Smile Upwards At The Sky
A FarewellAngel, I truly hope you are happy now, between the other angels. I’m sorry for never noticing how deep in there you were, sorry for not being able to reach out to you, and comfort you and tell you that you were doing a wonderful job, I am just a fan. I am a mere fan, I never knew you personally and therefore wasn’t able to reach out to you, I wish I could have. I would have. Reality still hasn’t really sunk in, but for you I will stay strong. I will keep going through the days, no matter how hard they prove to be. Because I know you cared so much about us, shawols, and you wouldn’t want us all to be suffering now, you would want us to smile. And solely for you, I will. I will smile. Smile upwards at the sky, I will smile to you and get through these days, I will enjoy the smallest things in live, for they are what makes us happiest. This morning, I woke up very early since I couldn’t sleep and I found myself gazing out to the night sky. Between all those brightly flickering starts, I know you are there too. The brightest star of all, is you. Our Jonghyun. I will remember you for the great person you were. Someone who wasn’t afraid to speak his mind, not afraid to be open. Someone who created masterpieces, breathtaking songs, songs that inspired so many others. I will remember you that way. You did so incredibly well angel. Now, rest well dear. May we meet again in our next life.
- zhu
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