Sandwich
A Bed Of Roses"It's not what it looks like! G-" I stuttered.
"Oh really? Cause to me, it seems like you were gonna kiss your new toy. Bon apetit." Gikwang said as he threw the sandwich which fell directly at my toes and stormed off.
I fell on my knees and began weeping.
"What have I done....." I cried.
Changsub grabbed me by the shoulders and comforted me. He had a guilt expression on his face. "It's my fault...." he said.
"No. Oppa, it's mine. I can't tell what's right and wrong. I can't even get my feelings right. I'm confused." my voice faltered as I took in short breaths after every two words. Tears kept rolling down, even when i composed myself to cry silently.
Changsub guided me to the ladies room and waited for me at the door.
I looked in the mirror, only able to sum up one word about myself. Pathetic. "Babo. Song Hyerin, you're really an idiot." I reprimanded myself. My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces. I just broke two hearts in a day. Three, to be exact, including mine. I couldn't face them. At least, not now.
I walked out of the toilet and aimlessly to my locker. Changsub followed behind me and stabilized me as I seemed weak. I opened my locker and a note fell. "Meet me at our usual place after school. -Gikwang" My heart stopped for brief second.
What did he want to see me for?
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