Breathe
A FarewellI was unofficially diagnosed by a psychiatarist to have mild anxiety a couple of months ago. Not a serious one, but if I dont do anything, it could affect me for real.
I was quite in this community. And for this tragedy to happened months after was a big shock to me. Esp, Breathe, actually one of those songs I found comforting me during my hard times. I knew Jonghyun wrote it, but I didnt know how much the song meant to him. Some part of me felt guilty for not realising it sooner. Because of how obvious he was, and the fact that he never actually hid his pain. But some people were still to blind to see it. I won't blame anyone. But I can't deny, I felt like I did wrong him in some way.
Im sorry Jonghyun, I won't failed you in the future. And will get better too.
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