Chapter 16

Beautiful Eyes

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It’s as if Yunho has just stepped into a twisted world where time has completely stopped as he stares at the written name in front of him. He felt his heart racing and he could feel his body turning numb. He slowly flipped the photo in his hand over as he once again looked at the young man standing next to jaejoong with a big and joyful smile.

This was no doubt about it, this was the same man he see in those images whose reflection is looking at him. They both have the same gentle smile and have the same neck length hair. Everything that has taken place from the beginning up to this point started replaying in his head.

*Flash back*

“So that’s it? Just because Geun Suk died…you going to drop everything?”

Jaejoong glared at Yoochun upon the tone of voice he was using as if he is saying that Geon suk’s death isn’t anything important.

“Geun Suk was the leader…he help give birth to our band…help me improve my vocals…he was the only purpose I sing….only purpose for me to move forward…since he is no longer here…there is no more reason for me to sing…so give up…”

*End of flash back*

Yunho sat down as he continued to look at the picture in disbelief as a horrifying thought begin to emerge.

*Flash back*

“I loved him…I wanted to be with him until the very end…but…” jaejoong poured himself another glass and drink it as he felt the sting at the back of his throat “but…to him I’m just a close friend…he treated me like everyone else…he doesn’t love me the same way I love him…but even so my heart can’t stop beating for him…”

As Yunho listen he could feel his own heart shattering. Each word jaejoong spoke of love for another man felt like someone had stabbed him with a knife.

“Geun suk…” jaejoong soften his tone of voice “was a one of a kind…he was sweet…loving…caring…strong and confident….he was able to share all of that with everyone else boasting their own confident in themselves…and yet…at the end it was my selfishness…my love that drove him to his death…”

*End of flash back*

*Flash back*

“I came here with my closest friends….it was right after we successfully performed our first gig in front of hundreds of people…it was such a huge success that the club we performed at requested for us to return and even offer a deal to continue singing there as much as we want…to celebrate we went out for a drink…everyone got so wasted that Geun suk started talking about the sun flower fields…without any hesitation we got up early the next day and headed there. It was a bright and beautiful day full of laughter and excitement. Even hang over changmin was having a blast….”

“The reason you don’t want to come here was because you don’t want to remember…?”

Jaejoong shook his head and turn his gaze toward the window where he could see some of the flowers not too far away “I don’t mind the memories…It’s the fact that I am coming back here without the person I love standing at my side smiling at me is painful…”

Yunho felt his heart become heavy as his chest tighten

“We were supposed to come back here together…it was a promise he made…but at the end it became the first promise he had ever broken…”

*End of flash back*

*Flash back*

“What? What about my eyes? What is so sick about it? Do you have something against corneal transplant?”

“Don’t play dumb with me Yunho…you know very well who those corneas belong to…”

Yunho was starting to suspect that somehow Yoochun knows who these corneas belong to when he himself doesn’t even know. For him to act up like this meant that whoever these corneas belong to was someone Yoochun knows.

“Who?...whose cornea did I inherited from?!” Yunho found himself asking

Yoochun only let out a chuckle “are you really asking me this question? Are you trying to play dumb? Do you want me to say it out loud?”

“Yes…tell me?!”

Yoochun took one look at Yunho as his lip started to move “those corneas…they were G…”

*end of flash back*

The sound of rain could be heard coming from outside as thunder roared loudly shaking the windows as well as Yunho’s heart.

When Yoochun say ‘G’ he meant Geun Suk. He couldn’t help but wonder if it’s true, could these new corneas really belong to Geun suk…the same person whom Jaejoong loved with all his heart? There is no exact proof of this however those images he has been seeing could only be from someone who is close to jaejoong. Other than Geun suk, he has yet to hear of another close friend of his that passed. But if this is true…doesn’t this mean that Geun suk also loved jaejoong…doesn’t this mean that this wasn’t a one-sided love but rather their feelings were mutual? Upon this thought Yunho felt his chest tighten as his heart ached. He lifted his gaze from the picture in his hand to his own reflection on the balcony glass door. Rather than seeing himself looking back at him, he is seeing Geun suk looking at him bearing the same pair of eyes.

