I’ll Wait Centuries
A FarewellHey Jonghyun.
It's been two months, enough time to think about a lot of things.
Somehow, it still feels like a nightmare, that I'll wake up, and see you singing like always.
I want to remember you, but I don't want the pain to be with me every time I think about you.
SHINee was one of the first groups I became fan, and I've never regretted it. I still remember the first song I heard. It was Sherlock. I fell in love with all of SHINee. But you, your voice. I was so delighted.
Since that day, I prayed to go to a concert. It looked so cool to me, and see you all in real life, it just made me so happy.
You always made me smile. Just seeing you smile, sing, talk. Even in my worst moments. Thank you.
The other day, I was at school with my friends. We were doing a random play dance because it's so funny.
But suddenly She is started playing.
I danced to it with all my heart, and for a moment it felt like nothing happened.
After that, I started crying and I couldn't stop. I had to stay in the bathroom for nearly an hour.
As someone who had a lot of bad moments in my life, it's so... I don't have words.
It hurts that you couldn't save you from yourself, when you saved me so many times.
I just wish you're happy now, watching us.
I guess we'll have to meet each other in another life, right?
I'll wait centuries just to see you really happy.
Thank you for being a friend, a beautiful singer, person and more things.
Thanks for being a poet and artist that saved me.
Please, wherever you are, be happy and love yourself.
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