My Reason Of Being Who I Am
A Farewell
Kim Jonghyun,
When I heard the news that you've passed away, I felt extremely empty, It was heartbreaking, It was even more painful for me to think that at the time of you commiting suicide, I was laughing, While you were crying, I couldn't accept it.
It's been four days since you've passed and I'm still not over it, You were a legend to me, A hero, A beautiful angel that sings like one, You were the reason why I joined this community, My reason of being who I am, My first ever bias after Luhan, It was painful for not only me, But hundreds of fans around the world, to know that you have left us.
But deep inside, I know that you've done enough and that you need rest, You may think that you were a failure for everything wrong you did or because you left the world too early, But no, Jonghyun, You've done well, You've done enough.
You will always be in our hearts, We know its been painful and we will all understand that you must go, Your kind heart will never leave us, Thousands of friends, families, and fans of yours cried today, yesterday and the day you left us, It is not because you left us, It is because of our love for you and because we are proud of you for handling everything well, We just wished that you rested enough to get over your depression, But if going to the arms of our creator is what you wanted, We will respect it and let you go.
We love you, Jonghyun-ah.
We forgive you for leaving us too early and We will never replace you and You shall stay inside our hearts and minds.
Whatever happens, SHINee will always be five of you, Kim Jonghyun, Lee Jinki, Choi Minho, Kim Kibum and Lee Taemin. Nothing will change that.
Forever SHINee and Shawols together.
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