“This…can’t be true…can it?” Yunho mumbled these words in disbelief and shock not wanting to belief that he has inherited Geun suk’s eyes fearing that this will affect his love for Jaejoong. A second later the living room is filled with a soft but bitter chuckle. Yunho couldn’t believe his luck, he end up falling in love with the same man these pair of eyes uses to look at with love and affection.

“Yunho…” came jaejoong’s voice causing him to stiffen.

He just discovered something shocking; he is not yet ready to face Jaejoong with a straight face. If he were to look at jaejoong now he wouldn’t be able to contain his emotion.

“What are you doing sitting on the floor?” jaejoong asked as he took a step toward Yunho

“Stop!” Yunho shouted with his back facing the man he loved

“What’s wrong?”

“S-sorry…but…can you…not come any closer…” he spoke softly as he couldn’t control the shakiness of his voice.

Jaejoong could sense something wasn’t right “Yunho...what is wrong?” he asked with concern

“It’s nothing…nothing at all…I just…wanted to be alone right now…sorry…”

Jaejoong only stood there staring at Yunho’s back. For someone who acted and looked strong, right now just his back alone looked so fragile. Jaejoong look at Yunho’s reflection on the two large glass door to the balcony and could make out the bitter and sad expression upon his face. He isn’t sure what happen or why this man before him will be making such a face, but it pains him to see Yunho look this way. Yunho on the other hand was still trying to register everything as he tried his best to stable himself. Even if he wanted to stand up and acted like nothing his wrong, his leg wasn’t moving…no scratch that…his body wasn’t moving. Suddenly before Yunho knew it a slender hand reached down from above him and took the photo from his hand. His eyes widen before he quickly turns around and faced jaejoong who is now looking at the photo. He started to panic fearing that Jaejoong might find out the truth…fearing that jaejoong will take one look at the photo and then reject him. Yunho stood up and grabbed the photo and tried to pull it back. It wasn’t like he meant it…it wasn’t like he purposely did it but the picture end up ripping in half right between Geun suk and Jaejoong. They both stood there in total shock as the sound of rain fall echoed into the apartment.

“S-sorry…” Yunho apologize as he lower his gaze too ashamed to look at jaejoong

The beautiful blond man before him only took one look at Yunho before looking at the photo in his hand.

“This…was the last group picture we took together before Geun suk passed…”

Yunho stiffen upon the mention of Geun suk’s name as his chest and heart started to ache

“A lot of things happen after this picture was taken…before everyone knew it…one of us passed while the rest of us separated walking a very different path that may or may not cross each other again…to be honest I missed those days…if I could…I wanted to go back to those days of being young…being free…and being happy doing what we loved…”

“Also being back with Geun suk…” Yunho spoke as Jaejoong raised one of his eyes brows at Yunho’s strange behavior.

“I use to think that my life is incomplete with Geun suk at my side…I wanted to so bad turn back time so I can be with him again…see his smile…laugh at his horrible jokes….doing things that will get us in trouble...being with him I feel free to be myself…free to make mistakes and still be okay…”

Once again Yunho felt his heart ached like someone had poked a knife deep inside. Jaejoong look at Yunho’s sadden expression as he walked over to Yunho and handed his half of the photo to him.

“That was what I use to think but not anymore…”

Yunho finally lifted his gaze to meet jaejoong and was taken aback by his gentle smile “Time have changed…as much as I use to love him…as much as I use to want to be with him…I don’t feel like that anymore…do you know why?”

