and siwon hyung.. everyone say goodbye as time really got fast and it got dark outside..

“bye hyung.. kangin hyung.. make sure leeteuk hyung go home safely!!” I said as I look at kangin hyung and leeteuk hyung going out of the room

“yes! Yes! So protective.. I will take care of your cousin kiddo” kangin hyung said as he close the door

“we need to leave now kyu” wookie said as he hold sungmin’s waist

“ok.. take care ok?” I said as I smile

So the one left is kihae couple and hyuk..

“hyuk? Are you staying tonight?” I ask as I look at him

“no kyu.. I need to go home.. my mom want me to go home today” he said and smile at me

“ooohh..” I said as I feel sad

“it’s ok.. I will visit first thing in the morning ok?” he said and I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I need to go.. hae here is sleepy.. I will accompany also hyuk in his house” kibum said

“ok bummie.. be careful on my monkey ok?” I said as I kiss hyuk’s forehead

“be safe” I whisper as he nod and leave the room

I look at siwon who was staring the whole time at us as we bid goodbye..

“you really got a nice friends kyu” he said as he smile at me

“ne..” I said as I sit on the chair near the bed

“so.. leeteuk hyung is your cousin?” he ask

“yes.. he’s OUR cousin.. hyung you will be his cousin too..” I said

He look at me.. and he just smile at the thought

“mom and dad died.. we just the two of us kyu” he said

“no hyung.. we have them.. you can be in our family too” I said as I smile at the thought

“kyu.. I just thought.. will it work if we leave for ourselves?” he said

I look at him.. this is it.. this what hyukie said when we are in the beach

“no hyung.. I don’t like it.. I will never leave everyone..” I said as my smile faded away

“just like what I thought” he said

“will let it be..” he said and smile

“you will be in the family hyung.. ok?” I said as I look at his eyes directly

“I guess so” he said and I smile at the approval

“so.. hyukie here is..” he said as he look at me with those teasing eyes

“he’s my boyfriend.. he’s my first love..” I said and told everything to him

I told him how I met him during the first year days.. how I got his number and talk to him.. how he reject me.. our first meeting which turn to a fail one.. the first date.. everything..

“you really love him kyu..” siwon hyung said as he laugh

“ne” I said in a confidence one

“good.. as long as you love someone then it’s good.. don’t make him cry ok?” he said

“of course hyung!!” I said like telling the weirdest thing on earth

As we talk and talk about random stuff.. we got sleepy with a smile.. and contented.. having my brother in my side is the best thing in my life..

 

DIDN’T KYU KNOW THAT SOMETHING COMING IN HIS LIFE THAT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING TURN UPSIDE DOWN..