(W) Lets Bear Being Apart
A FarewellHello there love,
I don’t know where to start but maybe I will start with shinee. You know they just ended the japan tour. We missed you so much love. But it felt like you were there watching us. You were there right? You know Kibum went and shaved his hair off. Hilarious right? He still looks really cute though. People were making jokes that we are gonna get a bald shinee this year hehe.
I miss you so much. I was only starting to be an actual shawol. You all were one of the first MVs in kpop I watched and I was entranced. I miss you so much. When the news came out I was sleeping and my sister woke me up and said someone died and all, I opened my phone and I swear my phone fell through my hands when I saw the news. I just sat there tears running down my face. That night I cried myself to sleep. It’s been a long time Jonghyun-ah but we will meet soon won’t we? My other korean boys are all that are holding me up right now. If it wasn’t for them i wouldn’t even want to continue to live. And there were moments when I thought just a deeper cut, a bit more pressure on this vein and I could finally leave for good. I could finally come to meet you. But Jonghyun-ah i still have to go to korea. I still have to attend a concert and a fanmeeting. I still have to hold taemin's hand and tell him how much I love him. I still have to look in Onew's eyes and become shy. Even if I have to do this in my dream. Till then lets just bear being apart because I will come to you soon. In a blink of eye this life will pass and we will meet again.
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