Yunho lightly shook his head as jaejoong sigh wondering just how dense Yunho can be. He took the half of the photo Yunho was holding and with his half he started to ripe the pictures into more pieces. He walked pass Yunho and slide the balcony door open and stepped out into the pouring rain. He didn’t care for the fact that he was getting drenched from head to toe. Yunho watched as Jaejoong took one look at the pieces in his hand as he tossed it over the railing. Jaejoong turn around and look at Yunho with a loving and soft smile

“Because now…I have you…” he spoke “Unless…you changed your mind after your confession earlier…” he grinned

The heart that was aching stopped…the tightness he felt in his chest disappear as the numbness of his body is no longer there.

“You…were awake…?” Yunho asked with embarrassment

“Who wouldn’t wake up after feeling themselves being lifted from the ground…” jaejoong spoke “Although I wish you would have given me a proper confession…”

“I love you…” Yunho spoke with a serious look on his face that even jaejoong was speechless for words. Yunho couldn’t forget the images he saw of Geun suk…couldn’t forget the fact that these corneas might actually be Geun suk…nor could he forget the fact that Geun suk also loved jaejoong. If Jaejoong were to find out that Yunho have inherited Geun suk’s eyes, it would only force him to take a step back to the past…forced him to look at Yunho but see the man whom he loved. If this was the case, it will be nothing but pain for jaejoong. Yunho couldn’t help but think that maybe it’s best not to get so close to jaejoong to protect his heart…protect that smile. He will confess…make his feeling known…and then slowly distance himself.

“w-wait…I mean…later…you can confess later…”

“I love you…” Yunho once again said it without any hesitation that jaejoong felt his cheek started to burn.

“Hold up…t-time out…j-just w-wait a bit…” jaejoong spoke trying to calm his racing heart.

Yunho found himself walking out onto the balcony with jaejoong as they only stare at each other.

“I love you…I love you Kim Jaejoong…” Yunho said it once again loud enough for jaejoong to hear.

Jaejoong wasn’t sure what to say or react…his mind went completely blank as his heart continues to race endlessly as if it wanted to jump out from inside him.

“This is strange…this is too strange….” Jaejoong mumbled as he lower his gaze while covering his mouth in disbelief

Yunho on the other hand felt like maybe his confession has made things uncomfortable for jaejoong.

“I have been confessed to so many times…but…strangely…this is the first time I feel so…happy…is this…normal?” jaejoong asked Yunho with a flushed cheek

Yunho look at jaejoong’s flushed but adorable expression before facing reality “unfair…this is so unfair Jaejoong ah…you can’t look at me like that…if you do…I won’t be able to let go…” he spoke filled with bitter as Jaejoong’s look at Yunho strangely wondering why this man who is confessing to him with love will look like he is on the verge of tears.

Changmin had gotten home after chatting with Junsu. He took a nice warm shower to warm up his body from the cold rain outside. He was still rubbing his wet hair with his towel before looking out the window into the darken city.

He turns his gaze away from the window before sitting down on his bed and lay on his back. Changmin recalled the conversation he had with Junsu as well as Yoochun and couldn’t believe that that guy actually did a background check on Yunho. The sad and horrifying past is now known by Junsu and Yoochun. At first it was only him who knew. He didn’t want to tell others and feel like Yunho didn’t want others to know as well. At the end because of Yoochun, Junsu also know. He couldn’t help but feel like he has betrayed his best friend. Changmin closed his eyes as his mind wondered back to those darken days. When Yunho found out the truth of what happen to his mother, he was in a withdrawn state, kind of what jaejoong was doing when Geun suk passed. Yunho wouldn’t talk to anymore, his cheerfulness completely disappear. Little by little he breaks away from people whom he used to call friends until he is all alone. The only one who wouldn’t leave him be is changmin.

