Last Lesson
A FarewellHello Jonghyun!
I didn't know you....but once i saw a news about death with such smiling guy on pic i was in schok. Searching more info to get more details i started to cry more and more.
I was wondering ...is hard to be a human here ppl always blame and condamn actions. But how it's to be famous? Once " image of idol " was built in ppl head, ppl start to think that they know better what an idol can do and how, they judge idol for his action. But they aren't in situation....Ppl even can't understand simple things that idol has responsibilies towards agency company and smb else. All actions has smth hidden behind, smth hidden behind fame.
They forgot that idols also are humans.. They can be very sensitive, fragile, worry, can be sad, have problems , can be betrayed and so on.
You wanted to show yourself your real side but company pressured on you and on the other side fans. I feel like you were like in prison of ur idol " image" . You wanted to show ur real yourself but were afraid. U asked urself :are there ppl who would like to know the real me? Would they still be interested in the real me? Because they want they need created idol" image". You felt so bad because of all this.
You tried to show ur real personality i saw it in videos with you. Your tears, your eyes i saw in them a suffering soul which can't stay in prison of " idol image". Image which wanna see ppl... They loved u but u asked urself if they love real you?
They couldn't show the way, they destroyed you again and again. Its so pity that they couldn't notice what they were doing and how it had an impact on you.
You were the light to which was hard to shine here, can u understand?
Ur pain made u unique , made u who u are.
No matter that someone didn't notice it. Many learnt a lot from you.
I hope u feel a little better now.
Im really thankful to you. In these days i learnt a lot about this life.
I listened to some of your songs u were talented and you put your soul in your music.
I know..music was a rescue... salvation.
Idk if i'm right or not but seems with time music stopped to be rescue. It happened when u couldn't get through to ppl using it. But u should know it wasn't your fault . It was their fault. Ppl have to grow, improve. They should see more than they are allowed to see. They shouldn't judge so easily and think about feelings of other ppl.
U gave them a last lesson i hope they will learn it well.
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