We'll Make You Proud
A FarewellI haven't been a shawol for too long. I barely even got into kpop last year. But Shinee was the first group for me. I love them so much and they made me so happy. When I started listening to them, I was having a really hard time, and they helped. They made me smile even when I was in the middle of a breakdown and crying.
And you, Jonghyun, had so much to do with that. I always joked that it was impossible to choose a bias in Shinee because all of you were so good and talented. But in the very beginning, I was the closest to choosing you. You have such a beautiful voice, it was like an angel's. Your music makes me feel so light, like things really will be okay. Even when I listen to your most personal songs, when you told us about how lonely you felt, I felt better, because I knew there was someone who understood me. You understood all of us and helped us through so much. You made us smile when you were serious and let us know how much you loved us. You made us laugh when you were just being silly and enjoying yourself and your time with your members. And you even made us cry, when you cried. You had such a soft heart and it was so full of love. You loved all of us, you loved Shinee, and that's how we'll always remember you. We'll remember your love and your words and your strength. We'll remember how happy you made us and how much you inspired us. And we'll make you proud. Even if all we do is manage to get out of bed today or crack a smile at something, anything, we'll make you proud of us. I hope you know how much you matter to all of us and that you'll always be in our hearts and minds. You've touched so many lives and changed them for the better. We'll remember you at your best and love you at your worst.
Goodbye our beautiful angel, I'm so sorry you had to leave us so soon. But don't worry, we'll never forget you.
You did well and I love you.
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