The memories called by this wind

When I turn the dust-piled spring

You and I of the past days become clearer

In this season, the scent digs into me

I blame on you

Past the time that can’t be reached

I blame on you

The scattered pieces of that day

Follow the waves that resemble longing

In this season that makes me cry

I blame on you

To you, who cannot be touched by me

When the sunlight shines warmly

It blooms to me like that flower

How many more nights will I need to spend to forget

Every day, I keep circling the inside of the same memory, so

I blame on you

Past the time that can’t be reached

I blame on you

The scattered pieces of that day

Follow the waves that resemble longing

In this season that makes me cry

I blame on you

To you, who cannot be touched by me

With trembling lips, I’ve hidden

My secret is still, feel like I’m alone

I blame on you

Will my prayer reach you

I blame on you

When will I be able to endure talking about you

I can’t escape for a while

I’m trapped in your shadow

I blame on you

Catch me, I’m wavering

Toward you..

                   Her lips trembled again ... Her heart clench again.... Always ... Can it ever end? Can't it just flew away? Why was she always like this? It should've ended long ago... Why can't she just moved on? Why did she always breaks up again? When will she finally smiled without force? It's just a months together.. Why does it last this long.. Why is she still longing for her? She is happy right? 

" You should be doing well now right? Pany ahh... I don't want you to.. I may be bad for wanting you to be sad as me... "

         She sigh and lightly knocked her chest to ease the pain inside... She put down her guitar .. She looked up to the skyes and welcomed by thousands of bright stars..

" Yah! I envy you little stars! How can you be so peaceful like that!", She screamed loud but   frowned at the last words..

    " I can't understand it at all! Why do you have to let me meet this person just to make me died alive everything! "

     " I hate you... Why can't I have her ... Why can't I stop thinking about her.....", she mumbled the last word with tears filling her eyes... She think she'll get over Tiffany after she had left since the moments of love she had for her was only months but she never thought it would continued this long...  Never-ending..

  " WHY DO YOU LEAD HER TO ME ! JUST TO MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE!!"

    She vent her angered as she screamed loud , looking at the skys.. 

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'" Tiffany Hwang... It's been two years already and my loved for you can't stop every seconds... Every hour.. Every months.. Every year.. Will you allow me to call you 'Mine' "

                As Siwon knelled down with a Rose in his hands, Tiffany jerked up right away from her seat.. Surprised, Confused, Happy, Sad... Mixed emotions...

" I-I... "

   The crowd was helping Siwon by shouting non-stop 'Yes' as Siwon smiled widely looking around. He then looked at Tiffany again while lifting his right eyebrows up.. 

 ' Maybe... Maybe.. I can finally forget her.. What am I waiting for anyway? Miracle ? She's probabely happy with Jessi ' tiffany though

   " Yes", But her heart is dropped immediatly with it.. Forcing her smile as Siwon hugged her happily .. 

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          With a dark glass.. Black haired to short blonde hair... Tight black trousers... Light over coat sleevless shirt ... She had strolled her dark blue luggage ...

           She take down her glass to her nose and looked around... She smiled when she saw a group of girls standing a metres away from her with a sign 'Kim Taeyeon' on Sooyoung's hand as she wavered about looking around... Seems like the girls didn't recognised h