Memories
A Farewell
I keep telling myself to smile, like the way I wanted to remember him, his smiling face, his high pitched note, his angry tone, his high checks, his incredible eyebrows, the light in his eyes when he talked with someone, everything about him. I want to remember everything. Jonghyun ~ah,, I really want to have the courage to keep all those memories of you in my brain and in my heart, I wish I can do that until I can meet you in heaven someday. I wanted to hold your hand and walk by the sunny beach and enjoy that great songs you were making, I wanted to know you better, I wanted to know the real you, your burden and sharing all those painful scars in both of our heart, I wanted you to tell me what you were feeling back then and I want to hear that you're okay now, that we are.. thank you for everything.
Lastly, I want to see your smile once again, just like the way I always remember., you're my beautiful brightest shining star.
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