But The World
A FarewellI cried when Kris left EXO. I cied when Luhan and Tao left EXO. But nothing can ever compare to Jonghyun not just leaving SHINEE, but the world. I feel so choked up remembering his duet with Taeyeon. I feel sad at the same time empty. I don't know anymore.
I want to be there for the other K-pop idols who are experiencing anxiety and depression. I don't want to be their fan. I want to be their friend. I want to listen to them share their troubles in hopes of taking some weight off their shoulders. I want to comfort them when they feel sad. I want to be there for them when they feel lonely. I want to do all the things that K-Pop has done to me when I was the one who felt sad, broken, hurt, alone, and empty. I want to be there for them, just like how Jesus was with me all my life supporting me and keeping me from losing my sanity. I want to make them feel loved, even by a stranger who does not personally know them. I want them to see that amidst all of the difficulties that make them feel miserable, life can still be beautiful. If only I can be their friend. If only I can be there in person to support them. I will pray for all of them.
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