He Said He Doesn't Want Me To Be Hurt
A Farewell18.12.2017
❤❤❤He was what I believed that people called an true angle...
He became the remedy for my tutored sould...
His voice healed me and encouraged me to walk on this 2 faced society... I believe he was the only one that didn't wear a mask...
His smile gave me the strength and it was my good luck charm.
His eyes told me I was not alone...
But....It was all too well when the wings were loosing it's color...
Reality stuck me hard...
In a flash he was gone... I stood there....confused and melancholic...
But I knew that at one time we have to let go...of all the things we love...
He lit up my path so far...
I traveled due to his light...but now it's all dark...
The snow creates me a cold path of tears to talk on...
My heart is like cracked ice...about to fall and let the misery flood me over...
But no...He told me to hold on... He said he doesn't want me to be hurt..
So I said..I won't..and I praised him..
Looking up the pale blue sky that's slowly turning into a various shades of colors as the sun sets...along with him...
He did all he could...he made me happy...he made us happy...he was the best person I ever came across...
Words are not even close enough to say how much I love you and how much I miss you... No songs or poems or anything will not do..
Oh I wish I could join you...
But...I have to complete this journey and I promise I will share it with you...
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you...whist you were here for me...singing for me to calm down.
I'm sorry I didn't notice earlier that you wanted one last bit of genuine love and affection...
So here you are...even though I doubt you will see this...or hear my cries.... I hope to see you again...in another life...
I shall wait till then...before I eventually join you...
Thank you for always making me smile through everything and making me feel like a special human...
I'm truly sorry I couldn't do the same for you....
We may be miles apart...but we are always one through our heart and soul....
Thank you once again Kim Jonghyun... My angle may you rest in peace up in heaven...
You will forever hold a special place in my heart...
I can tell you that those 27 years of you were never spent in vain..
You did more than well... I love you....❤
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