I'm Pretty Solid, But...
A FarewellAt first, I couldn't believe it. I wanted it to be fake news, I couldn't beleive that something happened... A friend told me just as I was about to fall asleep And I looked it up and it hit hard. I was never really that big of a fan of Jonghyun, but Shinee was something I grew up on - it was my first group, lucifer and ringdingdong were my first two kpop songs ever. I never got deep into Shinee but they still had a huge place in my heart alongside Big bang and Nuest when I was a fresh fan... Hearing this news did something and I don't understand what... normally, nothing bothers me, I'm pretty solid, but this triggered things in me I thought I'd hidden away. Suddenly I was feeling it everywhere, it was all over my feeds, all over my SNS, all over everything I couldn't escape it. It was like the whole world stopped for you. I wish you would have realized the support you had, the fact that you didn't need to die alone baby... You were my age, so much life left to live and you'll be so deeply missed. I wish while you were alive people would have known exactly what you needed to be happy, I wish we could have helped you be happy, I am so sorry it came to this and I hope you find peace in the afterlife. I hope anyone who follows you will use this to grow stronger and remember you for the good things rather than this tragic event. I am sorry, I hope you know you are loved... Goodbye our precious Jonghyunnie...
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