I Miss You So Much
A Farewell
Jonghyun~ah..
I never thought that I will write something to you after you're no longer by our side. The past years has been difficult for me too, my mom has gone and she took a lot of my memories with her, so did you. Losing you was like a dream, I still believe that you're still with us, although I knew I'm being stupid and delusional, I wish I could have said enough "I love you" when we were still in the same world, I wish I can do so many things I should have done when you were still here.. Although I never say it out loud, I miss you so much.. So damn much.. I accidentally heard your voice in my car playlist yesterday. I can't, your voice still makes me cry and longing you to came back though it's all impossible. I know, I always try to be strong and I hope someday I can say I am okay and all the hurt is gone.. I knew, I will be..
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