Changmin recalled what Yoochun had said to him and junsu before he leaves the café

“…I won’t tell Jaejoong and Yunho but I will say this…once everything is completed and once the truth is out…the people who will get hurt isn’t just those two but you two as well…just be prepare for the ending result because I can tell you…if I was in their shoe and my best friend kept this from me…I will come to hate them…distrust them…look at them with anger and disappointment…”

He opened his eyes staring into the ceiling. It wasn’t like he had never thought about that. He had already prepared himself for when that day comes. If he can spare Yunho the pain right now, that is more than enough. He turn his gaze from the ceiling to the desk next to his bed as he look at the little box tucked away between some books where the ring sat. He stood up and walked over to the desk and picks up the box into his hand. He knows that what he is doing is wrong, being the closest…being the one Yunho trust the most, he should be the one who is most honest with him. But knowing very well how Yunho feels about Jaejoong…changmin couldn’t bring up the truth. This was the first time he have seen Yunho so happy since the death of his mother, changmin didn’t want to ruin that. With his other hand he opened the box as his eyes widen in complete shock.

“W-w-where is the ring?!”

Changmin turned his apartment inside out rampaging through everything but couldn’t find the ring anywhere. He started to panic wondering what he is going to do. Just how did the ring disappear from the box? He didn’t even touch it the day he place it in there. Changmin started to panic before he tries to calm himself.

“M-maybe it’s for the best…if the ring is gone it means that Jaejoong will never see it nor would Yunho or junsu…” he spoke trying to smile but it wasn’t working. No matter what he tells himself, he couldn’t stop panicking.

Just then his cell phone ringed as he quickly went to answer it

“Hello?”

“How is my handsome little brother?” came the voice of his older sister

“I can’t talk right now Nuna…I’m busy…”

“Don’t brush me off with that excuse…I even took the liberty of coming by to drop off mom’s homemade kimchi…”

“Kimchi? How did you even get into my apartment when I wasn’t home?”

“The guy at the front desk let me in after telling him that I’m your sister…”

“so much for security…” thought changmin

“By the way…I saw a very cute ring on your desk…since you weren’t wearing it…I’ll be borrowing it for a bit…” she smiled while looking at the ring on her finger

“Ring? You took the ring?!” snapped changmin

“Yea…it’s plain but it has a very beautiful glow to it…”

“Why?! Why would you take the ring?! Why would you even come into my room and go through my things?!”

“Will you stop shouting…I’m just going to borrow it for a day…I have a friend’s reunion tomorrow…after that I’ll return it to you…”

Changmin sigh with frustration “listen Nuna…that isn’t my ring…it belongs to my friend…so please…I’m begging you…please return the ring right now…”

“Don’t worry…I’ll make sure to take good care of it…”

“I need it back right now!”

“Sorry little brother…no can do…just don’t tell your friend…it will be our little secret…I’ll bring it back in time so he won’t even know…”

Changmin was going to say something when his sister said her goodbye and hangs up before another word could be uttered. He looks at his phone in disbelief

“God damn it!” he shouted loudly “That stupid sister! Always doing what’s best for her never caring about the kind of situation she is putting others through!”

The next morning it seems more promising of no rain. Even though the sky is still cloudy, it is forecasted to no rain today. Changmin sat in the school cafeteria with a worn out expression like he haven’t slept all night. Even the food that he would quickly chow down still remains on his plate untouched.

“What is up with you?” came jaejoong’s voice startling him as he turns his gaze toward the last person he will want to see. Even though he kept that ring a secret sparing Yunho and jaejoong some pain, he couldn’t help but feel guilty now knowing his sister has taken the ring. If she was to lose it, even he will feel guilty toward Geun suk.

“Nothing…nothing at all...” Changmin tried his best to smile as jaejoong give him a strange look “h-how was your day?” he asked

“It’s alright…” said jaejoong as he started to look around “where is Yunho?”

“Yunho? I haven’t seen him all day…I figure you will run into him more than me since he would most likely go searching for you”

“That’s true however I haven’t seen him all day…” spoke jaejoong as he recalled what happen last night

*Flash back*

“Unfair…what do you mean?” jaejoong asked

Yunho didn’t want to answer as he lower his gaze “I’m sorry…”

“Yunho…what is going on with you?”

