“Yes. I...Um, I took all those shots. All those pictures are mine." She inhaled deeply before she continued. "And yes, those were real subjects. I know.. I’m such a freak, right?”

                     Somehow, I was able to speak and find my voice though I’m still in a bit of shock. “What? No. Not at all… It’s actually really good.” I said as I walked to her artworks and carefully looked at them. I blushed when my eyes landed on the s of the woman in the drawing. “S-so, is this your hobby or something?”

                 She cleared . “Kind of… Perhaps I just like the silhouette or a woman's figure, or just really ladies. You want to see the others?”

                 “Uh, I see. No, I'm fine with those already.” I said. “But, uhm, let me ask a question?”

                     “Sure, what is it?”

                   I look directly in her eyes. “Why did you let me see these? I mean, you still don’t know me. And you’re a celebrity, that's dangerous. For all you know, I can snap a picture of this with my phone and sell it to the media or even just upload it on SNS and these things will just blow.”

           It is like just what she did - just like how she said all of it are hers. It can be dangerous like how she just dropped the bomb, then and there, shaking my entire mind - keeping me there rooted at my place, like I'm stuck there knowing that I didn't really know the person I am with now.

       That same thing can happen when this go out to the public. It would be like a nuclear bomb, shaking every individual, shaking the built industry of Kpop, shaking the entire world and can literally blow things out for her, and things might fall in her life like free fall or perhaps something that portrays domino.

    But here she is, letting me see it. It is like she trust me so much that she lets me see this without asking me about my phone or anything that I can capture this "top secret". Why me? And why would she?

                     She met my gaze and answered me, “I’m not going to say that there’s something different about you, SinB-ah, because that is just crap. I’m not interested at you or anything. I don’t want a relationship with you either. I just thought that I can show you all of this.”

                     I’m surprised by her answer. That’s not what I’m asking. “Fair enough.” I just answered. “But, like what I’m asking earlier. Why?” I added.

               She ran a hand on her hair and stared at me seriously. “Well, I thought. I should let you see this before I ask you something.”

               “What is it?” Somehow I feel nervous about this.

                   “Can I..”

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