Taeyeon pov

                          I went off earlier , I'm tired of that crowded place although I know it's my art being exposed there... I just can't stay , I miss Pany very much! But then i know that Nickhun would be there.... How I wish I could turn back time and never allow to let him in! Aish! But why did I feel this way~~ Why did I act like a jealous boyfriend here .. Boyfriend? What did I just name myself ? *chuckle* I'm totally crazy.... I want to go home~~~~but if i did *sight* let me call Sicachu for a moment..

" Sica yahh"

" *giggle* Mwoya... What's with your voice ?'

" I need ... Something.. Inspiration?"

" Wowo... You disturb my beautiful sleep just because of that?"

" Yah! Give time for your bestfriend here!"

" Just kidding okay.. So what's troubling you?"

" I don't know.. I think I'm crazy"

" Why? You are"

" What?*chuckle* I am? Okay ... What are you doing?"

" Sleeping... Whatelse?"

" What did i expect ? * chuckle* okay go back to your dreamland .. "

" Thank you!"

                        ----- call end ----

              Always .. Just always sleeping ! This Ice-princess*chuckle* where will i go?*sight* Yul may know something ....

" Yul .. Are you free?"

" Always! And wanna come?"

" Where?'

" My house.. Party time!"

" Party but it'll be loud yet .... I'll come!"

" OKay!!"

           ---------- call ends ----------

      I stopped by the big mansion , bout Yul... She's a rick kid , who was a playgirl too and indeed we all are , maknae couple , Lisa , Jen and Hyo .. And me I just kept a low profile... I don't want to be rich at all ...

             As soon as the door opens , loud music and voices entered my poor ears , I tried to find Yul and the others ...... And there they are... I walk to them , i know people were  eyeing me up and down but I get used to this..  I saw Yul witha bunch of girls beside her and maknae couple just enjoy feeling each other , Hyo ... What! Is she kissing that Nicole girl , OMG I don't see that coming*giggle*  Lisa and Jenny were busy drinking and I stand hear Yul ," Where's Soo?", I asked , the only peraon missing here .." In the kitchen", Yuri said and kissed the y girl again .. y? What did I just say that...

            I went to the kitchen , it's not crowded here , just me and that food-digger , she's so into that bowl of chips so I don't want to disturb her , I went to open the champain Hut and took out the oldest , the older the tastier , I opened it with a pop sound , " Tae? You drinking that!", Sooyoung laugh with that food on , grows.," Yah! That's grows and I want to", I said and take one of the cups and fill it up , " It's been a long time", I drank it all , so good no bitterness at all , " Care to tell me what's wrong?", Sooyoung asked as she also take another cup and filled it and drank it , " I don't know?", Sooyoung laugh and I drink it again ," Really ? Come on tae... Your face tells everything...  You are not stressed with your work neither angry but...". , " But what?", My head's a little dissy , I'm not so high on this stuff. " Love", I laugh out loud ," What are you saying? ", I can't stop laughing  , " I never thought you would fall in love too... But you are and that's Great!", She's also .. So n