“I’m sorry…I’m sorry…”

This was starting to pisst jaejoong off. One minute he was confessing and now he is apologizing. Is he regretting his confession? Is he just trying to play around with jaejoong’s feeling? Just what exactly is Yunho thinking?

“Yunho…do you love me?” jaejoong asked

“I do…however…” Yunho paused as he couldn’t get the thought of Geun suk out of his mind. He didn’t say another word as Jaejoong lost his patient. He walked pass Yunho and back into the apartment dripping wet from head to toe.

“W-where are you going?!” Yunho asked

“I don’t know what is happening with you…I think it’s best you get your thoughts together first before giving me a half assed confession…” he glared

Yunho reached out and grab onto jaejoong “wait…you…are wet…why don’t you change first or you will get sick…”

This only make jaejoong even more angry as he yanked his hand away “Worry about yourself first Yunho…from the look of it…Your mind is confused…”

With that being said jaejoong left the apartment.

*End of flash back*

Both Changmin and Jaejoong sigh at the same time before looking at each other

“What are you sighing about?” they asked each other at the same time

“Stop copying me” once again they said it at the same time

“Stop it!...no you stop it…!”

The other people at the table only watched them in amusement.

“Okay…pause!...” spoke changmin “let’s just…stop…”

Jaejoong sigh “fine with me…”

“What exactly are you sighing about?” changmin asked

Jaejoong didn’t say anything at first before asking changmin “Neh changmin ah…if someone were to confess to you…saying how he or she loved you but then follow it by I’m sorry looking like he or she is about to cry…what does that mean?”

Changmin look at jaejoong wondering how long has it been since jaejoong last seek his advice in love “doesn’t that mean that he or she isn’t sure about their own feeling…”

Jaejoong turn his gaze to the food in front of him “I think so too…”

Changmin could tell something have happen causing jaejoong to look so sad. Could it be that Yunho finally gathered the courage to confess?

“Don’t think too much about it if I were you? it could be that this person is going through some difficult times…I’m sure he or she loves you very much but they probably wanted to resolve something first before taking the next step…just give him or her some time…”

“resolve something? This is the first time…wouldn’t people usually resolve something personal first before a confession?”

“That’s true…but if you and I are thinking about the same person…he usually gets things backward…” smirk changmin

Jaejoong couldn’t help but chuckle knowing very well how Yunho is “what about you? What are you sighing about?”

“Do you have an older sister?”

“Yes…”

“That’s all you needed to know…” changmin sigh as jaejoong raised an eyebrow at him

As the day passed, Jaejoong have yet to see Yunho. He texted him and tried calling him but didn’t get through. He wondered if Yunho got upset for him leaving last night. Jaejoong had wanted to apologize to Yunho for how he acted but it looks like Yunho wasn’t giving him a chance. Even when the class started, Yunho was nowhere to be seen. Jaejoong of course was starting to get irritated but nothing is as overwhelming as this feeling of loneliness. Back then he used to be able to be alone…be by himself. He didn’t care about what others say or do. He didn’t care for the fact that no one wanted to come near him. But now he couldn’t stand being alone. He wondered how he even managed to isolate himself for a year.

“Just what exactly is that guy doing? Do he plan to avoid me from now on?” Jaejoong wondered feeling a little sting to his heart.

