The Happiness You Hoped For
A Farewell
Not a Shawol and this might be short..
But I feel like I should write this since even if I wasn't a Shawol, Jonghyun still made me laugh a lot the days I was bored and alone with my computer, he was such a good support for the one I loved (f(x) but I still admire how good he supported his friends,members). So Jonghyun, I'm sorry you didn't get the happiness you hoped for, sorry that the pain was so strong you needed to end it, sorry it was too late to save you. From the few things I've seen from you,I can tell you were kind,loving, talented and never scared of speaking up, SHINee is one of the first who introduced me to Kpop, and your songs still got me singing while I'm making food or studying. I hope the best for his family and friends and fans enough strenght to honor and live for Jonghyun. If you feel worthless,sad or even angry, talk about it, do not let anything waste your precious time, I've been depressed and back then I was scared to seek help something I should have done and depression takes so much of your time when you can actually do things so much more exciting instead of missing opportunities, if you have doubt on someone being hurt in any kind of way go to them, if you think you're depressed go seek help, friends,family,teachers.. Anyway that's all I got to say.
Rest In Peace Jonghyun, you will be missed.
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