A sudden loud sound of alarm piercing Namjoon’s ears, forcing him to wake up early in the morning. Shutting the alarm, Namjoon sighs. Another day for him to wake up just to spend the whole day inside of his office. Namjoon drags himself out from Yoongi’s room to his own room and cleans himself before he starts the day.

Taehyung.

Thinking of the younger making him smiling for no reason like an idiot. He shakes his head and puts on his clothes. Maybe if there is nothing much to be done in the office, he can ask the younger out for another date. Imagining how his day would be great later, he grabs his things to the kitchen for a small breakfast before he goes to the office.

Namjoon pours his coffee into the cup perfectly without spilling any on his shirt. Feeling wonderful for the time being, he picks his phone up and checks on it. He is not even surprised when saw his inbox is blowing up due to the mails but one particular missed call got him wondering.

No one should call him off his schedule. It must be something important so he checks it as he adds another cube of sugar into his coffee but he stops when he saw the name of the caller – Taehyung. It seems familiar but he could not point it out where so he shrugs it off and drops the sugar into his coffee, wondering if he should call the younger back.

But the sound of coffee splashes once the sugar dropped hits him harder in his head. He groans in pain as he scrunches down, gripping his hair. Thousands of images running in his head in a split of seconds. Tattoo parlour, fan spinning on ceiling, the cuddle on squeaking bed, the sound of phone ringing, bruises and cuts, hospital, dead body.

Tae.

Namjoon pants as he tries to register on what just happened, on what he remembers.

“Namjoon hyung.”

Namjoon frowns.

“Wha-“

“It’s me, Hoseok and everyone as well.”

“What? Where?”

Namjoon asked as he looks around, just to find himself alone in the mansion.

“Where are you?”

“Inside of your mind. We share one body, remember?”

“But we can’t talk to each other before.”

“No we can’t till we remember everything. Like what happened to everyone.”

“What the just happened? That can’t be real, right?”

“Those s are real. That’s your memories, Namjoon.” Yoongi said.

“How can it be real? It doesn’t make sense!”

“When does everything makes sense to you, hyung? We’re sharing one body!” Jungkook shouted.

“Jungkook…” Jimin tries to calm him down.

“No! If he can’t accept it, what makes you think I can?! What are we, why are we like this and why we have to be like this? I just …”

Everyone stays silent.

“Tae… He…”

Namjoon sighs.

“It’s like a loop. It repeated the same at the end no matter what we did, nor he did.” Hoseok said.

“Does he remember?”

“I tried but he can’t. He just feels familiar with everything but nothing strikes him.”

“Is this going to end the same as well? Even if he remembers?”

“Frankly speaking, I don’t know…”

“Can’t we do something to stop it?”

“Like what?” Yoongi asked.

“We tried to find the similarities back in our time but we got nothing. It’s just we have Tae.” Jimin said.

“And if we can change it this time without him remembering it-“

“Why you don’t want him to remember? All of those memories…”

“How will he react to it once he remember? I don’t even think I can handle it if he tries to kill himself again.”

Namjoon sighs.

What Hoseok said is true but the memories he has with Taehyung, he wants to cherish it till forever with the younger. Namjoon grabs his things out to his car, making his way to the younger’s apartment.

Doorbell after doorbell, knocking after one, Taehyung does not open the door. He is not even answer Namjoon’s call, leaving the older sitting in front of the younger’s door. He could not comprehend on the current situation he is facing. It is just too much to take in a short time.

“Do you guys see what I see and knows everything I’m thinking up there?” Namjoon asked.

“Just what you saw.”

“…Including your night with Tae.” Yoongi added.

“Damn… I’m sorry.”

“Well, you shouldn’t be. You’re his boyfriend as well.” Jimin said.

“Funny how we have to share Taehyung without our consent.” Jungkook said, irritated with it.

“But this time we all agreed to it. It doesn’t really make any difference.” Yoongi said.

“He makes us happy and we makes him feel the same, equally.” Hoseok said. “Taehyung loves you too, Jungkook. Don’t doubt that.”

“…okay.”

“Hyung?”

Namjoon looks up, found Taehyung standing in front of him with a confused look on his face.

“Tae!”

Namjoon stands up.

“What’re you doing here?”

“I called you! Why you didn’t answer it?”

“I switched it off. I’ve a paper t