Meanwhile Yunho has yet to leave his apartment. He sat on the cold hard wooden floor in his living room with his back against the couch. His laptop has been turn on as multiple tabs were open with articles about Geun suk’s accident. Next to the computer is a hand drawn pendent of what he could remember from the images he saw last night. With his leg pulled closed to his chest while biting his thumb nail, Yunho continues to look at Geun suk’s picture on his laptop screen. Based on what he had read about the accident, Geun suk was struck by a car and left for dead. The day he died was the same time Yunho received news of a possible cornea donor. If he really thinks about the timing, it was too perfect. Will it be wrong of him to think that Geun suk was his donor? This could only explain those images he has seen of jaejoong. But if this is true then what is going to become of the relationship between him and jaejoong. Does he have the right to pursue this love? This caused Yunho to think back to when his mother was still alive. He thought about how the similarity of his eyes to his father drove his mother insane. Would the same thing happen to jaejoong? Unlike the case with his mother, this time his eyes is Geun suk’s eyes, it’s not about being similarity anymore but rather yunho physically have Geun suk’s cornea. For the first time Yunho wished for him to never have the cornea transplant for him to remain blind.

Yunho let out a frustrated sigh feeling like he is just driving himself mad. He stood up and grabs his sweater thinking he needs to get some fresh air. He took a long nice walk through the neighborhood deep in thoughts. Even though there wasn’t any more rain, the wind was still cold and a bit strong causing his hair to sway back and forth. He stopped by a park and sat down on the stair way that leads to a trail near the river below. There were a few other people out and about also enjoying a day free of rain fall. He thinks back to last night, the confession he made and the confusion he caused as well as the anger. He could understand why jaejoong got mad. If someone were to confess to him and then apologize right after, it will make him confuse and furious as well. He let out a long sigh trying to push all his thoughts aside, trying to clear his mind so he could think straight…think about what he needs to do. One thing is for sure, he will need to apologize to jaejoong. But skipping school today and not answering his call or text will only make jaejoong even angrier. Before Yunho knew it, the shadows around him got darker as the night approached. The street lights turn on lighting his vision as most of the people at the park has already gone home.

“Is that you Yunho?” came a female voice

Yunho turn around and to his surprise standing there is Changmin’s older sister. Base on the light redness of her cheek, she must have been drinking.

“Ye Seul?”

“ah! It really is you!” she spoke loudly with a bright smile before walking up to Yunho and sat down “what are you doing out here?”

Yunho could smell the faint scent of alcohol from her breath “Nothing…just thinking…”

“about what?”

“lots of things…”

Ye Seul look at Yunho before smile “love…”

He stiffens

“I knew it…it’s love problem…” she smiled widely for guessing right “so who is it? who is the lucky gal?”

“It’s a secret…” Yunho smiled at her

“ehh….I thought I was your nuna…you shouldn’t keep secret from me” she pouted before hip cupping

“Sorry Nuna…I can’t tell you who the person is yet…if…we are meant to be together…I’ll let you know…”

“meant to be? You talk as if love is predestined…”

“but isn’t it? people always say that when you meet the person you are meant to be with, you will know…”

“That’s a lot of bull…I don’t believe in predestine…I make my own future…I choose who I should love…”

Yunho couldn’t help but admire her way of thinking “but… if you choose someone you want to love and at the end it didn’t work out...doesn’t that mean that person isn’t meant to be with you?”

“You are an idiot…if it didn’t work out it means one of you aren’t putting enough effort into making things work…”

“But…what if both parties are putting effort and still didn’t work?”

Ye Seul look at Yunho before turning her gaze to the river in front of her where the bridge above is lighted up beautifully.

“That means they are too similar…”

“huh?”

“If two people are similar in personalities…similar in their way of thinking…similar in how they choose to do things…then even with effort…it won’t work...think about it…if a couple who are stubborn…strong willed…hard working…career driven individuals were to get into a relationship where both wanted to take the lead…both wanted to be right and not wrong…neither of them wanted to back down…do you think that kind of relationship will work?”

Yunho paused as he thinks about it

“If you love someone then just make that person yours…especially if she also feels the same way…”

“I’m not sure if he feels the same way”

“he?”

“I-I mean she…I meant she!”

Ye Seul smiled before reaching out to message Yunho’s head with force “Aigoo…you are as cute as ever Yunho….have you try confessing?”

