I Was So Timid
A FarewellI would like to dedicate this to Jonghyun who is now in a better place---in heaven. SHINEE was one of the first few K-Pop groups I stanned many years ago when I got into the K-Pop world. I was extremely fascinated by their performances because their choreographies were the type that I really liked. I would always be amazed when I see their dance practices. And it is also because of them that I slowly developed my loved for dancing. Growing up, I was so timid. I was afraid of people. I hated being around them because I would always feel like I was being choked up. But because of groups like SHINEE, I gradually overcame that problem. They helped me beecome a better person. They helped me cope with my anxieties. That is why I have a lot to thank Jonghyun for. He was a part of those people who helped me become a better version of myself. He was one of those who inspired me to love dancing, given my social anxieties. He was one of those who made me feel happiness amidst all of the difficulties I was going through. Whenever I felt sad or alone, people like Jonghyun lifted my spirits up through their dancing. I thank him, them, K-Pop, for givinf me an avenue for expressing myself. Without them, I would not have overcome my personal battles as well as I had. Thank you, Jonghyun, for bringing hope and happiness to many people. Even though you were going through pain yourself, you still brought happiness to those who were also going throgh pain. Even though you were not my bias, I still am very deeply saddened because you are gone now. If only I could have, if only I could have been physically there to listen to your problems and comfort you. If only we were friends, I could have been there to help you go through your problems. But now, you are in a better place with God. He will take care of you better than all of us would have. May you rest in peace, Jonghyun. May you feel genuine happiness, now that you are in heaven. Thank you.
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