I Will Remember You Happily...
A Farewell
Jonghyun
I remember when I first heard about you and SHINee back in 2012, a year after I got into kpop. You always shined so brightly on stage, a voice gifted from the heavens. Now you have returned there. I cried so pathetically and loudly when I first heard. Denial kept setting in. I would go to sleep and wake up hoping this was just a nightmare.... But what shocked me was that when I opened up to my parents who were always slightly annoyed with my love of kpop, they comforted me. My dad hugged me and said he was sorry about what happened and it made me remember that I wasn't alone and that there was still people that cared about me. I wish that you could have realized that too before it was too late, but I understand the pain of depression all too well... I will never forget the joy that you brought me throughout my years as a Shawol and I wouldn't change them. You're at peace now. You've done well. I will remember you happily smiling and singing for the rest of my life. The mourning phase for me is over and now it is on to the celebration of your life. I shall praise your name to the heavens for I'm sure that you would want to see that from your fans rather than their tears.
Rest peacefully my Angel.
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