“Yes…”

“What did the other party say?”

Yunho paused as he thinks about jaejoong’s reaction “she…says she was happy…”

“Then she also feels the same way…”

“But…what if being with me will cause her pain? What if I bring back painful memories…what if…”

Ye Seul knocked Yunho upside the head startling him “You think too much! If you want to love this person then just love this person with everything you got…if being with you will bring her pain…bring back bad memories of pasted fail love…then make her happy…make it so those pain…those memories won’t be able to touch that fragile heart of hers…make it so she will smile thinking back to the past…make it so she can talk to you about her failed love with laughter…because if she loves you like you love her but you aren’t doing anything about it…the one causing her pain right now is you…not her past…”

Yunho paused for she does have a point. Right now the one who could possible hurting jaejoong is him. Jaejoong have yet to know that these corneas belong to Geun suk, rather than rejecting him after confessing, he should just hold onto jaejoong tightly and tell him the truth.

“Here…your favorite Nuna will give you a good luck charm…” she smiled before removing the ring from her finger and grab onto Yunho’s hand. She slipped the ring onto Yunho’s finger with a bright smile

“Nuna…this is generous of you but I can’t possible accept this ring…” said Yunho as he tried to take it off but to his surprise the ring is stuck. He tried to remove it a few times but it wouldn’t budge.

“I….will accept the ring” he sigh feeling like even if he didn’t want it, he won’t even be able to take it off.

"Hold onto this love that you have found Yunho...stop questioning the future...stop worrying over every littler thing...instead just focus on what your heart want...that is more important then anything else..."

After making sure Ye Seul get into a cab and telling the driver where to go, Yunho started to make his way back to his apartment. After talking to Yeseul he felted like he could start to think straight again. The minute he enter his apartment he was surprise to see Changmin already inside looking at the hand drawn picture of the pendant with a serious and surprise look on his face.

“What is this yunho? What were you researching?” Changmin asked feeling like Yunho has gotten closer to the truth.

“If you find the person wearing that pendant…you will find the guy who killed Geun suk…”

Changmin look at Yunho a bit surprise before looking back at the drawing in his hand “could it be that you…saw those images again?”

“Yea…”

“Why didn’t you tell me? Are your eyes okay?”

“Sorry…everything happens so quick that I didn’t have time to tell you…but I still couldn’t see the person clearly although I was able to make out that pendant… as for my eyes, it’s okay”

Changmin didn’t say anything as he looks at the pendant feeling like he has seen it before.

“Changmin ah…I have decided…”Yunho spoke with a serious look on his face

“Decided? On what?”

“I’m going to tell jaejoong the truth…”

Changmin stiffen as he nervously asked him “truth…what truth?”

“That my donor is Jang Geun suk”

Changmin felt as if his heart had stopped for a few seconds as he clear his throat “T-that’s ridiculous…that…that is impossible…”

“It’s not impossible…everything have make sense now…”

“Yunho…”

“You said it before…that the little blue box could hold the answer to my questions…and it did”

Changmin turn his gaze to the little blue box that is on the table which was previously covered by the sheet of paper he was holding on to. He didn’t look at what is underneath before Yunho got home. The box that was once closed is now open as the photo inside has disappeared. He had never felted so nervous and so scare as he lifted his gaze to meet Yunho

“I will tell jaejoong the truth…but first…” Yunho held out his hand to changmin “please give me back what was originally inside…give me back what Geun suk was going to give jaejoong as proof of his love…I highly doubt that he will go through the trouble of burying the box that only consist of a group picture…”

Jaejoong had just made it home when he notices his father standing by the stair way waiting for him. He had his arm crossed with a serious expression. Jaejoong could tell that what his father is about to say will be something he would not like.

“We need to talk” his father spoke in his usual stern voice

 

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ohmyyunjae
#1
Chapter 22: best story ever!! i just luv how everybody is in luv wid jae. jae's got a big harem hehe XD
hyunietoki2891
#2
Chapter 22: The story was really nice its just that the last chapter was really short and the flow was really so fast.

