I Won’t Be a Teen Anymore
A Farewell
Dear Jonghyun-ah,
I know, a long time of ten months have passed, and I have grown not to accept the fact that you are not with us anymore, still. I don't think about you everyday, but when I see the blue sky and the white clouds of morning and the night sky's moon still there- I remember how you left us in the middle. You didn't leave us behind, it's just an abrupt way of turning around from us. You wanted to chase your happiness in the way that's not ideal, but by all means, I wish you find your peace that was taken away from you by this ugly world. I smile when I see SHINee and when I see you, I don't cry anymore. I guess the words of how you don't want to be looked with sympathy and be remembered as one who rocked the stage stuck to my mind and I stopped lamenting on how you are not here with us. I still wish this was all a bad dream and that I can wake up to find you that you are still alive. The one thing that stuck to my teen life and kept my sanity in check were you guys. SHINee is special to me, they are the trend setters of KPOP. showed world what Kpop is and you saved my teen life.
Thank you SHINee, for sticking with me through music.
In a week's time, I won't be a teen anymore.
And I wish to convey my gratitude for god send angels who lingered around my dark phase then.
I hate that you are not here, but I love that you are in everyone's heart. Dear angel Jongie, thank you.
Rest in peace, my love.
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