Whaattttttttttttttttt” she could still hear her friends scream. She just told them what happen to her in Jeju. They must be shocked after hearing her confession. No. They are really shocked she could read it through their facial expression. She suddenly thinks who will not have the shocked of her life with her confession. After their unexpected meeting she made up her mind that she needs someone to talk about this or better say to share all her pent up emotions, because she thinks any minute she might gone crazy.

“Hold you horses girls, you’re attracting attentions’ she said to them

“You’re telling us to calm down? You hear it yourself dear? Are you sure you’re okay? Krystal asks.

Was she too bad at that time? All she did was run away from Nickhun because she was not ready for confrontation and explanation. She didn’t expect to see him, she really thought that everything will end in Jeju, but she didn’t expect this to happen. Until now she could still feel Nickhun’s gazes on her, it was really different when they are in Jeju, she cannot do anything about that it was her fault, she try to calm down before focusing on her friends who are still shocked.

‘Yes, I’m Okay” she told them.

All of them throw their gazes on her, they all knew that she was not okay, that’s her nature, she always ready to say “IM OKAY” even though she’s not.

“You don’t have to lie to us, come on tell us” Luna said

Victoria took a deep breath, there’s no use in hiding things to them, and its better if she could let it all out, at least she will feel better, then she told them what happen a while ago, that leave them all speechless

“Vic why did you do that? I mean there’s no point in running away from him” Sulli explain

There are right, there is no point in running away but that’s all she could do at that moment, she was helpless and ashamed at her actions, she remain silent and wait for her friends to continue.

“Tell us why did you leave him? Amber curiously ask

“Because I realize that it was the best thing to do that time, I told you it was just a mistake” she explained, she was about to continue but Luna cut her off.

“If you think, it was a mistake, and then you shouldn’t leave like that”

“What do you want me to do? wait for him to wake up, cuddle in his embrace, tell him how good it was that night, get to know him better and tell him we should do that again” she was annoyed and pissed, she was not here for their lecture, she just want them to listen to her frustrations and regrets

“That’s not what we mean, okay?” Krystal said. They only want her to understand that she only made things more complicated.

“What should I do then?” she asks. She knows that she could not run away from him anymore. She knew that Nickhun will definitely find her.

“You should at least say something to him” Luna said

“Should I say THANK YOU? She innocently ask

“You think you should say “Thank you?” Luna teasing asks

They all burst into laughter, who on earth will do something like that saying thank you after having a with someone. They laugh until they could feel their stomach about to explode any minute.

“So what’s the plan, like you said you can’t hide from him” Amber ask

That’s her problem now. She can’t think of anything, how will she able to escape this, she doesn’t even know why she was running away from this. All she knew is that she is not ready for anything, mentally and emotionally she was not capable. She was frozen at that time; her mind was thinking of all non sense things. Sensing that she was having a difficulties, amber try to help him.

“Why don’t you meet him and clear things up with him, it’s better than hiding from him” Amber explain

Victoria look at her, in some point amber was right, there is no use in hiding from him, but is she ready to talk to him, will she be ready for confrontations.

_ _ _ _ _

He sit quietly on his office, his mind was busy thinking of ways to find her, to be honest all the things she said wants register on his mind, it wasn’t even the things he wants to hear, all he wants was to hear her reason why she leave that morning, then he heard a knock from his door, he was not pleased with those disturbance.

“Sir Mr. Wooyoung and your friends are here”

Now it only made him more annoyed. He was not ready to face them, In other words, he doesn’t have time to listen to them.

“Hey buddy, stop being workaholic, the night is not yet over” Wooyoung said

Nickhun knows what he mean, but like other days, he doesn’t have any time to do that, he was not in the mood to play around and have; all he wants is to see Victoria. That’s all he wants

“I’m not in the mood for that stuff, so leave” he said

“Hey don’t be like that, it’s been a while since we hang out together” Wooyoung protested

He ignores his friend’s words, and focus on only thing that has been messing his life. He suddenly glared at them, wondering if it’s a good idea to us them about this.

“Hey what are you going to do, if you want to find a girl and know that there are possibilities that she will hide” he ask

They all look at him, this is the first time he ask something like that, something about a girl. At first they didn’t get it, but they know it must be a new arranged marriage by his dad,

“A new arranged marriage? “ Junsu ask. Nickhun just shake off his head. “If it’s not arranged marriage” Junsu stop. He thinks of the right words “then why are you looking for a girl? “

He tells them the whole story, the reason of his sleepless night and the reason of messing with his peaceful life.

“woaaa, that was quite amazing, how come your charm didn’t work on her?” Wooyoung tease

“Tell us, is she good? Chansung ask

Nickhun glared at them; there is no use on telling that part, he wants that part only for himself. He ignored his question.

“I just don’t get it, why do you want to find her? She said that you should forget what happen” Taecyoon ask

That his problem, that thing wont register in his mind, he has no intention of doing what she said, how can he easily forget that when it was the thing that messing his life.

“Well news flash, I have intentions of ignoring her words” he said confidently

“What so amusing with her that you need to find her? “ Taecyoon ask

Everything about her, that’s what he wants to say, he knows that another question will be ask. So he better shut his mouth. So thing will be easy for him.

“This is the first time I saw you like that, missing night life” Junho said.  “I can’t wait to meet her and to see face to face if she is worth all of this “ Junho said

“I agree, we can’t wait to see her, and she must be a standing one, if not! You will get it from us” Junsu said

They all leave Nickhun. He doesn’t care what his friends said, in fact he could flaunt Victoria to them, he was sure that the moment they saw her, they will eat their words, but he has no intention on showing them Victoria, if he needs to keep her away from them he will, whatever it takes, whatever happen. He took off his hand phone; he dialed someone’s number after their conversation. He smiled; he couldn’t wait to see her again

“Just wait a bit Victoria, will see each other again, and don’t miss me too much”