Can we have a special chapter on what happen after jaejoong saved yunho, like what really happen while getting the tape, like how yoochun manage to convince jaejoong to become a singer, like whats going on between junsu & yoochun, how jaejoong parents ended up in letting jaejoong go, something like that. Pleaseeee.
Brownsugar40 #3
Chapter 22: That's was a great story. Really enjoyed it
nwh-gem
#4
Chapter 22: i enjoyed reading authornim! it's one of those stories where one can't find the reason to put it down but continue reading! thank you!
jcnafaiz
#5
Here again (*˘︶˘*).。.:*♡
yhamu01
#6
Chapter 22: Chapter 22: Chapter 22: Chapter 22: Chapter 22: I.LOVE.IT! THE BEST BITTERSWEET LOVE STORY!! just like yunho, i was afraid that jaejoong would take yunho as geunsuk replacement, but thank god no.. i agree with yunho.. even if it's hurt, even if it's killing his own heart, jaejoong deserve to know the truth and so he could let him go.. could place his first love to rest and instead of being trap in the past, he would treasure geunsuk and all those old memories.. now he only needs to continue his second chance love life with yunho, to make many great new memories with the person who right beside him.. i smiled when jaejoong make it clear that he's moved on.. NOW it's YUNHO who is right in front of him, NOW it's YUNHO in JAEJOONG'S EYES AND HEART.. though yes, yunho must be a VERY PATIENT person, selfless, always be positive.. but that makes him strong, strong for the both them.. but also give jae some credit for he's able to kill those doubt in yunho's heart.. in other words, they complete each other..

i love changmin's character here, he's one of a kind besties.. and there's time i thought that changmin probably have feelings for yunho but no.. he only cares for his besties so much since he's with him for almost whole his life.. and sometimes for the great bitter moment for yunho, till it's like i was the one in yunho's shoes, maybe it's probably better for yunho be with changmin, but somehow i would see that it won't work.. i imagine that changmin will go overprotective (and maybe put yunho in the dark as long as yunho won't get hurt) he's worried about yunho every time yunho's act selfless over and over again, changmin might succed for protecting yunho from hurt, but it won't help yunho to fight his own weakness.. though i didn't say that it's wrong for yunho being yunho nor me being an ungrateful being for not see all changmin's care.. no, far from it.. but yunho needs something more than that.. he needs the one who could stare right in his eyes and ask him what exactly does he want, and tell yunho to fight for it.. be strong together.. and one thing i always believe in relationship where.. no matter what always say the truth even it's hurt and ugly, for they remain stay with us even after the truth revealed, the stronger and truer the relationship can be.. i believe that true love is what everyone's dream to find right? even the greatest love stand together with the "true" XD..

i might miss something and wrong about things i've said, so i'll apologize for that.. but i love to see from every viewpoint and in the end i would talk endlessly (sorry >/\<)

great story! love it <3<3<3<3<3, sequel? or maybe shots? XD
Sky_luv #7
Chapter 22: The fact that Jaejoong has not gotten rid of the ring disgust me means he still love Geun suk yunho is a replacement
Sky_luv #8
Chapter 22: I wish yunho never receive the transplant was hoping for homin cause changmin is the only genuine one
bluejayj #9
Chapter 22: Also jaejoong should’ve throw that ring out !
Yunho you are so kind , I wish jaejoong truly loves you and only you
bluejayj #10
Chapter 22: It’s so sad even I read last chapter again
Jaejoong refer to yunho as second person he loves. No matter what yunho will always be the a replacement for geun seuk
I wish yunho returned those eyes honestly
He deserves better jaejoong is too uncommitted he’s only with yunho for geun suk
How I wish it was a Homin but this was a yunjae jaejoong geunsuk fic only